- the fact that i was flipped off while walking home by someone idt i knew. i hate that so much. makes me feel insecure.
- that fact that i laughed at a victim and got called an asshole. i probably really am. fuck, i mean well. i am nice. what's wrong with me?
- the fact that i seem like scum of the earth because of the things i do. i dont mean to. i don't know.
- the fact that i think shannon and mckayla were talking about how they hated me, when i really thought they liked me. i don't know. i will just ask hannah.
- the fact that i let all these people get to me. i wish i could just let it go.
- the fact that i just mihght be too bad a 'seed' for that kid to even consider me a good person.
- the fact that tomorrow is the last day of tryouts, and i just really need to make the team. just to keep me completely sane.
- the fact that i just can't be ok with who i am. i wish i was ok. just ok.
mar 17 2010 ∞
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