• The wound is the place where the light enters you.
• In order to understand, I destroyed myself.

• overthinking to a point where I can't tell between what's not real and what is
• cleaning anything out of place
• focusing my attention on one thing at a time
• emptying out my bag, sorting everything in it, then putting it all back
• looking at a person's lips while they speak
• being too shy for eye-to-eye contact with someone
• putting myself down
• shutting others out
• relying on others
• sleeping late, waking up late, arriving late, being late
• not returning texts or calls immediately
• lost appetite
• having improbable moments of intense joy, followed by unexplainable emptiness
• drinking too much or very little (tea/wat...

• Albert Camus
• Anaïs Nin
• Chuck Palahniuk
• E.E. Cummings
• Franz Kafka
• Friedrich Nietzsche
• Fyodor Dostoyevsky
• Guy de Maupassant
• Haruki Murakami
• Henry David Thoreau
• J.D Salinger
• Leo Tolstoy
• Oscar Wilde
• Pablo Neruda
• Sylvia Plath
• Virginia Woolf
• Vladimir Nabokov
• Walt Whitman

• the noise in silence
• crying in front of others
• not having a sense of time
• artificial environments
• inhumane torture/animal cruelty
• pushy compliments
• feeling alone when everyone else seems to be together
• trashed nature
• disingenuity

• asymmetry/symmetry
• comfort
• cats
• ducks
• long hair
• brushes
• greenery
• simple pleasures
• glass
• porcelain
• pottery
• 14k
• cleanliness
• minimalism
• swimming
• knapsacks
• mother of pearl
• quality over quantity
• perfume bottles
• merlot
• candles

• female
• ca
• filipino, saudi arab, and spanish
• INTJ
• dentistry
• double virgo
• intersectional feminist
• functionalism
• minimalism
• observation
• calm calamity
• analysis paralysis
• chronic anxiety
• i like the kind of white that blinds you

• glass
• dripping glaze
• blank canvases
• gradiation
• natural remedies
• white
• empty spaces
• elastic collision
• expressive, demanding images
• usual unusual
• a grey sky/cloudy night sky
• cohesiveness
• flora and fauna
• art noveau, art deco
• light refraction in water
• the female body
• cleanliness
• 80’s/90’s anime

• meditate on thoughts often
• study thoroughly
• better attitude
• organize/prioritize
• focus
• being more open to ideas
• reason out: two sides of both things
• detach from everything
• recognize bad habits to change currents
• identify and improve
• store your happiness within yourself, not others
• save money
• success is the best revenge

• impulsive
• naïve
• lazy
• spiteful
• tenacious
• fickle
• indulgent
• bitter
• short tempered
• cynical
• obsessive

• being with my cat
• buying glassware, brushes, home decor
• making food for other people
• getting lost into subjects, diverging into relative branches of topics
• sleeping
• buying pens and pencils
• organizing things
• nonsunny days
• unsocially interactive days

• Abbey Lee Kershaw
• Ai Tominaga
• Anais Mali
• Anja Konstantinova
• Antonina Vasylchenko
• Barbara Palvin
• Baek Su Min
• Bruna Tenorio
• Charlotte Carey
• Daniela de Jesus
• Daul Kim
• Devon Aoki
• Fei Fei Sun
• Ginta Lapina
• Jung Min hee
• Kasia Struss
• Kate Moss
• Kiko Mizuhara
• Liu Wen
• Magdalena Frackowiak
• Mariacarla Boscono

• Atmosphere
• Air
• Alex Lustig
• Alina Baraz
• Animal Collective
• Apparat
• Arms and Sleepers
• Banks
• Baths
• Bats For Lashes
• Beach House
• Beirut
• The Black Keys
• Blu & Exile
• Bonobo
• Caribou
• Chelsea Wolfe
• Cinematic Orchestra
• Clams Casino
• CHVRCHES
• CHVRN

“The woman you’re becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces and material things.. Choose her over everything.”

"I was used to using selective amnesia as a weapon in my life with others. To forget what I want, to remember what I want.. a skill I perfected for many years, until it became an instinctual behaviour, one that requires no thinking.”

“…this year,
 yanking off all past years,
 I took the bait
 and was pulled upward, upward,
 into the sky and was held by the sun —
the quick wonder of its yellow lap —
and became a woman who learned her own skin 
and dug into her soul and found it full.”

"You are the most dangerous kind of female the world can ever know. You carry the seeds for your own destruction and the destruction of everyone who loves you. And a great many will love you for your beaut...

• säuberung
• schadenfreude
• incoherently
• despedaçar
• cretonne
• terra incognita
• floriferum
• divulge
• désobligeante
• anagapesis
• turpentine
• pristine

• Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)
• Tristan & Isolde (2006)
• Whisper of the Heart (1995)
• Tenshi no Tamago (1985)
• Frida (2002)
• About a Boy (2002)
• Last Life in the Universe (2003)
• Lord of the Rings trilogy (2001-2003)
• This is England (2006)
• Pirates of the Caribbean trilogy(2003-2007)
• The Hobbit trilogy (2012-2014)
• The Matrix (1999-2003)
• Chocolat (2000)
• Kanashimi no Belladonna (1973)
• Rose Red (2002)
• Moulin Rouge! (2001)
• Leon: The Professional (1994)
• Big Fish (2003)
• Two Weeks Notice (2002)

• let go
• create a new playlist
• clean/declutter your surroundings
• keep in moderation of everything
• drink a liter of water daily
• prepare yourself physically and mentally
• you are important and you are love in itself
• you owe yourself the love you give to other people
• work towards a future you can prosper in
• practice gratitude
• fill your emptiness with good things
• reconnect with loved ones
• put lotion on dry parts of your skin
• take out the trash
• your knowledge cannot be taken away from you
• value your own heart first
• try something new
• go for a long drive if your heart feels h...