• get my philosophy degree
• have my own foundation
• get completely out of debt
• have a net worth of over a million
• go to college
• be a successful hairstylist
• make new friends
• live in a city
• live in a foreign country
• learn another language fluently
• get married
• get published
• become semi famous

• barbie girl- aqua
• stars are crazy- paris hilton
• gimme all your luvin'- madonna
• boys, boys, boys- lady gaga
• california girls- katy perry

i used to want to be

• a doctor
• a hunter
• a teacher
• and a mommy

all at once, and then i wanted to be

• a fire jumper
• a wing walker
• and a hairstylist

but not

• a mommy
• or a teacher

because i don't like kids. And then I just decided I was going to be

• a gold digger
• and marry an old rich man

and while i was waiting for mr. money to get older i decided i was going to be

• wear bright monochromatic outfits
• constantly have candy in my pockets
• wear tacky visors
• have a walker with tennis balls on the bottom
• dentures!
• have grey hair
• say random things that make no sense
• ask people to speak up
• let my hearing aid batteries die
• live in a rest home
• have a license for far too long
• get a hip replaced
• sponge baths

• skydived
• ride a motorcycle
• did aerobatics in a glider
• snuck out
• walk by myself at night
• go geocaching late at night
• rode a wagon down a huge hill
• ate a several year old rice krispy treat

• Letter to Z-
• Boxes-
• Note cards-
• Tan-
• put away laundry-
• start WiW-
• talk to Ryan about site-
• clean crossover bag-

• car
• train
• boat
• plane
• feet
• bicycle
• roller blades
• piggy back
• horse back
• motorcycle
• red wagon
• parachute
• stroller
• baby backpack

• Cheez-its
• Hot Sauce
• Green Apples
• Cheese
• Chicken
• Bacon
• Broccoli
• Sugar
• Ben and Jerry's Phish Food
• Peaches!

• ✔ This American Life <3- Ira Glass
• My Thought Coach- Stin-
• Comic Geek Speak- Speakers of Geek-
• ✔ Personal Growth Podcast- LearnOutLoud.com
• Loving the Life You're In- World Talk Radio
• I should have written this earlier, because I'm forgetting now..... =[

• mina harker- because of how helpful and thoughtful she is toward everyone around her, regardless of whether or not they deserve it
• mizuki ashiya- because she decided to chase her dreams no matter the cost
• alice cullen- she is always positive and upbeat and has a great sense of style
• hermione granger- she studies so hard and strives to be the best
• naruto uzamaki- he's so confident in everything he does, despite his disadvantages
• countess ellen olenska- because she didn't care what people said about her
• jane eyre- she knew what she had to do to be happy, even if it meant breaking her own heart

• company of thieves
• the bravery
• mika
• 3oh!3
  • don't trust me
• the decemberists
• maroon 5
• aqua
• ashlee simpson
• avril lavigne
• basshunter
• ben's brother
• blue october
• britney spears
  • womanizer
  • circus
  • oops! i did it again
• colby caliat
• coldplay

• Sex and the City (Carrie Bradshaw)
• Gossip Girl (Dan Humphrey)
• Harriet the Spy (Harriet)
• Stranger than Fiction
• Castle
• Ghostwriter

• Persuasion by Jane Austen
• Breathless by VJ Chambers
• A Lesson in Passion by Jennifer Connors

• wake up
• pull the blankets back over my head
• sleep
• sleep
• sleep
• alarm goes off
• oh, i forgot i set that
• take medicine
• pull computer to lap
• wonder where ichabod got to
• pandora
• lay there for a minute
• get up
• make bed
• move aldrich to the table
• take shower
• why is it so cold all the time?
• walk back to my room
• wrap hair in towel
• put robe on
• huddle in front of heater

• ✔ thoroughly modern milly
• ✔ let the right one in
• pulp fiction
• the duchess (the rest of it)
• ✔ easy a

• ✔ add Kaysha to credits
• ✔ add Miguel to credits
• play with reactions-
• ✔ play with ubuntu
• ✔ read
• laundry
• note
• ✔ letter
• ✔ blog!

i...

• am beautiful
• am talented
  • violin
  • hair
  • makeup
  • guitar
  • singing
  • dancing
  • painting
  • etc, etc
• have an amazing family
• love my body
• am educated
• haven't been hurt by love
• have an excellent taste in music
• am a good writer
• am driven
• am organized
• get things done

• i'm an old soul
• i take a long time to warm up to people
• i think my own thoughts
• i'm always trying to be a better person (though i may not be succeeding)
• i keep a diary
• i love to read old books
• family is really important to me
• i do hair for work
• i like to look nice all the time
• i have a good taste in music (albeit strange)
• i'm bad at relationships, they tend to last three months, no longer
• barnes and nobles calms me down
• i love to organize
• i don't wear a lot of make up
• i wish my hair was longer
• i use strange things for chapstick and chapstick for strange things
• my sister is my best friend

• grasshoppers
• toads/frogs
• open water slides
• walking through parking lots alone in the dark when there's creepy people around
• doing what I know I shouldn't if I think I may be caught

and that's pretty much it

• ✔ Frankenstien
• ✔ Wuthering Heights
• My Sister's Keeper
• ✔ Witches and Wizards
• ✔ Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles
• ✔ The Woman in White by Wilkie Collins
• ✔ Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil

• funny
• spontaneous
• willing to fight with me
• great smile
• taller than me
• not hairy
• won't make me uncomfortable (ie PDA)
• is okay with me having a career
• accent! (but not a retarded one like the guy at buckle)
• musical
• doesn't mind going to dance with me sometimes
• wants to spend time with me but not like constantly
• understands that i get sleepy at night
• will surprise me by doing random cute stuff
  • bring me lunch at work
  • randomly bring me flowers

• ipod- Ichabod
• thunderbird- Thor
• cell phone- Gulliver
• laptop- Addison Aldrich Acer
• surfboard- Craig
• motorcycle- KT

• blondinbella.se
• kissie.se
• zenhabits.net

• write in my diary at least twice a week
• read at least two books a month
• learn kanji
• learn more french
• pay off credit card
• ride bike to work at least twice a week
• get up/wake up when my alarm goes off
• cut down on sweets/sugar
• run at least 5 miles a week
• make 250/week

i believe that:

• the guy should make the decisions
• the girl should tell him how she feels
• he should take that into consideration when making his decision
• if in doubt, give, forget about taking
• honesty is usually the best policy
• sometimes silence speaks louder than words
• mind games are stupid
• it's never going to be like the movies

to be continued

• ✔ Mumford and Sons
• ✔ The Decemberists
• ✔ Tegan and Sara
• ✔ Company of Thieves
• Rufas Wainryte
• ✔ The Pretty Reckless
• Bezerk
• The Jeniffers
• ✔ Jack Johnson
• ✔ Colby Callait
• Angel Taylor
• ✔ Taylor Swift
• ✔ Elvis
• ✔ Ben's Brother
• Lights
• Lady Gaga
• ✔ Leighton Meester
• ✔ Kill Hannah
• ✔ Vampire Diaries
• ✔ OMFGG
• ✔ Relient K

• house
• royal pains
• modern family
• psych
• castle
• vampire diaries
• gossip girl
• glee

• the girl with the dragon tattoo
• blog- hugh hewitt
• the world is flat- thomas friedman
• ✔ woman in white- wilkie collins
• the great gatsby- scott fitzgerald
• the short second life of bree tanner- stephanie meyer

• clean
• read
• crochet
• sleep
• play music
• go to B&N
• walk
• make lists
• ignore what's bothering me
• bake

• dresses
• girly skirts
• shirts with half sleeves (or longer)
• spaghetti strap blouses
• collegiate sweaters
• tights
• flats
• dark wash skinny jeans (sometimes)
• headbands
• diamond stud earrings
• a cameo/locket
• colors
  • black
  • white
  • navy
  • slate grey
  • green

• That time I fell out of a tree and bit the end of my tongue nearly off
• The time Bekah and I were fighting and she split my head open
• The time I smashed my finger in the library door and the nail fell off
• The time I hit my head on the bathtub faucet and blood came gushing out everywhere
• The time I jumped off of the Jacuzzi and landed on my back and couldn't breathe
• The time I bit through my lip when I fell off the slide at Sunday school
• The time I fell off of my bike and scraped up everything
• The one time I got sunburned

• knowledge kills fear
• the difference between ignorance and apathy is i don't know and i don't care
• work smarter, not harder
• always smile
• you are important
• i love you