This is just a frustration list of habits that my mother does that angers me and that I hope I never

• brag about making dinner or how much I cleaned in order to get praise
• force my daughter to dress up for me whenever I felt like it
• make subtle accusations and manipulate people into incriminating themselves
• bitch constantly about everything. EVERYTHING
• constantly change her mind about everything, making other people work around her.
• make wild accusations and disrupt things for no reason.
• make myself the center of everything.
• force my religious views on people and use them as weapons to get what I want.
• cause strife and panic constantly in order to get attention and get what I want.

I'm scared because I was raised by her I'll end up like her. That old saying that you end up like your parents, and I've told myself that I would kill myself before I ever ended up like her, hurting people like that. I know she has mental problems probably but refuses to acknowledge it, so she just keeps going on hurting people. I hate it.