things that have dominated my thoughts most lately

• money
• paying bills
• my car
• my job
• being alone for the rest of my life
• my physical health
• transportation
• when my mom & stepdad will put me down or make me feel like shit again
• how will i support myself on my own
• school and my grades
• my weight
• if i'm smart enough
• if i'm good looking enough
• how much i sweat
• how unprepared i am for real life
• if i'll ever be good enough for anyone
• my phone not working properly
• if my life is headed in the right direction
• what major should i choose
• my mental health
• my bad memory