i love it when horror deals with grief and major loss. i like it when its not some monster but just this really uncomfortable and heavy feeling because thats really what is is. its terrifying. bonus points if it was inevitable, there was absolutely nothing you couldve done to stop it.

the fear of wondering if the person you lost knows that you love them. you hope theyre doing okay. you lose yourself and dissociate for a while. you still do things as if they were still here, or as if they are going to return. you hope one day they come back and that everything was all just one big dream. you’re scared and confused. you know you have to eventually grow from this but youre scared to. you dont want them to think you’re over them when you arent. you wish you couldve saw them one last time during that moment but it wouldve hurt more. you wish you couldve found them because you think to your...

- CURRENTLY HAVE -

• side nostril piercing (left side, got done @ 14)
• conch (got done at 15, ATTEMPTED! stretching)
• vertical labret (got done at 15)
• septum (got done at 16, currently at 00G)
• vertical angel bites/angel fangs (got done at 16)
• ear lobes (got done when i was a baby lol, still stretching, currently at 24mm rn)
• dahlias (18)
• snakebites (18)
• jestrum (18)
• 2 arm dermals (on my Jolyne Kujoh tat <3)

- HAD -

• both center eyebrows (17)

queer history means everything to me….being surrounded by those like me feels like home. being in a room full of individuals who understand me and know what its like is comforting. i can let some of my walls down. i do not have to worry about coming off as weird. im already weird, but being visibly queer makes some people uncomfortable.

i have my ups and downs. ive reached a point in my life where i am comfortable with not only my sexuality, but my gender identity as well. 10 years, filled with confusion and tears. not understanding myself. feeling as if i was some sort of sick individual. i had these feelings towards myself only, nobody else. internalized homophobia and transphobia ate away at me. i didnt feel comfortable, no matter what i did. wearing things to please others, trying to wear what i liked, only to feel like i was a fraud. i didn’t understand...

• horror genre
• lycanthropy
• kids/teens/young adult cartoons
• adult cartoons (fun fact, this instagram account is 10 years old and used to be a rp/fanpage for south park LOL. kenny is a huge part of me :P)
• vampires
• taxidermy
• music
• video games
• art
• animanga
• movies
• body modification

• nine inch nails
• lustsickpuppy
• machine girl
• kill alters
• tool
• tyler the creator
• N.E.R.D
• kelis
• missy elliott
• teen suicide
• weatherday
• foxtails
• jerome’s dream
• ludacris
• outkast
• a tribe called quest
• baby keem
• fatboy slim
• daft punk

• records
• cds
• dvds, bonus points if theyre rare or special editions
• books
• manga
• magazines
• monkeys and apes
• wolves
• sonic the hedgehog
• kermit the frog (and other jim henson things)