- patience for tedious tasks, stupid people, bad teachers, things i am not good at.
- i really need to try to breathe, and just accept somethings. my life might be more enjoyable that way.
- graceful
- this is pretty obvious, i wish i was less clumsy, less oafish, less masculine and a lot 'softer'.
- passion
- i wish i was passionate about something, frankly, anything. i don't really think i am. well, children, helping them. that is/was one thing i thoroughly loved. is that passion?
- self control
- i have none of this. none. whatsoever. it is so disgusting it makes me want to puke. work on it.
- conventional morals
- my morals are based off these stupid theories i invent in my head. they are sometimes deep, sometimes nonsensical, mostly ridiculous. i just wish i thought like everyone else.
- self confidence
- i wish i was more secure with what i look like, who i act like and what it is i do.
- peppiness
- i wish i was peppy. i wish i was more upbeat and giggly. i wish i acted like the other people.
mar 11 2010 ∞
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