This is an ongoing list of all things I'm grateful for

• My Dog Titus.
  • I'm grateful for his love and how he can turn my bad mood around just being his silly sweet self.
  • How he cuddles with me on the couch or my bed to keep me company and keep me warm.
  • The way he gets so excited when I come home. His tail wags so hard his whole butt shakes. He gets the zoomies and he jumps up and greets me. It makes me feel loved and like I'm the most important person.
  • When he rolls on his back cause he wants me to its his belly and rub his chest.
  • When he's playing with his chew toys and gets really excited so he starts hopping across the room to go after it.
  • The little twitches his paws and legs do ...

A few of the things i want in my future home

Bedroom

• guest bedroom
• guest bathroom
• queen sized bed
• temperpedic memory foam bed
• walk in closet
• Imac computer
• captivating paintings
• beautiful and unique art
• photography
• beautiful sheets and stylish comforter
• simple & sleek night stands
• simple dresser
• stylish laundry hamper
• cool mirror that will compliment the other furniture
• hardwood floor with a unique rug
• stylish lighting/ lamps to compliment other furniture

when i find someone special these are some of the things i want them to love me for My:

• sense of humor
• laugh
• smile
• crooked teeth
• eye color
• nervousness
• shyness
• outspoken-ness
• creativity
• enthusiasm
• personality
• fashion sense
• courage
• style
• imperfections
• height
• knowledge
• ignorance about certain subjects

just a few things that i think are worth remembering in life

• good advice
• important people in your life
• names
• faces
• directions
• momentous moments in your life
• really special moments with friends
• how to read
• how to write
• those times when you and someone special share a moment

he will just get me

• asks me if I'd like to do certain things and others things he just does them cause he knows i'll love it
• inspires me to be better all the time
• follows through on his promises
• tells me he loves me as much as possible
• stares at me from across the room
• is my oxygen when I cant breath
• gives me space but clings to me when I'm in his arms
• cant stand being away from me for too long
• never stands for anyone putting me down
• isn’t afraid to be affectionate with me anywhere
• talks about our make-believe life in present tense
• know how to take care of me
• always has his own opinion
• but listens to mine regardless

self explanatory

• happy
• content
• at peace
• creative
• smart
• worldly
• mature
• fun
• spontaneous
• loving
• loved
• a photographer
• a designer
• an artist
• professional
• artsy
• caring
• sympathetic
• working in a career that i love
• responsible

This is a list of the things that can get under my skin and make me shiver

• spiders
• snakes
• creepy crawly bugs
• child molesters
• rapists
• people that stare at you all creepy like
• gross homeless people
• reality tv
• the sloppy drunk girl at the party
• the cost of living
• ignorant people
• rude people
• loud obnoxious people
• flamboyant gay guys
• math
• overly gory horror films
• the feeling that I'll be alone for all my life
• The feeling of rejection

a list of a few of the things that i couldn't or wouldn't want to live my life without

• friends
• love
• a car
• the internet
• music
• ipod
• my computer
• food
• compassion
• laughter
• sympathy
• a job
• an education
• money (sadly)
• the ability to walk
• the ability to talk
• the ability to express myself
• art

these are the things that just irk me o the point where i feel sorry/ scared for my future

• reality television
• my mom putting me down diminishing the confidence i have in myself
• the snide comments my stepdad makes towards me
• the way i'm treated at home
• living with my mom and stepdad
• living in orange county
• orange county in general
• not having a working car
• relying on other people for things i know i can do myself
• not knowing what i want to do with the rest of my life
• not knowing where my life is headed
• not knowing what i'm good at
• school
• bills

things that have dominated my thoughts most lately

• money
• paying bills
• my car
• my job
• being alone for the rest of my life
• my physical health
• transportation
• when my mom & stepdad will put me down or make me feel like shit again
• how will i support myself on my own
• school and my grades
• my weight
• if i'm smart enough
• if i'm good looking enough
• how much i sweat
• how unprepared i am for real life
• if i'll ever be good enough for anyone
• my phone not working properly
• if my life is headed in the right directi...

best ways to win over my heart even if it unintentional

• call or text me randomly just cause you want to talk to me
• kiss me and not just when we're alone
• hold my hand and not just when we're alone
• make me feel special
• tell me you miss me
• make me laugh
• write little love notes/ special notes just for me
• Send me special text messages telling me you are thinking of me
• be able to hold intelligent conversations
• be creative
• make me feel like I'm the only one in the room worth a damn
• light up when you see me enter the room
• get me to light up when you enter the roo...

places around the globe i dream of living in some day

• San Diego
• San Francisco
• Los Angeles
• Seattle
• Portland
• United Kingdom
  • London, England
• Ireland
• Scotland
• Italy
• Rome
• Greece
• Australia
• New Zeland
• Paris, France
• Vancouver, Canada
• British Colombia

And possibly

just a little about me if i were a superhero

• I would have multiple powers:
• flight
• super strength
• power of persuasion
• heal quicker than normal
• have great intellect
• the power to change shape (i would be limited in certain aspects when it comes to this power tho)
• My appearance:
• i would have an alter ego / secret identity
• handsome and sexy
• taller
• dark brown hair
• piercing blue-green eyes (depending on the light)
• muscular
• charming

This one is all about hat i love according to smell, touch/feel, taste, hear, see (not a comprehensive list...obviously)

Taste:

• homemade chicken noodle soup
• green apples
• fresh pears
• fresh cucumbers
• pumpkin pie
• strawberries (chocolate covered or otherwise)
• raspberries
• black berries
• asci
• bacon
• cilantro
• sausages
• peppermint
• gravy
• fresh baked bread
• mexican food

if the universe was an all knowing person i would ask him/her these questions

• whats the point of life?
• whats the point of my life?
• why am i here?
• why are any of us here?
• does / did god really exist?
• if so does he even know who i am?
• does he care?
• what major impact does my life have on the universe?
• is life really as important / like as the movie 'its a wonderful life' makes it to be?
• are we the only life forms in the universe?
• is time travel possible?
• whats love got to do with it?
• is there a such thing as true love?
• what is the overall impact love has on the human race?

just a few of the things that make me wish i didn't have to grow up

• good saturday morning cartoons
• field trips
• freeze tag
• t.v tag
• tag in general
• not having a care in the world
• someone always looking out for you
• not having to pay bills
• someone making my lunch for me
• kick ball
• plagrounds
• no responsibilities
• sleepovers
• P.E.
• squirt gun / water balloon fights
• roller skates and roller blades
• themed birthday parties
• getting to stay up late
• Christmas time

this is my list of lists to do

• Things I need to do personally to change the world
• Regrets
• Random thoughts i've been having lately
• i've never
• what i want in an after life
• places where i want to live
• political opinions that just start fights
• reasons not to fear death: best and worst case scenarios
• reason s to get up in the morning
• best ways to steal my heart
• why i'm unlovable
• what i miss about being a kid
• what my 5 senses love
• summer to do list
• visualizations that make me happy
• my guilty pleasures
• questions i have for the universe

Things my life just wouldn't be the same without

• friends
• love
• a car
• the internet
• music
• ipod
• my computer
• food
• compassion
• laughter
• sympathy
• a job
• an education
• money (sadly)
• the ability to walk
• the ability to talk
• the ability to express myself
• art
• creativity

some of the job uniforms that i like the most. heh heh heh

• motorcycle cop
• cowboy
• fireman
• wrestler
• security guard (depends on uniform)
• nurse (depends on how sexy the person is)
• Marine (the one with the blue jacket and the sword)
• Superhero

What am i supposed to think or do about our 'friendship' when...

• you hold my hand
• you take me out to dinner and you buy
• we cuddle on your couch while watching movies
• you tell me you miss me
• you call me just to talk
• you tell me you were thinking about me
• you introduce me to your friends
• you introduce me to your family
• you ask me to come visit you
• you kiss me
• you give me that cutesy smile
• you laugh at my jokes even when i know theyre not funny
• you ask me how my day was
• you ask me how i'm doing and really seem to care
• you seem to genuinely listen when i talk to you

This is the other side of the spectrum...its sad but this list is much longer than what i like about myself

• how short i am
• my "invisible" eyebrows (so light colored you can barely see them)
• my short stubby fingers
• My different sized big toe nails (due to ingrown toe nails)
• my nerves
• my blonde colored hair
• My inability to digest dairy products properly
• my voice
• my big nose
• how badly i procrastinate
• how slowly i read
• how i'm not very intelligent
• I'm not as creative as id like to be
• how emotionally and physically weak i am
• how boring / uninteresting i feel (or pro...

This is one version of my bucket list. I'm sure i'll add more and more to it over time but so far this is what i've got

• ✔️ Be a go-go dancer
• ✔️ Finish college
• ✔️ Get a back wax
• ✔️ Get stuck in an elevator like in the movies
• ✔️ Live in San Diego
• ✔️ Visit / temp. live in S.F.
• ✔️ Visit Harry Potter Theme park
• Be in a feature film (@ least as an extra)
• Find the love of my life
• Get a satisfying / exciting career
• Go on a cruise
• Go to a strip club (a classy one)
• Join the 'Mile High Club'
• Learn to ballroom dance
• Learn to blow glass
• Learn to dj

• car accidents
• Money
• bills
• debt
• car breaking down
• uncertainty
• Math
• Not passing my classes
• bureaucratic red-tape bullshit
• fakes/ phonies
• hypocrite
• when you cant tell if someone likes you when u like them.
• mixed signals
• fights
• complications
• unexpected bad things
• loneliness
• being sad
• not being able to control certain things
• life (at times)

• The Ring
• The Ring 2
• Saw
• Saw II
• The Killer Condom
• The Lost Boys
• Psycho
• Nightmare on Elm Street
• The Silence of the Lambs
• Pan's Labyrinth
• Jaws
• The Exorcist
• Pandorum

The body parts I think are the best

• muscular arms
• beefy muscualr legs
• lips
• eyes
• butt
• cock
• balls
• masculine hands (strong, gentile, and powerful)
• the spot where you can rest your head perfectly while cuddling
• armpits
• muscular beefy chest
• handsome sexy belly
• beard
• sides of neck

Times when/if its the most acceptable to let go and cry

• you're really happy
• you're really sad
• you're heart gets broken
• something really hurts
• you break a bone
• you are physically hurt pretty badly
• someone dies
• someone close to you moves away
• youre so frustrated the only thing that will help is crying
• its the only thing you can do to stop yourself from having a mental breakdown
• life becomes emensley overwhelming
• you feel extremely lonely, like you have noone that cares
• youve truely tried your best and still failed
• someone you really love that you've been with a long time leaves you

just a list of the things that I'm completely obsessed with right now

• Harry Potter
• True Blood tv show
• True Blood books
• david sedaris books
• Amy sedaris
• tumblr
• facebook
• listography
• music
• my iphone
• the internet
• san diego
• los angeles
• san francisco
• b411
• scruf
• growlr
• discovering new restaurants
• trying new foods

some things i need to do to improve my appearance even more

don't

• touch your face
• forget to brush your teeth every day/night
• eat when you're bored
• fear/ ignore exercise
• refuse to have fun
• wash your face everyday
• sit for too long
• don’t pick at acne
• play with your septum piercing
• lick your lips so much (it dries them out)

eat

• breakfast everyday
• a snack 2 hours before lunch
• lunch at noon (when possible)
• dinner before 5 or 6 if possible

restaurants that are independently owned that i need to discover and eat at someday to experience how good they are OC area

• habana
• mesa
• Blue agave
• Le diplomat
• Honda ya
• Korean BBQ
• Dukes
• Roys Hawaiian
• True food kitchen
• Cheaper Benihana place in Tustin
• Cannery
• Bukhara
• Pancake house
• Versailles Cuban
• Caspian's persian
• Ethiopian
• Gypsy den
• Taco asylum

a list of things i need to accomplish or start working on

• get new cell phone that actually works
• order part for car
• get car fixed
• figure out dmv situation
• find inexpensive car insurance
• take car of accident payments
• make a budget
• look up steps it takes to move out
• start saving money
• pay off credit card
• order new bank card
• go back to school
• finish G.E. so as to transfer to a 4 year
• find a special someone to share life with
• not play with septum piercing so much

These are a few of my favorite songs

• 'linger' by the Cranberries
• 'kissing' by Bliss
• 'heartbeats' by The Knife
• 'when i grow up' by fever ray
• 'i'm gonna be (500 miles)' by the proclaimers
• 'zombie' by the cranberries
• 'mouth' by merrill bainbridge
• 'come to my window' by melissa ethridge
• 'landslide' by fleetwood mac

if there is truly an after life these are a few of the things id want in it

• absolution of all the bad things i've done in my life
• happiness
• bliss
• love of everyone i love
• no fear
• nothing frightening or scary
• only people i care about will be there and not the people who give me constant grief
• no discrimination
• no prejudice
• no hate
• no sexism
• free from guilt
• i could live where i want
• i would be working the perfect job
• no need for cars cause we could fly, or teleport, or run really fast

a few conversation starters when meeting new people

• love or money?
• High salary or job satisfaction?
• Describe your self. What do you think about yourself and do you think people perceive you in the same way?
• Which is your most favorite book ever?
• Which is the one television character that you simply adore?
• What is your taste in music?
• Which is your favorite genre of movies ? (Comedy/ Romance/Suspense/Action/Horror)
• What do you do when you are feeling very sad or depressed?
• What makes your angry? Do you get angry very soon? How do you overcome your anger?
• Which is the best vacation you’ve ever had in your life?
• If you could have a luncheon with any thr...

one day i'll take the time to learn a few of these languages

• french
• italian
• japanese
• greek
• spanish
• indian
• swedish
• dutch
• finnish
• australian slang
• british slang

and maybe:

• russian
• german
• croatian

if i had unlimited money and unlimited time i would occupy my time learning these things

• to DJ
• to paint
• to break dance
• swing dance
• create gifs
• sing
• ballroom dance
• play piano
• navigate computers and all the technical jargon that accompanies
• to thoroughly use photoshop and illustrater
• to exercise correctly to build muscle and get beefy
• surf
• paddle board
• scuba dive
• snorkel

This one is all about what I love according to smell, touch/feel, taste, hear, and see (not a comprehensive list...obviously)

Hear:

• The ocean waves
• laughter
• rain on the roof
• rain on my car while I'm in it
• thunderstorms
• good dance music
• good pop music
• a good beat
• birds singing in spring
• purring kittens
• sleeping dogs/puppies
• The noises dogs make when they're dream
• The ticking/spinning sounds bikes made when they're being ridden
• the sounds Mac computers make when you turn them on

This one is all about hat i love according to smell, touch/feel, taste, hear, see (not a comprehensive list...obviously)

Smell:

• fresh peeled bananas
• fresh cut grass
• the smell of a man
• freshly washed clothes
• freshly washed sheets
• homemade chicken noodle soup
• homemade baked goods
• lavender
• a fresh rain
• sea air
• the candle store
• fresh green apples
• fresh pears
• freshly sliced cucumbers
• cucumber melon soap or body lotion
• pine
• pumpkin pie

a list of stuff at my work that i'd be willing to try

Products:

• lime stimulating masque
• sour cherry masque
• hibiscus calendula masque
• eight greens phyto masque
• coconut cream masque
• stone crop masque
• rosehip whip moisturizer
• stone crop whip moisturizer
• tropical vanilla sun creme spf 32
• naseberry treatment cream
• carrot masque / moisturizer
• buff
• beyond
• triple c
• moisture enhance
• quench
• G10
• rescue

political opinions that just start fights (a.k.a the hot button issues)

• abortion
• gay marriage
• prostitution
• gun control
• republican vs democrat
• death penalty
• the presidency
• the economy
• taxes
• child abuse (the spanking issue)
• marijuana
• euthanasia
• illegal immigration
• border patrol
• pornography
• welfare
• surrogacy
• breast feeding in public
• nudism

a few of the most traumatic / difficult moments in my life

• parents getting divorced
• hogan (my dog) getting hit by a car
• being attacked by a St. Bernard and getting bitten 3 times
• slicing my finger open at In-N-Out and having to get 7 stitches
• getting in a car accident in Long Beach causing me to spin out
• coming to terms with myself that im gay
• coming out
• dealing with sister getting diabetes
• when my sister ran away from home when i was in late elementary early middle school
• Eric throwing a phone at my face
• running away from erics house and living with Mitch and Matt for 2 months
• Not having a job for almost 2 years with bills still coming

places, in my life, that have made an impression on my memory

• Chicago museum of Art
• Hurst Castle
• Weissman House (private museum)
• LACMA (Los Angeles county museum of arts)
• The Getty
• Museum of Tolerance
• San Francisco Public Library
• Height ST and Ashbury St.
• The Castro District
• San Francisco
• Wine country down in Temecula
• West Hollywood
• Los Angeles
• Hillcrest, SD
• University, SD
• San Diego
• Laguna Beach
• San Diego Zoo

just a few of my favorite comic book characters I grew up loving or hating lol

Heroes

• Batman
• Robin
• Nightwing
• Wonder Woman
• Charles Xavier
• Cyclopes / Scott Summers
• Wolverine / Logan
• Jean Grey / Phoenix
• Storm / Ororo Munroe
• Rogue
• Gambit / Remy LeBeau
• Beast / Hank McCoy
• Capitan America
• Buffy Summers
• Xander Harris
• Willow Rosenberg
• Silver Surfer
• And on occasion Spider-man,Thor and Green Lantern

• Peter Pan
• Aladdin
• The Rescuers
• The Great Mouse Detective
• Batman Mask of the Phantasm
• The Brave Little Toaster
• Who Framed Roger Rabbit
• Toy Story

Everyone has fears. Some are hard to admit but once theyre out there it makes it easier to control and conquer them

• Being alone (having no one to love or be loved by)
• Failure (trying new things and being a complete failure at them or just not succeeding at life)
• Not fitting in when im trying to
• Not being liked
• Having nowhere to go / being stuck
• embarrassment
• feeling awkward
• being attacked physically
• being robbed
• being wrongfully accused

Got the idea for this list from a very creative girl on here whos name is Kat

So i would like to thank her (Thank you Kat for the wonderful list idea) and to give you proper credit here is a link to your beautiful list as well Kats if i were list

• If I were a month, I would be April.
• If I were a day of the week, I would be Friday Nights.
• If I were a time of the day, I would be that time of night when not to many people are still up except for the few cars still driving on the city streets.
• If I were a planet, I would be either neptune or uranus.
• If I were a sea animal, I would be a leafy sea dragon.
• If I were a direction, I would be west.
• If I were a piece of furniture, I would be the big leather armchair that Carrie buys from Aidan.

• Cry When You Get Older by Robyn
• The One (Freemasons Remix) by Kylie Minogue
• Day 'n' Nite (Crookers Remix)by Kid Cudi
• Dancing on My Own by Robyn
• All the Lovers by Kylie Minogue
• I don't feel like Dancin' by Scissor Sisters
• Alligator (VHS or Beta Remix) by Tegan and Sara
• Dance Hall Queen by Robyn
• Work On You by MSTRKRFT
• Believer by Goldfrapp
• Dreaming by Goldfrapp
• Ride A White Horse by Goldfrapp
• Heartbeats by The Knife
• Mud by Peaches
• Fembot by Robyn
• Raindrops by Basementjaxx
• Days Go By by Dirty Vegas
• Just the Way You Are by Milky

Times when its probably not the best to be laughing

• at a funeral
• while making out
• during sex
• when someone is giving birth
• while being proposed to
• While taking a poop
• during surgery
• when performing surgery
• when you see someones baby for the first time
• when someone tells you they have a terminal illness
• when someone is being completely vunerable
• when youre watching someone sleep
• when someone tells you theyre gay
• when someone tells you their name or their babies name
• when someone seriously hurts themselves

'characters' in books / novels that i can see parts of myself in

• a changeling
• a ghost
• a cinderella
• neville longbottom
• a sleeping beauty
• holden caufield
• a lost boy

Photographers i like or i need to discover their work

• Herb ritts
• Robrt Maxwell 
• Matthew rolston
• Solve sunsbro
• Mario testino
• Terry Richardson 
• Inez vinhood lamseed

just a few places i think itd be cool to work in

• Los Angeles
• San Francisco
• San Diego
• New York
• Chicago
• Paris
• London
• Milan
• Portland
• Tokyo
• Athens
• Rome
• Madrid
• Seattle
• Stockholm
• Zurich
• Geneva
• Amsterdam
• Venice

things i can do to make the world that much better of a place to be

• recycle
• donate to charity
• volunteer
• us an electric or hybrid car
• use public transport more
• volunteer at the human society
• pick up litter
• get pets spayed or neutered
• get a pet from the pound not a pet store (when the time comes)
• adopt a child (when the time comes)
• be a role model for people
• get involved in the community
• donate food to a food drive
• donate old clothes and shoes to a clothing drive
• join americorps for a time
• possibly join the peace corps
• use solar energy

a couple of the most trying things to happen to me in my lifetime thus far

• parents getting divorced
• hogan getting hit by a car
• being attacked by a st. bernard
• slicing my finger open at in-n-out
• coming to terms that i am gay
• coming out to friends and family
• dealing with sister getting diabetes
• when my sister ran away from home
• eric throwing a phone at my face
• running away and living with mitch and matt for 2 months
• not having a job for almost 2 years

things I'd love to own someday if I ever have the money and others are just wishful thinking

• ✔️ an iPad
• ✔️ an iPhone
• ✔️ Blu-ray player
• ✔️ flat screen tv
• 27-inch iMac
• a fully paid-for yacht
• a house
• a jacuzzi bathtub
• a jet pack
• a kick-ass barbecue grill
• a leather chair like the one in Sex and the City
• ✔ a MacBook pro
• a pegasus
• a remote that can fast forward, rewind, pause, mute, etc. time
• a surfboard
• a teleportation device

just a few architects who i find very creative and talanted

• david adjay
• will aslop
• yansong Ma
• minsuk cho & kisu park
• rem koolhaas
• winy mass, jacob van rijs and nathalie de vries: MVRDV
• shigeru ban
• jacques herzog & pierre de mueron
• thorm mayne
• zaha hadid
• norman foster
• shim sutcliffe
• antonio zaninovic
• coll-barreu arquitectos
• alvaro leite siza vierra
• stefan antoni olmesdahl truen
• tecarchitecture.com
• herzog & de meuron

things that i just cant understand or wrap my brain around

• math
• how to start a serious intimate relationship
• how to be a responsible adult
• philosophy
• the inner workings of computers
• economics
• the human brain
• the government
• love
• mechanics
• wormholes
• black holes
• aspects of psychology
• racism
• discrimination
• religion
• faith
• electrical impulses

a few random things i would love to receive on a more daily basis

• hugs
• kisses
• cuddles
• your hand in mine
• I miss you text messages
• phone calls cause you miss me and just wanna talk
• butterfly kisses
• eskimo kisses
• compliments
• free lunches or dinners
• money
• gift certificates to my favorite stores
• when someone invites me to come visit them
• praise on a job well done
• a raise
• fee gifts
• when someone winks at me

activities i should do when i'm feeling blue to get me outta my funk

• go for a walk
• get some exercise
• get out of the house
• watch a funny movie
• hang out with friends
• go somewhere fun
• listen to up beat happy music
• talk about how i'm feeling
• write about what i'm feeling
• focus on the good things in my life
• think of happy funny things
• go to the bookstore and read a funny book, magazine, comic, or graphic novel
• express my feelings through art
• remind myself to stay positive
• go to the beach
• call a friend
• go to the park
• go for a swim somewhere

This one is all about hat i love according to smell, touch/feel, taste, hear, see (not a comprehensive list...obviously)

See:

• the ocean
• the beach
• San Diego
• suspenseful movies
• dramatic movies
• action movies
• action suspense movies
• monet paintings
• sun rises
• sun sets
• when the sky gets all pink and purple
• when i can make my friends smile
• when i can make my friends laugh
• seeing friends that i haven't sen in a while
• beautiful, talented photography
• beautiful, talented paintings

This one is all about hat i love according to smell, touch/feel, taste, hear, see (not a comprehensive list...obviously)

Touch / feel:

• the feel of water against my skin
• a dogs soft coat
• flower petals
• someone elses hand in mine
• an attractive mans beard
• stroking someones hair while they drift off to sleep
• ocean spray / ocean mist against my skin
• sand under my feet
• the suns warm rays against my skin
• an attractive mans body
• a mans nice fuzzy / hairy butt
• a mans hairy belly
• a mans muscular arms
• a mans muscular legs
• a mans good looking / pretty penis
• lips against mine

just a few of the things people do that bug the poop outta me

• people drinking soda in the morning
• when people suck their teeth
• flaky people
• changing plans at the last minute
• hypocrites
• when people dont use their turn signal
• people who talk or listen to loud music in a quiet zone
• people who dont control their kids
• People who dont silence their cell phones during class or at the movies
• people who ramble on and on and don't get to the point quickly
• when people chew their food with their mouths open
• people trying to talk to me / get my attention when i'm obviously preoccupied with something or someone else
• people who cough or sneeze into their han...

a little about my life if i were a wizard and went to hogwarts My wand would be:

• Mahogany
• 11"
• Phoenix tail feather or unicorn hair

(since the wand picks the wizard i can only hope this is what my wand would be) My pet would be:

• northern hawk owl

My house would be:

• ravenclaw - cause i'm clever and witty

-or-

• hufflepuff - cause i'm loyal, friendly and non-judgemental

My classes would be:

• charms
• potions
• herbology

the most memorable moments in my life (that i can actually remember) thus far

• learning to ride a bike
• the birthday party in Iowa when i got the Aqua CD
• going to the roller rink in Iowa
• learning to play the saxophone
• getting my very own saxophone
• having a paper route
• walking home from kingsley with Kevin, Nick, and all the other kids
• Boy scouts camping trip sliding down that really muddy hill
• taking swim test at burns park pool to be able to use the diving boards
• My Waterloo days with the hot air balloons
• bike riding with Mitch
• freshman year marching band playing music from Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone

the pros and cons of going to school...in my book at least

PROS

• gets me out of the house
• I enjoy learning new topics
• They offer art classes
• if/when i finish i'll be making more money than if i hadn't gone
• the atmosphere (sometimes)
• when you have a really good teacher who is generally interested in you and your well being and that really wants you to succeed
• the challenge (sometimes)
• makes me feel smarter
• actually makes me smarter (probably)
• the feeling of accomplishment i get

CONS

this is a list of shows that i used to watch as a kid and still love or that i'm currently addicted to now

• Batman: the animated series
• Ren & Stimpy
• Friends
• That 70's show
• Will & Grace
• Doctor Who
• Misfits
• Boy meets world
• Beetle juice
• Gargoyles
• Doug
• Rocco's modern life
• Ahhh! real monsters
• Sabrina the teenage witch
• Full house
• Family Matters
• Sister sister
• Fresh Prince of Bellare

These are a few of the things that make me happy like mmmmmm :^)

• 'I love you' kisses
• a nice sexy beard
• accents
• being able to pay my bills and on time none the less
• being successful
• being thought of
• being told 'i love you'
• being told i'm welcome any time and having them mean it
• big long comforting bear hugs
• bookshelves full of books
• butterfly kisses
• celebrations, not parties
• cheese
• clean clothes
• clean sheets
• cleverly wrapped presents
• coloring with colored pencils

i needed a little pick me up so i decided to write things down about my self that i like...it turned out to be a very short list :^( but that just means i'll have to make changes and add the good stuff over time

• The scar on my right middle finger
• how white my teeth are
• how hairy my chest and belly are
• The color of my eyes (sometimes)
• how i look good with glasses
• my sense of style
• my sense of loyalty
• my taste in movies
• my taste in music
• I have good skin
• my belly (sometimes
• my sense of humor (sometimes)
• my quick wit
• my imagination
• my ability to make up nonsense words

if you were to leave and take me with you i'd need to pack a few things.

The clothes stuffs

• 7 Different sets of underwear (1 for each day of the week)
• 7 pairs of socks (1 pair for each day of the week)
• 1 pair of jeans
• 1 set of shorts
• 3 short sleeve shirts
• 2 long sleeve shirts
• 1 hoodie
• 1 spring jacket (if its chilly and we didn't expect it to be)
• My pea coat (in case it'll be colder than we planned)
• 1 pair of comfy shoes (preferably good for walking in)
• A good pair of flip flops
• 1 pair of pajama pants

Ketchup

• Fries
• Burgers
• tater tots
• breakfast potatos
• Chicken strips
• Chicken nuggets
• meat loaf
• Onion Rings
• Eggs
• Fish Sticks
• Hot Dogs
• Corn Dogs
• Grilled Cheese
• Sandwiches
• Hash browns

VS.

Ranch

Things I say on the reg, or catch myself saying way too much.

• Cool beans
• Whats her bucket?
• ballz
• Humina?
• Its the tits
• Shitty titties
• Creepy pee-pee
• What the flip
• What the frick
• Sweet titties
• Sicky nar-nar
• Dont be / What a douche-b
• Blushies
• foolieo
• What the ballz
• Bahh
• What the What
• Sadsies
• Laaame

• Photographer
• Comic Book artist
• Writer
• Video Game Tester
• Voice on a cartoon show
• Be on a Sitcom
• Direct a movie
• Music Producer
• Graphic Designer
• Actor
• Singer
• Dancer
• Match maker
• Clothing Designer
• Barber
• Makeup artist
• Candy tester
• Toy tester
• Food Critic
• Chef
• Secret agent