i am eternally, devastatingly romantic, and i thought people would see it because 'romantic' doesn't mean 'sugary'. it's dark and tormented -- the furor of passion, the despair of an idealism that you can't attain. - catherine breillat

• tree ✧ she/her
• infj-a (for now) ✧ 2w3 ✧ hufflepuff :D ✧ ambivert/introvert?
  • usa
• closer to 20 than 10, may baby
  • hopeless romantic (very hopeless, very romantic)
• ராசி - துலாம்
  • நட்சத்திரம் - சுவாதி

find me..

my current reading challenge.(2023)

• Tan Twan Eng, The House of Doors
• Paul Murray, The Bee Sting
• Chetna Maroo, Western Lane
• Martin MacInnes, In Ascension
• Paul Lynch, Prophet Song
• Viktoria Lloyd-Barlow, All the Little Bird-Hearts
• Siân Hughes, Pearl
• -Paul Harding, This Other Eden-
• Elaine Feeney, How to Build a Boat
• -Jonathan Escoffery, If I Survive You-
• Sarah Bernstein, Study for Obedience
• Sebastian Barry, Old God’s Time
• Ayobami Adebayo, A Spell of Good Things

So I didn't do that. But it's also like, I'm in college! what do you want me to do? So here's my newest reading challenge

• Wild Houses
• Headshot

i think about these a lot

general

• ‘what do one do with a life when one had expected to be dead?’ - marya hornbacher
• 'And what is God other than an answer or a reason in the dark?'
  • somebody you love is gone , gurjinder basran

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• 'Our bodies carry our memories of them, in our muscles, in our skin, in our bones. My children are right here.' She pointed to the inside curve of her elbow. 'Where I held them when they were babies. Even if there comes a time when I don't know who they are anymore, I believe I will feel them here. / 'Where do you hold your wife?' she asked Tom. / Tom looked at Isabelle, his eyes full. He put his right hand...

「 me as a playlist 」(would you listen to me?)

• honestly i have no idea how to do this, i'm just gonna write down some of my favorite songs and hope somehow i can connect them to myself

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• mine, milky day + ash haze
  • a summer vibey song, carefree, me on the surface!
  • i just wanna love on you so i can make it right
• koi mil gaya, many artists from the movie kuch kuch hota hai
  • very nostalgic song. i'm a sentimental piece of shit and this song brings back a lot and idk it's also a very carefree song...