i'm sick of not having the courage to be an absolute nobody

• wisdom teeth?!
• TMD
• headaches
  • are those two connected?
• spanish visual aid
• food
• food
• food
• chemistry
• college leTTERS
• registration
• concerts
• music
  • why can't i write it anymore?
• i want to make things
  • but where did
    • that creativity
      • go?
• my mind is so scattered
• i don't feel anything
  • but why am i worth emotions
  • if i can't feel
    • i want to commit more
      • more fully