- i'm pretty sure all one of you who still checks this thing knows that i had surgery a while ago and have a huge scar on my stomach from it. therefore, it would be preferable that i not wear a two-piece swimsuit, so i have been on the search for the perfect [reasonably-priced] one-piece ever since.
jan 21 2011 ∞
jan 21 2011 +
dec 13 2010 ∞
dec 13 2010 +
- i'm going to start working out at least 3x a week (working out=running). if i keep this up consistently for a month, i will reward myself with a gift from lululemon!
- go to the r-max insulation and do quick test shoot with someone before all my upcoming shoots
- fix my business model (ha) and market myself so i can slowly transition into doing more photography and leave nursery
- make perfect business cards
- even though i hate routine, i think routine is the only way i am going to survive the rest of this year--therefore, begin routine of: work out, math at starbucks, piano or violin mixed in with homework, study textbooks, and do "meditation"
- i had over $100 yesterday. now i have $10. wut.
nov 14 2010 ∞
nov 14 2010 +
- local honey
- goodwill
- clothing exchange
- my sister's closet
- urban outfitters
oct 4 2010 ∞
oct 4 2010 +
- i am so exhausted
- basically worked alone today....mom got onto me about kid pooping his pants, someone left their entire backpack, etc. awesome.
- i am not good enough or focused enough to be in my orchestra anymore
- haven't heard from my piano teacher in about a month...vanderbilt should be starting up soon....
- saw mom probably not even a total of one hour combined this weekend
- sooo sooree from xc....and sooo not fit
- really excited about my william rast jeans though. except they're a little big, might get a friend to fix that...probably not.
- desperately need to clean my room and wash my clothes and get my life organized
- i love the kids i babysit and im really glad i have jobs + photo sessions, but i m...
aug 29 2010 ∞
aug 29 2010 +
- but i am!!!! i got myself a slim case too, which is really just a back and probably wont protect it much if it falls but oh wellll it looks cool.
- just checked the shipping status: mom and sister's phones have shipped. mine is still processing.... noooo
- i need to go water elizabeth's plants....
- i realllyyyy need to practice pianoo
- i dont like my hair ughh
- i wanna try pure barre but its too expensive for me
- lets go canoeing please!!
- 24 is addicting, netflix is not good for me
- woke up to go to huntington this morning only to arrive and find out that they don't have me on the schedule even though they put it on MY schedule!! and i found this meeting report that "bob" wrote, sayi...
jun 30 2010 ∞
jun 30 2010 +
- huntington isn't that bad. my tutor's pretty good, except i'm kind of rude to him and i clearlyyy don't know my times tables anymore.
- i really like the music on glee...especially songs puck is in!!! hahaha
- dc, nj, ny, and maybe boston trip is becoming a reality!!
- i drive toooo much
- really like the Mad Hatter in Alice in Wonderland..and that movie in general
- pretty much all the clothes i've recently bought are from the Clothing Exchange haha
- i need to figure out a way to stop getting bug bites
- sad i'm not at bonnaroo
- even more sad I'm not going to praise camp
- jealous of melissa's new macbook pro and itouch
jun 10 2010 ∞
jun 10 2010 +
- i actually care about this test
- failing every single listening test
- can't sight-sing
- mediocre voice-leading
- mediocre knowledge for m/c
this is all my fault. dealing with this by going to sleep. wish me luck tomorrow.
may 9 2010 ∞
may 9 2010 +
this summer i will morph into a happy, whimsical, dress-wearin' girl!
apr 4 2010 ∞
may 31 2010 +
- cute children
- handy water bottles
- people with good voices
- driving with people
- deep discussions/thoughts
- being busy
- having higher grades than you thought!
- my car
- seeing friends in the parking lot
- white monkey mocha
- fiddlin' and jazzin'
- film
- dreaming
- delicious chocolate covered food
- doing no homework
mar 15 2010 ∞
mar 17 2010 +
- Canon 5D (used): $1,000
- Canon 35mm 1.4: $1,399 + tax
ways to earn this:
- sell my xs + kit lens + memory cards: $600?
- raise my rate for photog: noooooo
- stop buying clothes!!! stop eating out!! stop buying cece's!!!! stop buying coffee!!! SAVE $$$
if i could save like, $5,000 by the end of the year (unlikely), i could get both? but i want the 5d by summer, to document my travels! but to take travel photos, i'd rather have the 35mm lens.. WHICH TO GET FIRST?!!
maybe i will somehow stumble upon a very nice retired photographer who will sell me these things for cheap.
things to improve on:
feb 1 2010 ∞
feb 1 2010 +
- a dress to wear to my cousin's wedding (anthropologie??)
- wide angle lens
- black sheer tights
- pretty skirts
- more sweaters/warm clothes!
- a car
- brogues
- nice, warm fingerless gloves
- grey peacoat
dec 15 2009 ∞
dec 31 2009 +
friday:
- shoot with thomas
- do ch.16 in us
- practice piano
- brainstorm essay ideas
- finish french
- go to sleep by 10 (sooo tired)
saturday:
- chinese school
- uo
- finish project with natalie
- orchestra concert
- star party?
- practice piano
- do laundry
- drop film off
- do some of ch. 17 in us
sunday:
nov 12 2009 ∞
nov 22 2009 +
- peter bradley adams
- monsters of folk
- great lake swimmers
- mum
- philip glass
- brett dennen
- emily brown
oct 24 2009 ∞
oct 29 2009 +
- not having water right next to me
- being incredibly tired
- disappointing people
- not having a good ear
- waiting to read my essay in front of a class
- feeling like my essay is incomplete
- knowing i am wasting time
- feeling superior
- shivering cuz the school is so cold
- hair that flips out
- having no service
- having nothing to wear
- people at my house
- a school picture that has bad composition
- numb toes
- crying babies
- endless verb charts
- being rude
- excuses
sep 24 2009 ∞
nov 23 2009 +
- getting things done
- texting
- not texting when im with other people
- driving myself places alone and feeling independent
- grocery shopping
- using my credit card
- sleeping in a clean room and a just-made bed
- copeland
- playing piano
- playing violin with my orchestra (and the feeling that comes with it)
- the sound of string instruments
- making myself sound intelligent
- making exciting plans
- being busy
- water
- sleeping well
- eating healthy food
- having a good relationship with my sister...
sep 5 2009 ∞
oct 17 2009 +
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- I'm giving up my expensive clothes lusting for my 35mm f/1.4. Step one was taken today: said no to the $80 maxi dress.
- one step back: still probably gonna buy hunters
- Step 1, take 2: workworkworkworkwork
- ..who wants to go to goodwill with me?
jan 25 2011 ∞
jan 25 2011 +
- camera w/ 35mm lens
- lots of memory cards
- ipod/phone
- imogene + willie jeans
- tshirts?
- journal
- hat (to hide possibly greasy hair)
- water bottle
- f00d
dec 17 2010 ∞
dec 17 2010 +
J.Crew
Madewell
Anthropologie
nov 24 2010 ∞
nov 24 2010 +
- brittany shoot
- movie night
- monteagle!
- work
- 5 college apps due nov. 1
- get basically done with usc app
- macy shoot
- kendra shoot (?)
- shoppp!
- violin lessons
- piano lessons (?)
- take lotsa photos
- edit elle's pics
- edit macy's pics
- edit brittany's pics
- get my life together
oct 14 2010 ∞
oct 14 2010 +
- william and hudson. smitten.
- camera is broken. what to do.
- room is progressively getting messy again...cant get myself out of my chair...motivational issues? what was it that psych article called it...
- need to figure out what to bring for lunch for school..
- cant get myself to practice violin either
- wrote an essay that actually doesn't make sense
- exhausted
- don't wanna worry about the SAT comin up..
- NEED TO RUN. consistently.
- i actually think the budget is kinda stressful, probs why my "business" is failing money-wise...i have no idea how much money i have, i just spend!
- need to stop spending money on coffee.
sep 19 2010 ∞
sep 19 2010 +
- i'm really tired.
- i have way too much on my plate this year and it stresses me out.
- i like my family
- i like eating good food
- i am glad i got to know my cousins more this summer
- i want to live in the city for college
- i can't stop listening to glee
- i just said goodbye to theresa because she is going back to LA to become a working adult
- i miss my kiddos
- i wanna keep volunteering at the contributor
- i hate school
- i don't wanna go!!
aug 7 2010 ∞
aug 7 2010 +
jun 19 2010 ∞
jun 19 2010 +
- 4 days, 3 exams, approx 6 hours left of school. this is a glorious thing but also kind of bittersweet. i dont want to be a senior. or rather, i dont want to deal with all that college stuff.
- i wore glasses to all 3 ap exams because i was afraid i wouldn't be able to see the time which was unnecessary, but also because they make me feel smarter haha, which was necessary.
- i really dont care about biology..
- i just took a shower after a loong plane ride in which i wore green cargo pants and my yellow toms and a bright blue headband. i feel clean and refreshed.
- i need a new facebook profile picture.
- i need to clean my camera lens realllyyy bad.
- i haven't babysat in weeks, maybe months, not because no one has called but because I've never been able to! so sad.
may 17 2010 ∞
may 17 2010 +
- rites of spring (phoenix, cold war kids, passion pit, ben harper)
- norah jones (i like her, claire!)
- swell season (doubtful)
- ingrid michaelson (can't go)
- lollapalooza (dreaammm)
- imogen heap (june 5..anyone wanna come??!?!)
apr 8 2010 ∞
apr 8 2010 +
- 2 full days of school this week THANK YOU, LORD!!
- i will make it awesome because it is spring break and that makes me happy
- even though im kind of failing half of my classes
- schedule minus school:
- tuesday: violin
- wednesday: nursery
- thursday: nursery
- friday: shoot then nursery
- saturday: shoot then babysit
- sunday: nursery
at least i can sleep in friday and saturday
i h8 sk00l s000o0oooo00 much right naooo!
mar 29 2010 ∞
mar 29 2010 +
feb 6 2010 ∞
mar 16 2010 +
- work out with frances at least twice a week
- become friends with everyone i photograph
- give generously. your money is not yours. your clothes are not yours. give freely, love deeply.
- get all 5s on AP tests. except bio. that one you can get a 4 on.
- save $2000
- take care of my car! don't get a ticket! don't crash! there are people in the cars and on the bikes!!
- spend time getting to better know someone you love at least once a week
- fall in love with the piano.
8 things. they can be done. maybe not the ap bio test thing. we'll see. i can do this, i can do this, i can do this.
jan 1 2010 ∞
jan 12 2010 +
- go get that roll of film developed
- study biology so you can get a 100 on this test and not get a C this nine weeks
- listen to more sigur ros
- stop getting distracted when you play piano
- stop watching tv shows online
- finish the diana roll by this weekend
- be more attentive/present/alive
- stop thinking of ways to spend money
- go running
- stop eating your weight in extremely rich mashed potatoes
- stop getting on facebook chat
- care more about french and biology
- practice theory more
- love more
- think more positively
- stop making deals
- eat healthier
- get un-addicted to checking your email 10...
nov 17 2009 ∞
nov 20 2009 +
- i wanna go to brooke waggoner nov. 19 but i am not sure if that is too much for one month. but i really like brooke waggoner. she is so good live. and the strings! i love the strings. i think i will go.
- i really want to miss a day of school but i always chicken out. i should've skipped monday, it was such a pointless day, really. school-wise anyway. if i'd skipped monday, tuesday would've been better. but then again, if i skipped monday, missing next tuesday would be bad. so i guess it was good i went to school.
- i need to make more sense when i talk.
- i would like to shoot much more film but i am always really hesitant about shooting film and therefore it takes me forever to finish a roll and i am quickly losing options of where to develop film. opportunities coming up to shoot film: school....
oct 28 2009 ∞
oct 28 2009 +
who wants to go shopping with me?
oct 2 2009 ∞
oct 14 2009 +
- biology is not my thing
- calculus is not my thing
- i am not very musically knowledgeable
- i don't know my minor scales well
- i like being around warm-looking people
- i semi-enjoy not having a car so i can spend time with people riding in theirs.
- unsure about how i feel about new sf music
- unsure how i feel about new dcb music
- will not admit im not a huge fan of paper routes first full-length cd..
- 4 ap's is getting to be a semi-large amount
- i approach learning french the same way i approach learning chinese (not a good thing)
- i will not allow myself to get a B in any subject except biology this year.
- i think i have a B in everything right now...except calc and maybe french
sep 9 2009 ∞
sep 9 2009 +
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aug 14 2011 ∞
aug 14 2011 +
- I'm a pretty clumsy person, but I'm pretty sure my clumsiness goes up 10x whenever I'm wearing white (spill hot chocolate on my white shirt today..)
- hot & cold's hot cocoa is really chocolatey (good thing)
- there are NO good one-piece swimsuits in the world!!!
- my house (minus my mom's room) has no heat at the moment...i am fr0z3n.
- i like the girl name charliee...don't like the boy name maverick (why?!)
- my 2 yr room had a 8:1 student teacher ratio today. awesome.
- i did really well not shopping for a week.
- i have the feeling i will be gilty veerrry soon.
- lovin' this blog: http://taza-and-husband.blogspot.com/
- i think this is funny: http://tomywife.tumblr.com/
- can I be the girl that you met at the coi...
jan 9 2011 ∞
jan 9 2011 +
- really comfy pj pants (or this: http://www.jcrew.com/womens_category/sle...)
- new tennis shoes
- Canon 35mm f/1.4 (in mah dreamz)
- a watch
- an armband you put your ipod in when you go running
- plain fitted black cardigan
- any cd's
- an acceptance letter and full scholarship from USC.
dec 7 2010 ∞
dec 7 2010 +
- finish usc app and all related paperwork by nov. 15 (just did it all except 2 short answer and music resume wutuppp!)
- call denver and find out why the have my march act
- learn about my commitment to integrity and my motivation to learn
- organize my money with google docs
- buy grey/black/navy opaque tights and find outfits to wear them with
- buy beautiful boots/shoes with my hard earned money
- learn about eating healthier and start doing so
- get an A on a Psych test
- how is it possible that i am doing better in stat than in gov??
- take more interesting photographs
- learn to get up in the morning
- modern family is sooo funnyyy and chuck is so addicting
nov 6 2010 ∞
nov 11 2010 +
- go for a nice, refreshing morning run
- take a nice, long shower
- practice violin for at least 1 hr
- practice piano for at least 1 hr
- write lmu essay
- write common app essay
- fix usc essay
- finish nyu supplement
- study stats
- babysit william and hudson
- babysit betsy and brodie
- avoid tv--read wuthering heights!!!!!!!
- go to game if i have time?
WEIGHT IS LIFTED!!
Classes I must massively raise my grade in:
sep 23 2010 ∞
sep 23 2010 +
- calypso cafe
- philip's
- jason's deli
- which wich
- mcdougals
- oscar's taco shop
- krayp kafe
- wild wasabi
- the perch
- local taco
- burger up
aug 9 2010 ∞
sep 27 2010 +
i'm a bigggg fan of
- food
- clothes
- local activities
- exercise
- coupons!!!!!!
- not a big fan of spam but ohhh wellll
Joinn!!! http://www.groupon.com/r/uu4072437 (do it through that link so i can get a credit hahah)
jun 22 2010 ∞
jun 22 2010 +
- cancel pictage account
- call TPAC about tickets
- buy a slip so i can wear see-through dresses
- nursery tonight
- viking interview
- doctors appt
- huntington meeting (blahhhh)
- babysit thurs and fri night
- knoxville sat
- successfully wear my toe ring
- email about volunteer time for mc
- learn little lies on guitar
- find missing library book!!
jun 2 2010 ∞
jun 10 2010 +
- composition book
- synthesis essay
- cold mountain
- get 50 points for us
- do all of theory packet
- practice piano 5x a week
- violin improv
- order mozart concerto
- stop buying food!!!
- email photographers
- go to franklin and turn in applications
- email mocha club
- email contributor
- email hope clinic
- tell jj when i can counsel
- figure out when im going to ny
- buy swimsuit
- buy dress for graduations!!
- raise my lowwwwww grades
may 1 2010 ∞
may 7 2010 +
- woke up at 8ish
- currently listening to regina spektor
- eat a healthy breakfast and clean my closet
- run 2.4 mi!
- shower, wear my new yellow toms with shorts because it is sunny and beautiful!!!
- get film developed
- pick up some dvds
- buy 5/$5 greek yogurt at fresh market
- 12 ave s-senior photoshoot, yeah!
- frothy monkey for frozen white monkey and lookin' through photos
- nursery!
woahhhhhhh its friday not saturday!! soo weirrddd
apr 2 2010 ∞
apr 2 2010 +
- i am very very sorry for my distant, rude, pessimistic behavior this week. and lack of conversational skills. i kind of just sat and got lost in my own world and was oblivious to everyone around me. i have never considered myself an emotional person but perhaps i am.
- yet regardless of my lack of friendliness this week, i have been made aware more than ever how great the people i have in my life are. so thank you guys for that. i love and appreciate you! :)
- reading "a million miles in a thousand years" by donald miller right now, the first non-school related book ive read in a looong time. it's refreshing.
- i am seriously considering getting another job just to make myself busier, but i dont know if that is really a good idea. maybe i need to be alone to deal with everything. i need to stop piling stuff. b...
mar 6 2010 ∞
mar 6 2010 +
- ohio
- weddings
- family
- love
- adele's voice
- emails
- deepened friendship
- playing music
- fujifilm
- beautiful people
- my car
- laughter
- good grades
- music (even theory)
- wasting time fire-drilling in US
- understanding math
- productive use of study hall
jan 26 2010 ∞
jan 27 2010 +
- shoot with sarah
- shoot with liz
- bring a camera everywhere and take a picture of everyone i meet (as if i am going to go anywhere)
- buy presents for my angel
- do allll compo entries
- read alll of awakening
- do 2 chapters of us
- essay
- get started with bio
- shop at:
- urban outfitters
- clothing exchange
- plato's closet
- gap
- go get film developed at wolf
- go running at least twice
- get kendall, thomas, and b+b+n+c pictures done
nov 23 2009 ∞
nov 28 2009 +
- i have a 66 in biology right now..and no prospects of bringing it up
- too much homework in my backpack
- enjoying new
paper route music..switchfoot not so much
- need to actually look at and edit kendall's photos and becca+friends photos
- get 2 rolls of film developed [target or cvs??]
- i dont even have money right now, i can't develop film! or go to UO!
- return UO shirt
- figure out if i am going to the photo class sunday
- my lips for some reason got super dry while i was sick and its the most annoying t...
nov 10 2009 ∞
nov 10 2009 +
- go running at least twice (brave the cold, alice!!)
- make my pasta thing
- watch Where the Wild Things Are
- go shopping
- go to urban outfitters
- buy something warm
- receive my TOMs
- finish Elizabeth's pictures
- finish Victoria's pictures
- finish Cate's pictures
- dentist
- violin lessons
- learn all orchestra music
- read "Of Greatness"
- read bio
- do us
- practice singing scales/minor scales/triads & 7th chords
- learn first 2 pages of Ravel
- figure out next section of Brahms
oct 17 2009 ∞
oct 20 2009 +
sep 12 2009 ∞
dec 23 2009 +
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