—— in ——

healthy stoicism, studying, calming down, knowing my worth, giving grace, stimulating my scalp, working out, kindness, doing what i want, playing guitar, sudoku, using my digicam, nerding out, putting effort into outfits, taking up space, learning italian, training my core

　　 —— out ——

procrastinating, using my phone, crashing out, self-sabotage, being mean, not turning in assignments, drinking, spending money, subliminal messages, eating like shit, skipping class, doing things without intention, doomscrolling, excessive partying, people pleasing, clothes shopping, oversharing, excessive smoking

• album ⇢ folie à deux by fall out boy
• animals ⇢ ravens and crows
• animanga ⇢ bungo stray dogs
• book ⇢ in a grove by ryunosuke akutagawa
• color ⇢ navy blue
• crystal ⇢ tigers eye
• film ⇢ amadeus
• flowers ⇢ lilies
• fruits ⇢ blueberries & mangoes
• guitars ⇢ gibson sg; fender jag
• planet ⇢ jupiter
• f1 driver ⇢ vettel; hamilton
• season ⇢ winter
• song ⇢ w.a.m.s. by fall out boy
• tea ⇢ earl gray

• my red kodak digicam
• my wallet with a guitar pick in it & spiderman keychain
• fav lighter with my name engraved
• another lighter (windproof!)
• my jbl headphones or my beats
• my ipod
• lip balm always, & brown lipliner
• star-shaped hair clips
• a deck of cards (poker, tarot, or my mini uno cards)
• my pocket knife
• a bottle opener from pittsburgh
• a usb drive
• mini screwdriver that isa gifted me :)
• my "weed money" coin purse from blue q
• my nintendo ds lite

　　 ϟ anger 　 ☁ gloom 　 ☀ joy 　 ☂︎ stress

　　　　　 — august ₊˚ ⭑

• 10 ┊ ☁ → ☀
• 09 ┊ ☀
• 08 ┊ ☀
• 07 ┊ ☀
• 06 ┊ ☀
• 05 ┊ ☀
• 04 ┊ ☀
• 03 ┊ ☂︎
• 02 ┊ ☁ ⇄ ☀
• 01 ┊ ☀ ⇄ ☂︎

　　　　　 — july ₊˚ ⭑

• 31 ┊ ☂︎
• 30 ┊ ☂︎ ☁
• 29 ┊ ☂︎ ☁
• 28 ┊ ☂︎ ☁

• current read ⇢ no longer human by osamu dazai
• watching ⇢ bungo stray dogs 4, yuri on ice
• listening to ⇢ mars argo, screamo & 00s metal
• playing ⇢ aa: trials & tribulations, castlevania
• thinking about ⇢ fall semester

• sun. ☉ aquarius
• moon. ☾ cancer
• rising. ↑ gemini
• mercury. ☿ aquarius
• venus. ♀ pisces
• mars. ♂ capricorn
• jupiter. ♃ sagittarius
• saturn. ♄ leo
• uranus. ♅ pisces
• neptune. ♆ aquarius
• pluto. ♇ sagittarius
• north node. ☊ pisces

　 —— currently loving ₊ ⭑ ——

ace attorney, lazy outfits, clovers, vintage & secondhand tech, purses, fugazi, black toes, flannels, malcolm todd, fidget toys, silver / chrome, bengali rock, cargo shorts, my vintage nike boots, black & white, eye masks, fruity drinks

• birds feel something akin to pain and fear just before migration, and nothing alleviates this feeling except flight
• i'll find a new place to be from
• if the thoughts get too big, go somewhere you feel small
• it is absurd to say that the age of miracles is past — it has not yet begun
• keep your house clean like you're expecting guests, and your heart clean like you're expecting death
• maybe i'm worth the mess too
• people give you what they are, not what you deserve. what you deserve, you give to yourself
• the buddhist rule on worrying is simple: don't
• the temptation to quit will be greatest just before you are about to succeed
• to be loved like a habit, not a chore
• until it's done, tell none