[no particular order]

[mid-year check : 11/08/2024]

⤏ well-being

• ✓ be more authentic
• ✓✓ stop worrying about money (abundance mindset)
• pray more often
• do whatever the fuck i wanna do
• ? spread love and light
• journal more often
• ✓ take better care of my skin

⤏ habits

• ✓ give up bad habits (endless scrolling, vaping, etc)
• be more giving
• go out more
• ✓ move my body more
• ✓ maintain a ≥ 4 GPA / study harder
• ✓ focus on my art
• write more / finish started projects

movies i watched in...

⤏ august

• ✓ the holiday 4/5
• crazy, stupid, love
• ✓ the idea of you 3.8/5
• ✓ une zone à défendre 4.5/5
• ✓ high fidelity 4/5
• ✓ pretty woman 3.8/5
• ✓ blink twice 4.5/5

⤏ september

• ✓ harry potter 1, 2 & 3

⤏ november

• ✓ l'amour ouf
• ✓ crazy, stupid, love
• hasee toh phasee

⤏ december

• ✓ divergent 1, 2 & 3
• ✓ harry potter 4, 5, 6 & 7p1

my babies

[ written in order of purchase/acquiring ]

• 1 lust for life - lana del rey
• 2 norman fucking rockwell - lana del rey
• 3 ultraviolence - lana del rey
• 4 honeymoon - lana del rey
• 5 BE (deluxe) - bts
• 6 zero : fever pt. 1 - ateez
• 7 you never walk alone - bts
• 8 around the fur - deftones
• 9 everything you've come to expect - the last shadow puppets
• 10 diamond eyes - deftones
• 11 teatro d'ira vol. 1 - maneskin
• 12 after hours - the weekend
• 13 quiet nights - diana krall
• 14 waltz for debby - bill evans trio

things that made me happy this month...

⤏ august

• traveling with sister n friends!
• packing for college
• planning for a trip with bestie
• a new necklace (gift)

⤏ september, october, november

• making new friends in college
• seeing my progress in various areas of life/not giving up
• my best friend visiting me n meeting the people who make up my everyday now
• realizing how lucky i am
• having a home

⤏ december

• end of term
• going back home for the holidays
• my perseverance
• feeling free

hey!

• entj
• superior music taste
• virgo moon ; cancer sun ; leo mercury
• divinator
  • astrology, cartomancy, runes, palmistry
• hellenic polytheist
• hobbies
  • music, singing, reading, writing, divination, astrology, journaling, painting, dancing, doing my nails...
• polyglot

prompts to reflect & heal...

⤏ healing

• how am i really ?
• write a letter to someone who hurt you
• what is something i'm jealous of ?
• what's holding me back from living my dream life ?
• what would i do if i couldn't fail ?
• if there was a solution to my anxiety, what would it look like ?
• how does envy show up in my life ? where does it stem from ? how would i feel if i obtained the things i'm envious of ?
• what aspects of my life do i wish to improve ?
• what traits in others do i wish i had ? why ?
• what's the worst way someone could describe me ? is it accurate ? why ?
• what was the best thing that happened today ?

books i read in...

⤏ january

• ✓ la plus précieuse des marchandises (the most precious of cargoes) - JC grumberg
• ✓(⟳) the prophet - khalil gibran

⤏ february

• combien de fois je t'aime - serge joncour (unfinished)

⤏ march

• ✓ discourse on colonialism - aimé césaire
• ✓ la prose du transsibérien - blaise cendrars

⤏ april

• caraval - stephanie garber (unfinished)

⤏ august

• treize - philippe guiguet & ilias selfati (unfinished)
• the shards - bret easton ellis

⤏ october

• the shards - bret easton ellis

shows i watched in...

⤏ august

• the bear - 3x05
• ✓ the white lotus - s1
• (⟳) euphoria - 2x02
• ✓ the white lotus - s2
• the witcher - 1x02
• gossip girl - 3x10
• the marvelous mrs. maisel - 3x05
• american horror story - 5x04
• american horror story - 7x07

⤏ september

• ✓ american horror story - cult
• the marvelous mrs. maisel - 3x08

⤏ october

• ✓ monsters : the lyle and eric menendez story
• (⟳)✓ the chilling adventures of sabrina - part 1
• the chilling adventures of sabrina - 2x04

songs i really enjoyed in...

⤏ august

• 360 - charli xcx
• guess - charli xcx & billie eilish
• IG - groovyroom, gemini, dawn, jay park & vince
• thursday - the weeknd
• dolphin - zion t
• heavenly creatures - the weeknd
• a spell on me - budgie
• law kont - akram hosny & haifa wehbe
• tough - quavo & lana del rey
• city life - groovyroom & leellamarz
• yes or no - groovyroom, huh yunjin & crush
• tô sem você - maeana
• about you - the 1975
• bauch beine po - shirin david

⤏ december

• adimi kalbine yaz - tarkan
• hüp - tarkan

⤏ tarot

• ✓ ethereal visions - matt hughes
• ✓ the wild unknown tarot - kim krans
• dalí tarot - salvador dalí
• the mary - el tarot - marie white
• the muse tarot - chris anne
• the fountain tarot - jason gruhl
• the hoodoo tarot - tayannah lee mcquillar
• thot tarot - aleister crowley & lady freida harris
• the zombie tarot - stacey graham
• aracana iris sacra - tina gong
• the tattoo tarot - megamunden
• the white fly tarot - danilo sanino

⤏ oracle

• ✓ starcode astro oracle - heather robbins
• daily crystal inspiration oracle - heather askinosie
• the wild unknown archetypes deck - kim krans

[written in order of stanning / biases in brackets]

[ult groups : seventeen , ateez, bts]

[ult bias : jungkook, wooyoung]

⤏ boy groups

• ✓ bts ( jungkook )
• ✓ skz ( han / hyunjin)
• ✓ txt (taehyun / soobin )
• ✓ nct ( jaehyun / mark / jeno)
• ✓ ateez ( wooyoung )
• ✓ got 7 (yugyeom / jaebom)
• ✓ superm (baekhyun / kai)
• ✓ monsta x ( minhyuk )
• ✓ seventeen ( jeonghan / vernon / dino / seungcheol / mingyu / dokyeom) (yes it's a lot)
• ✓ onlyoneof (yoojung / nine)
• ✓ p1harmony ( intak )
• ✓ zerobaseone ( hanbin /gunwook)
• the boyz
• cix
• oneus
• riize