3/12/19

• Overheard at work: "She loves riding horses, just like her momma"
• Watch R. Kelly documentary
• Research Evan Rachel Wood
• Ways to stop stomach from growling
• Workplace violence training

3/18/19

• Read Michelle Obama's new book
• Read Wild
• Chuck Palahniuk's commentary on censorship (Joe Rogan)
• Email Mike about registering for courses
• Astrophysics for People in A Hurry
• Room utilization space analysis
• Star Talk with Neil Degrasse Tyson
• "Can't Hurt Me: Master Your Mind and Defy the Odds"- David Goggins

3/20/19

• A Structures Class poem: A linear line, lines are linear, Greg is Kinnear, Greg Kinnear.

3/29/19

• Happy Friday!
• Look for better k-cups
• Adam Driver
• Both of my bosses are colorblind

4/1/19

• The Great Courses website
• Meet Up website
• "Don't let your loneliness make you settle for less than you deserve."
• Bunny Ears podcast
• Focus on the things you love, not the things you hate
• Subscribe to more magazines, yo
• Gym tomorrow

4/2/19

• "Waiting for the Punch" book
• Google Sarah Thompson the skater
• Watch Barton Finke

4/4/19

• Schedule a doc appointment
• Multivitamin
• Botox
• Meditate
• Create a schedule
• Walk
• "Roar" movie with Melanie Griffith
• Neil Gaiman's Sandman comic series
• Research Elon Musk
• Busy Phillips' book
• I Feel Pretty- Amy Schumer
• Marc Maron merch
• Get Low movie

4/9/19

• Therapy research
• Books on white privilege
• "Man's Search for Meaning" book
• Read more!
• B.O.B. (Book of Books)
• Healing/ wellness/ mental health podcasts
• Going to the fucking gym
• Order sunscreen
• When sad drink coffee
• Chelsea Handler's book
• Volunteering opportunities
• Oklahoma trip
• Janeane Garofalo is life
• Chad is the best

4/11/19

• Couch Candy- John Candy's daughter podcast
• Order camera lenses
• Fandomfest?
• New apartment/ places to live
• sQecial Media

4/19/19

• The Overwhelmed Brain- Take notes on compromise
• Bumble Friends
• Reddit penpals (r/penpals)
• Buy sunflower seeds at Ollies
• GISP
• Love and Abuse podcast

4/22/19

• Research origin stories of those who inspire you
• Michelle Tremblay Love Book
• "Girl Boss" Book
• SNL Writing packet
• "Bossypants" Tina Fey
• Write a hate note and shred it

4/23/19

• Purple Red Bull is the best flavor

4/29/19

• Eve Ansler Vagina Monologues

5/4/19

• Post on r/makenewfriends
• Re-read High Fidelity
• Polaroid camera
• Patti Stanger's Book
• Perfectionism and anxiety
• How can we make sure this never happens again?
• Nolan North from NC?
• "If you can mock it, you can manage it." Patton Oswalt
• Fix my damn typewriter

5/6/19

• MBTI test!
• Finish CET Assignments

5/7/19

• Ester Perel podcast
• "Raw Nerves"
• I pissed in front of a stranger today
• Purging emotions in the moment
• GIS Certifications
• Highly sensitive people/ empaths
• Details unimportant when recalling trauma
• Tom May comedian
• Recalled Tyson chicken because of metal shards
• My desk beetle died

5/10/19

• New bedding
• "Loving What Is" book
• News networks focusing on what is wrong and training people to look for what is wrong as opposed to what is right
• Quit drinking, quit smoking
• Read "Lean In" book

5/14/19

• Revit Problems
• Straight As
• Security cards for doors

5/21/19

• Fax AP Scores
• Call student records for tax form
• Set up schedule with Mike
• Pay w/ loan

5/22/19

• Jack Handy SNL Writer hilarious sketches
• Comedy group on Meetup
• Barry w/ Bill Hader
• Read Howard Stern's book

5/23/19

• Craig T Nelson wasted for Poltergeist
• Get nails done

5/24/19

• Wireless mouse
• Wrist rest
• Watercooler talk is bad/ lame
• New TV and soundbar from Sams

5/28/19

• Write to the Overwhelmed Brain podcast
• Order pants from Old Navy

5/29/19

• AP SCORES IMMEDIATELY!

6/4/19

• "Someone develops a dependency on you so they don't have to take responsibility for their own life."

6/6/19

• Today is it
• Goals: get healthier, graduate, save money, pay off loans, new apartment, build credit
• To buy: office desk stuff, spray paint (light blue), new TV, another gray rug for the living room, new bathroom and kitchen rugs, stock fridge, books on python and ArcGIS

6/10/19

• How to Get Over Heartbreak (According to On Purpose with Jay Shetty):
  • 1. Feel/address every emotion (write daily to articulate)
  • 2. Learn from situation (focus on what is), accept reality, when someone shows their true colors don't repaint them (don't blame yourself), both people play a role
  • 3. Expectation setting, life isn't a Hollywood movie, real expectations together rather than false ones alone, heartbreak is a break in our expectations on what ideal love is
  • 4. Learn difference between emotional and physical age, important to be in a similar stage in life
  • 5.We wrap our identity around a person so when we lose them we lose that part of our identity. Attract friends and community, find people who are similar and can give you the same things. Not only one person can fill all roles. Create multiple relationships for varying needs. You need to be happy on your own.
  • 6.Wait before you date again, need to heal and grow properly. Work on self and self-worth. Work on self-confidence. Love is not something one feels its something one does. Focus on relationship with yourself.
• How to make work days more tolerable
• "Show Me The Meaning Podast" on Her the Movie
  • Response to Lost in Translation
  • What is a relationship?
  • Looking at love as if purchasing/ checking off boxes and not allowing organic love
  • Any relationship worth having takes work
  • Emotional intimacy is missing? Physical intimacy ever-present and overriding
  • Friendship more important than love?
  • Fake intimacy over real?
• "They Live" movie
• Mubi website
• Eight Grade Movie Soundtrack
• "Was That Good for You?" Podcast
• Bring tea and mug
• Jiminy Glick show
• Steve and Marty Netflix Show
• Endless Thread Podcast
• Hannah Gadsby- "Nanette"

6/11/19

• The power went out
• Clean vinyl records
• College Board info

6/12/19

• Crow is my spirit animal
• Start writing daily
• Looking for creative partner
• David Krumholtz
• Credit score
• Savings account
• Pores cleaning/ face masks/ eyebrows/ moisturizer
• Bleach teeth
• Unsalted peanuts for crows
• give Dan record -> Clean it first

6/13/19

• "Gaycation" with Ellen Page
• House Bunny movie with Anna Farris
• Kimi Smith
• One of the cons to engineering is constantly running out of work
• Britney Spears birthday card for Jay

6/18/19

• Why am I feeling like this?
• Why am I still attached?

6/19/19

• "Where are you going?"- Me "Straight to hell."-Ray
• Buy a bike
• "Stay Sexy and Don't Get Murdered" Book

6/20/19

• I love thunderstorms
• "Last Ride"- Beach House
• "Reconcile"- Lady Bird
• If not now, when?
• Research tattoo parlors
• Buy a water filter and nice bottle
• Guys only want one thing and it's disgusting meme

6/21/19

• Download Black Pumas new album
• 1st day of Summer
• Buy Raconteurs new album
• The next time someone tries to tell me how to do my job...

6/24/19

• Look into stationary bike cost
• Write detailed plan for improving physical appearance and life overall
• Stick to it. Stick to it!
• I have to get more sleep
• If we don't know ourselves how can we have self-worth
• Work on knowing yourself
• What do you love to learn? What do you love to teach? Focus on talents
• Put investment into what you're good at

7/2/19

• Delusions.
• Justin Timberlake grad speech about love and finding someone better
• Trainwreck movie
• Bill Hader discovered by Megan Mullaly and worked with Nick Offerman's brother
• Life is full of arcs and chapters, move forward and look for new
• Deep Dive w/ Dana Carvey
• Get passport
• Goals: Get fit, heal scars (laser treatment?), tan, whiten teeth, eat well, new clothes, get new friends, find new place to live, graduate, get masters, get a dog, get more tattoos/piercings
• Quotes on being relentless
• Don't settle for familiarity just because you're comfortable, fear of running out of options and starting over
• Write letters of gratitude
• RENT!
• B.N. ;)

7/3/19

• Had a dream I tried to kiss Sami Zayne and he rejected me and rode away shirtless on his motorcycle
• 12 Monkeys movie
• Beyond the Screenplay Podcast
• GET YOUR LIFE TOGETHER

7/10/19

• 3 Day fast
• Green tea

7/15/19

• 6 Habits for Productive Morning:
  • 1. No screen time until breakfast (notifications induce stress)
  • 2. Do not look at email
  • 3. Prioritize goals for next day the night before
  • 4. Meditation
  • 5. Set an intention for the day
  • 6. Start day with kindness

8/5/19

• Write about it's not too late to start over
• Say indecision is okay but no decision is not
• Crow tattoo

8/8/19

• To Do: passport, tattoo, order shoes, Amazon list, clothes shopping

8/14/19

• Schedule therapy
• Figure out school schedule
• New apartment
• Passport

9/22/19

• Finished Mobile
• Cabinet application
• Homework
• Oil/tires
• Hair appointment
• Ask Mike about graduation

9/30/19

• To Do: Clean, nails, groceries, clean the hall, get car washed, pay rent, do homework

10/1/19

• Film Junk- Midsommar similar to Cabin Fever and Green Inferno
• Man laughing hysterically in the theater
• Similar to the Witch (themes of dread/death/unknown)

10/3/19

• Thursday to do: Shave, brush teeth, face mask, change sheets