- jumping on the couch (i think this was soon after i became sentient lol) and realized w my mom's help that i was growing up (i was 4 and a half)
- my grandmother taught me to read and write tamil (my first language, my mother tongue) and i still haven't forgotten, i don't think i ever will. every time i write something or read something or even think something in tamil i'm reminded of her.
- i woke up and i was missing a tooth and it was under my pillow, how was it under my pillow? i hadn't known you could lose your teeth, that you could lose body parts. it was a part of me until it wasn't
- why were you so obsessed with strawberry milk? you were always sitting by yourself drinking strawberry milk. little did you know you grew up to be lactose intolerant. maybe that's why you turned out this w...
nov 19 2021 ∞
jun 11 2022 +
- "the wave returns to the ocean, where it came from and where it's supposed to be"
- "there is no answer. but eleanor is the answer" - good place :)
- "proof that tony stark has a heart" endgame
- "i hope this grief stays with me because it's all the unexpressed love that i didn't get to tell her" andrew garfield, about his mother's passing
- "i hope you know i trust you"
- "basically no one cares"
- "kinda sad"
- 'it's not like you have anything to lose' ... 'i do.'
- 'Where do you hold your wife?' she asked Tom. / Tom looked at Isabelle, his eyes full. He put his right hand to the side of his own face, then took it away and readjusted the shape slightly. / 'That is her jawline,' he said softly, running his le...
mar 5 2022 ∞
jun 30 2024 +
- i saw my name on your phone screen with the cute little emoji you have saved for my contact but you just let it sit there on your screen / were you going to reply? or were you just going to stare at the notification?
- i wonder is this a good ignoring or a bad one. do you wonder (like me) that if you reply too soon you'll be clingy. or do you think you're leading me on. (you should know even if you replied in a millisecond i wouldn't think any less of you. it's weird that i don't know that though)
- i was praying before my calc final with my head in my hands, eyes closed. i don't know if it was 30 seconds or 2 minutes but it felt like quite a while, i prayed and prayed for everything to go well and for all my studying to pay off. when i opened my eyes there you were, still looking ...
dec 23 2021 ∞
apr 27 2023 +
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- feeling like the main character during my function. tbh when i first 'came of age' i thought i was dying or something
- when we visited you and i washed my hair you said i had no strength in my arms after seeing the stubborn dirt in it and the way it didn’t separate out into its usual frizzy mess. back then i was angry, why couldn't anyone see that i was strong? it's because i was weak, i still am. and i know you're in a better place right now but sometimes i think please can you come back, please can you wash my hair
- within like a week or two of being in middle school it felt like the group i'd eaten lunch with and played games with for the past two years didn't want me anymore - rough start
- so many people were so nice in my math class, somehow i don't remember talking to them but we're still friends!! that's whe...
nov 22 2021 ∞
feb 22 2022 +
- all the lovers in the night
- 4.4/5
- this book was written so well (i’ll add quotes in the archive). the metaphor of light was so good throughout but it didn’t feel overused?? the thing that really stuck to me throughout this book was like the commentary on womanhood and how like. the main character was constantly like not able to trust the women around her, esp hijiri and kyoto felt fine like shitting on her for no reason except that she was essentially like sleeping around. which is already wow patriarchy double standard. and yah… womanhood is going through phases i guess,,, like phases of apparently here such paranoia that it leads to alcoholism, and then depression, and then some kind of inspiration and confidence? and rethinking your experiences after yo...
aug 9 2023 ∞
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may 16 2023 ∞
may 16 2023 +
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- doing math over the summer like a nerd.. going to the mall with p and k and 'helping' them but felt like a tool :)
- (re??) meeting you at music camp. actually there's two 'you's i should talk about, but i actually love one of them more than words and the other one... well read the below caption to find out
- i was close to you, why did you have to turn out to be such an ugly pimple on the existence of humans. we had good times but wtf man
- the first day of english 1h i didn't know anyone lol.. i know i thought i wouldn't be able to make friends freshman year, i was actually a little bit wrong? uhhhh weird
- legit never paying attention in math class and still doing well LOL me and this guy would literally fall asleep next to eac...
dec 8 2021 ∞
aug 11 2023 +
- i don’t have a best friend but if i did i think it would be you. every time our eyes meet from across the room and you smile i remember how i learned that life is beautiful, not in events, but in people. you’re one of my favorite ppl, i love you i love you i love you
- do you ever wonder if we think of each other the same way? that ya novel that i read reminded me not only of the false positive, seeing something that isn’t there, but also of the false negative, thinking there’s nothing there when it is. maybe you’re my false negative?
- i think your smile is so beautiful and your laugh is the cutest. when you stop and stand still because you’re laughing so hard and when you laugh so hard you bury your head in your hands. you’ve made me laugh, we’ve made each other cry, but...
mar 4 2022 ∞
mar 22 2024 +
- the entirety of heartstopper (the webtoon i have yet to watch the show)
- the show MMMMMM SO GOOD!!!
- just. the way u look at me.
- hug(S)
- s giving me a hug and talking to me in the bathroom (when i left math to go break down in peace lmfao) she’s so nice i genuinely didn’t expect anyone to be there but mMM she’s so nice
- ur hand on me bro idk twas so warm
- d hug :(( c hug :((
- the entirety of 'victim of nostalgia' lyrics MMMMMMMm
- 'don't worry about it'
- the bare minimum tbh
- OMG THAT WHOLE COFFEESHOP CONVERSATION. she's SO nice oh my gosh nerding out about harry potter after so long made me so so...
apr 29 2022 ∞
sep 23 2022 +
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