(to actually use instead of hoarding bruh!!!)

• ꕤ read books you have
• ꕤ practice drawing this
• pose search
• sketch daily

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💭 need to find resources focused on environmental art

• knowing berries, mushrooms, trees
• body: swimming, running, cycling
• weaving my vyö & Karelian woodwork
• sound design & voice acting (androgynous characters)
• playing instruments again (piano, drums, bass, vocal)
• gamedev & moddev
• environmental concept art / 3D environments
• linguistics in general
  • being fluent in Karelian and Ukrainian

🍁 ligakuu

• started analyzing boredom as a concept for myself, feels good and insightful
• weather is finally autumn-like: cold bright mornings, reds and yellows
• started working on my agoraphobia-like symptoms
• started writing down game(dev) thoughts
• touched 3 trees & made forest photos
• found the term "polymath"

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• artistic fulfillment
• expressing the Shapes from my head
• being really deep within the game
• analyzing music & "seeing" it
• meditative musical instruments exercises
• learning & being curious
• wandering around imaginary | virtual locations
• reconnecting w/ my culture
• being physically active and healthy
• soups
• being with myself w/out fear or anxiety
• nature
  • being alone in the forest & touching trees
  • cold autumn | winter sun
  • snowy winters