July

  • MUSIC
    • my water playlist
    • truly, madly, deeply by one direction
    • irresistible by one direction
  • CONTENT
  • READS
  • PEOPLE
    • seventeen <3 <3 <3
    • ALY FROM TICKET2ME :(
  • FOOD
    • lily's peanut butter pandesal
    • jin ramyeon with water all the way to the line, half the powder, and cheese
    • milo nuggets
    • cheddar cheese pringles
    • pandesal with nutella + pandesal with lily's peanut butter
  • LIFE
    • reading a essay off of grace (eventually) by anne lammott every day, first thing in the morning
    • NOTION!
  • MEMORIES
    • july 1; CAUGHT UP ON MORE SEVENTEEN. found myself watching this video for some reason, and then ended up finding out about this, where seungkwan kisses hao on the cheek thrice, and svt trip cus minghao on da plane wearing shorts was so cute in that first vid. i watched the first ep and am watching the second one as we speak, when it's 11:01 pm. in between, i also watched videos/shows of seventeen with kids hahaha. i can't find eps 1 & 2 of seungkwan and jeonghan's daycare show tho ;(
    • july 2; watched the whole hit the road series today, and also watched the snap shoot music video for the first time. felt sad bigla about seventeen coming to an end someday, and the fact that i really know nothing about what the members go through
    • july 4; watched the manager and the 2019 liev in the living room while it was raining. i spent all day there, just watching seventeen videos nad vids from my subscription box. opened cheetos jalapeño and ate betty crocker double chocolate cookies mommy baked. we watched the intern for movie night, and after, i showed B the two versions of all by myself with david foster by pia and charice. which led us to this video and then this and then this HAHAHA PINOY PRIDE TANGINA. tapos we remembered the twins omegle mirror prank and watched a buncha those, and laughed at the idea of doing that in an online svt fansign. today, we also found out that tito jojie is positive for covid. opened spotify and becaus gabby was listening to misterwives i listened to reflections.mp3 after what felt like forever
    • july 6; downloaded the hamifilm... film... hahaha
    • july 11; took the mbti test again (cus seventeen did and i've yet to watch that video) and i went from an ENFJ-T to an ENFJ-A
    • july 18; in the afternoon, i went on zoom with tfg and me, biancs, and micks cut our bangs! cus lex and bei just recently did their bangs. cars didn't want to, but when our call ended she called with nins who called her a wuss, so she cut her bangs too hahaha. i ate three lily's peanut butter pandesals in the afternoon. we watched into the woods (2014) for movie night and it was way too draggy lmao
    • july 21; finished reading grace (eventually) and completed my 2020 goodreads reading challenge <3 <3 <3 it's just 10 books but i'm so so so happy. ate yna messaged me on telegram and i found out my essay on one direction was being published on underdog that night :") with minimal revisions :") and the fucking response was SO GREAT. had a 3-hour calendaring/therapy/kuwentuhan/chika sesh with kat and esee and i felt so good afterward <3
    • july 23; #10YearsOfOneDirection pero SCAM YUNG LIVE VIDEO AMP. right before that, B and i watched this video kasi she said they reminded her of us :") sobrang cute HAHAHA and then we watched this after! taylor is also dropping an album tonight am waiting for that. and 1D released the take me home extended version on spotify (not sure pa on apple music) and i juz can't stop listening to truly, madly, deeply and irresistible
    • july 25; watched the kissing booth 2 with gabby HAHAHA ang pogi ni marco tangina and nOAH TOO... BRO... GIMME MY COLLEGE MANS! called matt on video before dinner, then watched ghost for movie night <3
    • july 26; had 8 am online mass in ateneo hahaha in the jesuit comms. after, we called sina kuya mark in canada and then i slept until lunch. met the GPs for the first time this afternoon, and chilled in the living room watching youtube videos
    • july 29; talked with bei in the evening and had many epiphanies, the biggest one being that i want to become a psychologist. we also talked about faith, internal struggles, and love, and it was such a liberating and tender experience. wrote about it in my journal after
    • july 30; spent the dang night talking to shelby. she's a beautiful friend

AUGUST

  • MUSIC
    • maria - hwasa
    • ok crazy - tei shi
    • a kiss goodbye - tei shi
    • do it - chloe x halle
  • CONTENT
  • READS
  • PEOPLE
    • kat ;(
    • esee
  • FOOD
    • mommy's PERFECT batch of betty crocker chocolate chip cookies
    • the cookies kuya derick gave from sunny treats!
    • nutella + lady's choice peanut butter sandwich with crust
    • mommy's double chocolate cookies from scratch
  • LIFE
    • reading jane eyre when i wake up
    • ZOOM PRODUCTIVITY SESSIONS WITH TFG :"(
    • that dang shop in carousell
    • making 2 sandwiches for breakfast (nutella and peanut butter)
    • eating 2 nutella pandesals for breakfast
  • MEMORIES
    • august 1; the boys got their haircuts, isaac got short hair with band=gs and earl got the uno cut. after we watched the energizer and were about to pray, we got to the topic of mass—we're taking the 8 am at the gesu from now on—and i sad i wake up 5 minutes before it starts. tapos daddy was asking ba't 5 minutes lang, it should be longer so i can prepare and fix myself before mass HAHAHA tas i was like ??? i always wake up 5 minutes before mass? and he said "so you're always that pretty?" JASDKFJANDSF THEN HE AND MOMMY DIED LAUGHING AMP. about to sleep now, watched this video and am excited for the coming week to practice this cus it's my Get Your Shit Together week!
    • august 5; after dinner, earl was talking about going biking around the village, and they were playing a scenario where he'd get caught. they (earl, isaac, mommy; the boys were cleaning the table and me & b were in the living room) said lie and say you're a nieto para they don't get mad. tapos biglang mommy said say your name's "pun." when earl asked why, sabi ni mommy "pun nieto" JSADNFKSNDLFANDSJKF
    • august 6; watched The Handmaiden (2016) for the first time and died. read this review by jia tolentino afterward and resurrected
    • august 11; i got paid for underdog (!!! more than i was expecting hahaha), had productivity sessions with TFG in the morning and afternoon, met with chris for what's your flip, got cookies from kuya derick as a treat for his birthday, the girl i buy from sa carousell dm-ed me saying may sale so : ) i bought : ) so much as in what the shite, FINALLY migrated my essay plan template from google sheets to MS word, and super pleasantly surprised at how easy it is to customize, in the evening, was witness to B getting her shirt (yung white cropped hawaiian) that she waited for the whole night
    • august 12; MORE TFG PRODUCTIVITY SESSIONS in both the afternoon and night! i made pahabol add to the package i bought the day before jahbsjdf CUS I'M DELULU OR SUMN...
    • august 13; called with matt and cried on call HAHAHA cus of writing
    • august 14; mommy made AMAZING double chocolate cookies from scratch. discovered sophia rose[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-_VMcr1oC8 from maddi's recent vlog! LOVE HER. it's 1:55 am on the 15th and am watching her finances vlog, also discovered she has a blog which just makes me wanna restart my own! lalo na since i found jessica zafra's yesterday. i really wanna change my life bro just stop using twitter/insta/fb so much and get rid of a bunch of shit and treasure what i own. i'll maybe purge one day and sell everything on carousell
    • august 19; BROWNOUT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER! hung out in the living room with everyone and we were talking the whole time. took a nap for a bit and then woke up to a dark living room and music playing <3 earl, isaac, and b were alternating playing music and mommy was upstairs attending a webinar. it felt amazing and hindi pa mainit kasi it just rained. spent the evening on a kuwento call with tfg (cars and bei talked about r*bu LOL, and nins showed us his site tas we chatted with him sa customer support chat lmfao). had a study date with bei and bia after, where i drank tea (!!! ahmad's lemon vitality tea, first cup of tea in a LONG time) and worked on my aag x klfi essay. it's now 1:38 am on the 20th and i just finished reading some of jessica zafra's blog entries, which now makes me want to revive my blog. about to read this essay by sir daoana. i love the title so. remembered the lOVE IN THE TIME OF CORONAVIRUS gdrive full of philippine lit, which is now renamed Brain Juice and so am now downloading the essay & short story folder. so fuken excited to get all the books i ordered from shopee & lazada!
    • august 27; revived inside five blogspot at 1 am <3 today was also the day we made a TFG discord for productivity sessions ZO CUTE! and this afternoon, best of all, i went out of the village for the first time since march :") mommy drove me in my car and i was playing fly away / walking in the sunshine by laid back, and i was braless and in pambahay. the car was exactly the way i left it. i miss everything and everyone. mommy cut put her iconic orange striped t-shirt and added a fringe sa ilalim HAHAHAHHA
    • august 28; mommy rearranged the living room! put the two seats against the window and her newly-painted teal table. i love the setup
    • august 29; woke up to the wood under my study desk to make it taller :")

SEPTEMBER

  • MUSIC
    • taylor swift's folklore album
  • CONTENT
    • moya mawhinney on youtube
    • a cinderella story (2004)
    • 10 things i hate about you (1999)
    • this video by wonder
  • READS
  • PEOPLE
    • EARL BLEASE.....
    • CORE
    • martin's bitches <3 <3 <3 aka shelby and micah
  • FOOD
    • mommy's double chocolate cookies
    • WHEAT THINS
    • yung tatlong expired pepero sa ref WAHAHAHA
    • nutella pandesal
    • goldilocks brownies
    • mommy's chocolate chip banana bread
  • LIFE
    • b saying "amporkchop" instead of "amputa"
    • realizing i can only wear skimpy tops to bed and am no longer comfortable in a t-shirt
    • synchronous classes and making profs feel at ease !!!!!
    • writing daily for thesis
    • notion mindfulness = balance checklist
    • using my tiny white clips to pull back my bangs
    • my "anti-radiation" glasses from shopee hAHAHA
    • discord productivity sessions with tfg, ma miniti, and core <3
    • MARTIN'S BITCHES CHAT W SHELBY N MICAH
    • isaac doing his "bea" voice tapos saying "sorry ate baby !" HAHAHAHAHHAHHA
  • MEMORIES
    • september 2; watched a cinderella story (2004) in the den, b and earl were there for most of it, and i teared up sa last part when they kissed tangina i was feeling so nostalgic and sad kase i just want that kind of romance !!!! :( and me realizing i'll never be with chad michael murray HAHAHAHA
    • september 6; cried in my room alone cus i just wanna protect earl from everything ever
    • september 11; it's 3:22 am as i type this; i spent the last two hours watching the entirety of skin deep :") it's really my fav musical ever no one can tell me otherwise. i wish i forced more people to watch it!!!! waaaaaaa ang ganda talaga
    • september 12; erm ayon first thesis synchronous session HAHAHAHAHA SARAP!
    • september 17; found out man repeller rebranded to repeller lol ugly
jul 2 2020 ∞
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