• patience weakened and attentiveness quite lost
• periods of discontent
• cross fires of resentment
• a lack of clarity and episodes of frantic lunacy
• spiteful melodrama
• battles lost against insecurity
• being lured into pointless rebellions by tasteless villains who always interfered
• drunken selfishness and balled up misgivings
• embittered moments apart and dreadful spells of silence together

but we still have each other and our hearts, themselves, repulse belonging to whom else ever.