i'm kind of... complicated, and i have quite specific needs. so please take the time to read this:

• please don't interact with me if dangan ronpa is one of your main interests. it's a trigger (yes, it really is. it's not "a squick")
• PLEASE don't interact with me if you ship komahina (komaeda/hinata) from dangan ronpa
• i might follow if you dont post too much dangan ronpa. if we are mutuals, please tag it or i will unfollow. you can keep contact with me through DMs or something
• i'm a pretty emotional person and i have frequent moodswings and panic attacks. if that scares you, just unfollow
• i post nsfw. i try to tag the really heavy stuff but not everything, so beware

since this too much to put in one list, i'm making one separate list for these things.

socializing is difficult and scary, and this is because of a few things different things.

i am easily anxious, dependant of the opinion of others, and i black out during social interaction. so i'd like to make a disclaimer:

• please don't ignore me when you're mad at me! if you need a break to cool off, please say so (it can really be as simple as saying "i need a time out"). i get very anxious when people stop replying to me because i've been taught that silence = i made a mistake. i'm trying to overcome that, but i need your help. thank you
• if i do something to hurt you, you need to tell me. i don't appreciate talking about me behind my back and/or vagueing about me due to paranoia

i'm on other social media and the like! find me at:

• tumblr: naritoshi-ishikawa
• twitter: @sechsfucker
• art twitter: @sarabaototoi
• deviantart: pencilfish
• pixiv id: 7375219
• skype: ask privately
• nintendo id: stangeki
• 3ds friendcode: 4725-8954-1591
• line: eins-collin
• instagram: hyouketsunojudgeness
• twitch: auruobossardisgay2
• curiouscat: assbound

hi i'm stan! feel free to give me nicknames! here's a little something about me:

• i'm 18; my birthday is on april 17th
• i'm a guy! my pronouns are he/him (don't call me she/they/it please!)
• i'm dutch
• i love my girlfriend to death!!
• i love talking about my special interests, so feel free to hmu with whatever
• i vent. and complain. and have severe moodswings. sorry
• i love kenshi yonezu and i would die to meet him

as i've mentioned before, i am a complicated person... i'm listing these so people know what they're getting themselves into. so what you should know about me:

very basic things

• i'm autistic and this can impair my functioning. socializing is difficult and scary.
• i also have adhd! focusing is difficult when i'm not taking medicine, and it comes with rejection sensitivity dysphoria (please google it, it's so difficult to explain here)

other useful things

• i have an identity disorder (i'm transgender, and have no true sense of self outside of very basic things like name, gender, or interests. i'm dependant on the opinion of others, so i'm sorry if i get clingy)
• i have severe moodswings
• i'm easily anxious and prone to panic attacks

i like a lot of stuff! check it out:

special interests (most tweeted about)

• litchi hikari club
  • bokura no hikari club
• yowamushi pedal
• mayoiga
• gokuto jihen
  • filament

other interests

• kenshi yonezu
• ace attorney
• osomatsu-san
• steven universe
• pokémon
• legend of zelda
• umineko
• attack on titan
• professor layton

i love ships! i love them so much. i love talking about them, drawing them, creating content in general. hit me up if you like any of these:

• taminico (tamiya/nico)
• raiyako (raizou/jacob)
• t2 (teshima/aoyagi)
• narusaka (naruko/onoda)
• jyajyakonbi (jack/hyouketsu no judgeness)
• tanisae (tanizaki/saeki)
• the delites (ron/desirée)
  • i do not ship zerajaibo (zera/jaibo from litchi hikari club) because of traumatic memories. don't ask me if i do, don't show me ship content, just... keep it out of my face, especially if you romanticize it