these are the things that just irk me o the point where i feel sorry/ scared for my future

• reality television
• my mom putting me down diminishing the confidence i have in myself
• the snide comments my stepdad makes towards me
• the way i'm treated at home
• living with my mom and stepdad
• living in orange county
• orange county in general
• not having a working car
• relying on other people for things i know i can do myself
• not knowing what i want to do with the rest of my life
• not knowing where my life is headed
• not knowing what i'm good at
• school
• bills
• my dieing cell phone
• not having a boyfriend to love and be loved back by
• the people i crush on don't like me the same way i like them
• guys i like or care for only using me for sex
• fake people
• rude people
• ignorant people
• uppity people
• being depressed
• all of the anime shows kids watch these days
• outsourcing
• crappy television
• people who don't have any sense of humor
• how much i sweat
• being poor
• not having direction
• being a procrastinator
• not looking how id like to look
• not having major long term goals because i don't know what to do
• feeling lonely
• every time i have to leave SD after i visit
• when my vacations end
• The feeling i get when i tell a guy i like them and they don't like me back
• not being able to relate to people that you once could relate to
• losing friends
• unnecessary drama
• feeling stuck where i'm at
• my fear
• trying to be responsible and it not working out
• feeling confused
• being stuck in a rut
• getting sick
• the cost of living
• taxes
• really unhealthy foods
• my indecisiveness
• my procrastination
• my indifference
• too much neediness from others
• being uninformed
• pretentiousness
• bossy stubbornness
• stubborn bossiness
• never feeling good enough