songs that describe the lessons ive had to learn at 19

  • something inbetween by olivia dean
    • Love needs breathing/ I'm not his, I'm not hers, I'm not your/ All or nothing/ Is it thinking too high of myself to not wanna be sad?/ It's too much to belong to anyone
  • david by lorde
    • I don't belong to anyone
  • oh my love by fka twigs
    • Nah, but seriously, on a level, you're beautiful/ We've not got a long time here, so/ Love yourself, know your worth and/ Fuck crying over these stupid boys that don't even recognize the worth in themselves/ Just tryna steal your youth
  • baby steps by olivia dean
dec 24 2025 ∞
dec 24 2025 +
  • desperate housewives
  • school spirits
  • why women kill
  • big little lies
  • yellowjackets (dnf)
  • law and order svu
  • criminal minds (dnf)
  • all her fault
  • arcane
  • fallout
  • sweetpea
  • behind her eyes (dnf)
  • beef
  • sex and the city
  • bojack horseman
  • suits
  • designated survivor
  • invincible (dnf)
  • ahs: coven (dnf)
  • ahs: murder house
  • ahs: asylum
nov 18 2025 ∞
dec 24 2025 +
  • keep up with non-academic reading (finish babel)
  • aim for 10k steps a day
  • keep up with classwork; stop skipping
  • push myself out of my comfort zone
  • get a job
  • make more friends
  • college is what you make of it
  • i want to make it what i always dreamed of-- i want to join clubs, have many friends, feel excited about being here rather than dreading it
nov 19 2025 ∞
dec 24 2025 +
  • engl 317: intro to poetry workshop
  • engl 318: intro to creative writing workshop
  • engl 319: intro to creative nonfiction writing workshop (taking spring 2026!)
  • engl 238: women in literature
  • slgl 200: intro to sociolegal studies
  • anth 106: sex, science, and anthropological inquiry
  • theo 280: religion & interdisciplinary studies
nov 17 2025 ∞
nov 17 2025 +
  • sitting in the dining hall to do homework
  • saying hi to people (this one is very hard)
  • looking at my financial aid/bank account
  • going to a friends class with them
    • this was actually a very fun experience although it made me super anxious. i snuck into a film class with 4 of tiz's friends, and 2 of them i had never met before. we watched in the mood for love and the professor even handed out candy. it was actually fun even though i almost panicked when they started answering the professors questions ( i thought he would kick us out)
  • go to class
nov 21 2025 ∞
nov 21 2025 +