- i wanna go to brooke waggoner nov. 19 but i am not sure if that is too much for one month. but i really like brooke waggoner. she is so good live. and the strings! i love the strings. i think i will go.
- i really want to miss a day of school but i always chicken out. i should've skipped monday, it was such a pointless day, really. school-wise anyway. if i'd skipped monday, tuesday would've been better. but then again, if i skipped monday, missing next tuesday would be bad. so i guess it was good i went to school.
- i need to make more sense when i talk.
- i would like to shoot much more film but i am always really hesitant about shooting film and therefore it takes me forever to finish a roll and i am quickly losing options of where to develop film. opportunities coming up to shoot film: school. concerts. orchestra. park picturing with sister.
- i really need to learn the orchestra music. perhaps i will go perfect my knowledge of that now.
- i am meaner around certain people and it is not good. this needs to change.
- i am extremely behind in piano right now. srzly. people's recitals are coming up and NAMTA is in 3(?) months and i have yet to finish a piece. i still don't even know what my 3rd piece is. why am i so unmotivated to complete things that aren't related to school?
- i dont know what to be for halloween. seriously considering just showing up in my pajamas. it'd be comfortable.
- i wish i would/could hang out with some people at school outside of school. we'd be such better friends. relationships would be less awkward. lets work toward this.
- i am tired of constantly hearing comments and discussions about being asian blahblahblahhh
- i have a super important shoot coming up and i am nervous about it and unsure about how to approach it. and i keep editing pictures for people and looking at what i did a couple weeks ago is just disgusting. i feel like they're all lying to me when they say they love their shots.
- it is fall and beautiful and my mother's birthday is in a week and i need to take a picture with my sister, get it printed, and find a pretty frame this weekend.
- i haven't run at all this week and it feels weird. i should go saturday. or friday. hm.
- mr box told me today he remembered my name by the song "alice blue dress" or something like that which is what mrs. tolk always said to me and i realized i haven't seen her in years and i wonder how she is, she was always so kind. and she lives like 5 minutes away from me, really. i should visit her. maybe i'll see her at NAMTA if i actually do it.
- music theory is not improving my sight reading skillz :(
- tensions are running high in french class
- i am failingggg biologyyyyy
- i need to start participating more in english and stop caring about being melissa's sister.
- all i wanna do is watch arrested development and forget about everything i have to do.
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