- (08/03/2012) I don't remember his face but we were dating. We were going on a little trip. His older brother picked us up in what I suppose was my house (even tho I was living with people I dislike and we were arguing). I was nervous because boyfriend's family was extremely rich and posh. As soon as we got inside the car he said "I'm not having a good day" like he didn't want us to talk to him. I knew him from somewhere but I couldn't remember and I didn't ask. The smell of the new car was making me nauseous. He dropped us off in an hotel near the train station. We were in a room with friends. I was laying down on the couch, my head on his lap. They said my jeans were dirty, dirty with piss. It wasn't mine. Boyfriend kissed me. I wasn't deeply in love but I liked him. It was raining on my bed. I was in a train, alone, and it didn't announce the stops so I didn't know when I was supposed to get out. I was really anxious because I didn't want boyfriend to think I was standing him up. A dog, a bulldog I think, showed up and I climbed on a sit because I was afraid he was going to bite me. I was no longer in the train but in a school, a very modern and fancy office with glass walls. An old teacher of mine was there and I was drinking whisky. I complained to her about the train, I said "even the regional that takes four hours to get to Porto announces the stops!" and she laughed. More teachers arrived and, although I don't know who she was, one of them was my friend and for some reason I knew she wanted to get out of there. I threw up all over myself. She rushed me out and I kept throwing up. When I got out of the school I was little and my mom was waiting for me.
- (14/03/2012) I was in a car with friends and the driver was terrible, I could see the car falling into the ocean. The person next to me was shooting bullets out of his mouth, one almost hit me and I shouted at him to be careful.
- (couple of days ago, a nap on the couch) I had blood on my hands and "satan" asked me to wipe them on my dress. I heard Kim singing "and send it to meeee" and giggled. He looked really, really pretty.
- (20/03/2012) Cammy had to call her older brother to ask for permission to sleep here. I had a bunch of crayons on my bed and we painted for a while. I fell asleep with her leg on top of mine, thinking of excuses and plans and schemes so her brother would let her sleep with me the next day too.
- (21/03/2012) James was waiting for me in his car, on the other side of my hometown. I took a shortcut through a garden and some sort of massive superstore and got lost. Domo Genesis found me and he took me to his gang's lair (in the store). Tyler helped me find my way back to James. We went to the cinema. Some girl let us in without paying. The gangster guy from the movie was in the theatre robbing people. In the chaos I felt someone pull my skirt a little.
mar 7 2012 ∞
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