- not sleeping.
- running out of my meds cuz i take too much.
- stressing over boys who are stressing over me.
- forcing myself to be nice to everyone.
- not smoking.
- mr. nelson.
- caring about my weight.
- hating my arms.
- people sweating me over not having a bf... it issmalltown and i can't exactly leave this town to explore...
- trying to be too kind.
- censoring myself.
- fat kids.
- bad fucking drivers.
- wishing my mother and father were real parents.
- living in this house.
- having people constantly scrutinize me... i am a good person.
- having lost control of school.
- surrealism picture.
- having to pee while comfy in bed.
- being fat.
- overanayzing.
- being alone.
- being so social.
- faking like i care.
- major mood swings that make me seem INSANE.
apr 11 2010 ∞
apr 12 2010 +