- Chewing my lips: Can't help it, the girl can't help it.
- Picking at my skin: This is an anxious habit that I do absentmindedly without even realizing it.
- Drinking energy drinks: My addiction started when I was fifteen and had my first Red Bull while visiting St. Thomas with a friend. I was hooked and had multiple energy drinks a day during our entire trip. It's gotten out of control since then and has become my unhealthiest habit. I am trying desperately to stop.
- Not taking care of my car: I should be getting it washed at least monthly but I keep putting it off because going to the car wash gives me severe anxiety for some reason. So, I just let it get icky and dirty and don't do anything about it until I realize how disgusting it truly is.
- Not taking out the trash as often as I should: Our garbage is forever away from our apartment which means my lazy ass always puts off taking it out. I let it stack up and start to stink before I change it and even the sometimes I choose to ignore it and let N take it out.
- Taking the elevator instead of the stairs: Back in the old days when I worked in an office, I would choose to ride the elevator instead of walk the three or four floors to my department. Pure laziness. Stairs suck though.
- Not flossing as often as I should: I floss once a week (every Sunday) but I hear you're supposed to floss at least every other day. My gums don't bleed and they're light pink so I'm not super concerned but still, I know I should be doing it more often.
- Not using a damn coaster and getting watermarks on the furniture: This happened only one time and I got a huge ring on my coffee table which wouldn't come out no matter what trick I used to get rid of it. I finally bought a special towel to get rid of water marks but now there's just a giant shiny spot in its place. I should've just used a damn coaster.
- Talking shit about people I hate: I should really learn to let things go when people do stuff to piss me off but instead I end up venting to N who listens intently and pretends to have an active interest in who I shit talk. It's not like I am angry at people often (I promise) but when I am I tend to go ham and rant about it for several days, if not weeks or months depending.
jul 11 2020 ∞
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