- i don't sleep.
- i am so worried about analyzing everything i say/do.
- i have been so damn mean. for no reason.
- i think my mom is back to her old games.
- will he actually text/call?
- i should take solace in the fact i put myself out there.
- what about the other boys...?
- do i ignore them... am i off the market so to speak.
- i am gonna look so foolish at prom serving kids i go to school with..
- it is an obligation, do not fail.
- i have been sucking ass on the courts and can't pull it together.
- i miss alex.
- i wish i didn't have to be so wound up constantly.
- there isn't enough caffine in this world to wake me up.
- i can feel a zit coming in.
- i am always so afraid to disappoint people.
- i always disappoint myself.
- i want to be happy, i really do.
- nothing works. can it ever change, i have been working so hard for so long.
- i am constantly noticed.
- even though it's not bad attention, i wish i could just fade into the background.
- i don't want to be friends with KT. i want her to be a part of my past, a nice memory.
- i just don't know how to act around my father.
- i just want him to be happy.
may 8 2010 ∞
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