• accepting my mother and her inadequecies.
  • sleeping.
  • losing weight.
  • refusing a cigarette.
  • refusing any drug.
  • relaxing. of any kind.
  • missing my brother.
    • he was all i had it felt.
  • getting out of bed in the morning.
  • pretending that i am hapy and peppy like everyone else.
  • trying to get over things in the past.
  • staying happy.
  • being a less selfish friend.
    • i have been so suckk in my head lately, i haven't looked out for good freinds.
  • missing my aunt and cousins.
  • walking by my father but not even speaking to him.
  • pretending like i have respect for my mother.
  • curbing my anger.
    • god leah. leah. damn.
  • not caring.
may 16 2010 ∞
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