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• begin each item with an asterisk

Sunday

• get drunk with Stephanie, derp around evans

Monday

• send in AO forms
• finish development chapter
• start looking over all bio notes and slides (from first test period)
• look over info just learned (hormones, development, and mutations)
• look over beginning of calc/what is being learned in calc (pretty fucking basic)
• write extra credit observation paper
• call chem department

Tuesday

• look over second test bio shit, again with new stuff
• look over middle of calc/whatever you're having trouble with

• do spanish cuaderno
• ab exercises
• day drink starting at 2
• perhaps ride shem's bike around
• read philosophy and try not to think about how much you have to read
• revelation at 3!
• it's very nice not really having that much to do

• fucking top 20 education
• being able to pay for said education
• good grades
• still smoking every day
• good friends
• great parents
• good party scene
• awesome classes
• you weigh 128 lbs right now
• space ghost t-shirt
• friends are coming to visit
• you have a nice roommate
• you have the possibility of making new friends, stop derpin around
• you do not have to wake up early anymore
• you no longer have a crazy fuck for a roommate
• your hair is long and pretty
• all your friends from home are wonderful
• your home on the mountain is wonderful and close

• read for bio exam on thrusday
• get really drunk tonight
• do tree diagrams
• finish shopping cart for classes
• do tarea
• look up celia cruz
• work out every day this weekend
• laundry
• SLLLEPPEPEPEPEPPPPPPP

• everything is alright
• i'm going out with a cute boy on friday
• tomorrow i'm hanging out with alice
• i got into the school i desperately wanted to attend
• my grades are just fine
• i figured out itunes, giant mustard plug cd tomorrow
• i love all my friends
• i love my mommy and daddy
• i love my refugee families
• i love my dog
• everything is alright

• get a job at maggie moos! or some other place. i'm not lame, i will actually get a new job when i say i'm going to get a goddamn job.
• go to bonaroo!
• go camping with good friends
• bike to and fro school most days
• hopefully be prepared to enter my portfolio to college board
• be prepared for all ap tests! sooooo many snow days. so much to get go over.
• go to rights of spring, or prom, or both! who cares!
• remain happy and contientous to everyone around me, especially mrs. bullard and my mommy

• it is new years!
• i refuse to make resolutions
• that is all

• make an AAAAA "that is a quadruple A...silly" in ap bioooo and calc
• suceed in making new friends with the perfectly nice people i go to school with and have attended school with for the alst 8 years
• kuzco much more than i do at this moment
• hang out with these people within the next couple months:hannah, kels, bailey, alice, alexandra and grant (because when i think of them i think of them as a duo rather than singular independent people but that's silly because they are wonderful independent individuals who should not be lumped together) meesta reid sabo, heber!, dylan, chloe, ann elizabeth, LIBBY!, matthew, all those gov school kiddies who live in may AREAAAAA, and awl these other wonderful people who i like!

• i'm very tired of being in murfreesboro
• i would like to go hiking

• i'm excited for gov school!
• i guess i'll chronicle my time there via listography!

• what a nice pink.
• karen elson is playing at grimey's! who wants to go see this super model sing with me?
• i've decided to change the way i dress
• i want a husband and a cat and a little baby in a couple years. and that will most likely happen. what a strange thought.
• i would like to paint all my doors red. i think my house would immediatley become more charming.

• friendships.
• not being recognized by my peers.
• going to school.

SO NEGATIVE

• on a positive note, i'm excited about GOVERNOR'S SCHOOL
• and school is about ot end!

• i hate cell phones
• that's it

• dood i wanna quit school and drive around the US like i did this weekend all the time
• and i want to be a singer!
• let's all start a band, because i'd like to take up a new hobby!
• and i got into gov. school!

• i'm going to regain my splendid wasteline
• by not eating any more starbursts, eva.
• and walking tobes
• but i really like those starburst commercials, especially the scottish-korean one
• oh and me and bailey were musing in the car, and have created a alternate reality in which everyone has a western persona: bailey is an indian princess, I'm a saloon owner/madame of a brothel, and kelsey is a gun-weilding outlaw, like kissin kate from HOLES
• i really like these musings
• i want to go to the park with toby, but it's chilly!
• i want all of my friends to stop cancelling our plans to go shopping so i don't just end up going to the gym awwwlllll thttthheeee tiimmmmmmeeeee and watching lotsa tv

• my fucking cardiac system, dude all those muscles and oxygen and valves and shit, it's just crazy that it's an efficient organ system, as are all organ systems!!!!!
• people who are really, i mean really great at black jack, i read this story about this guy who drove a limo by night in las vegas and played black jack by night, AND HE LIVES LIKE THAT
• the idea that hitch-hiking was actually cool a couple of decades ago, THAT'S WILD
• people who can consistently write amazing pieces of music, and change their music styles and develop into great musicians, THAT'S WILD
• my fucking grandparents and how they were hellllaaa raddddd, and were married at 15
• the IRS, they will eventually find you, that shit is insane

• i wish my friends were less unhappy with their lives, cuz ees getting old in them complaining about it
• Brentwood is on Dateline man, AND MY NEIGHBORHOOD IS ON IT, in the worst way possible though, cuz like it's about a serial rapist, but still
• getting bettie page bangs
• to get an a in math
• to buy an economy sized gatorade pack
• buy some new cds

• SCHOOL is too much of an event for my taste

• getting an important thing off my chest

• get a 4.4 GPA
• get 2 5's on the 2 ap tests i'm taking
• go on the band trip
• go to as many raves as possible
• talk to more people
• talk to that kid! and that other kid! SOON
• go to art club
• do more green team activities
• git a job at kroger, or harris teeter
• tell everyone
• grow out my hair
• stop thinking i'm better than everyone
• do that painting for alice
• practice the piano diligently
• read every herman hesse book joe owns
• finish the 5 books i'm reading right now
• support my friends with their aspirations
• BE MORE PRESENT
• study this year

CONS:

• my roomate thinks i'm insane, and therefore is a bitch
• there is nothing to do at night
• we wait 2 1/2 hours to take a 2 1/2 hour class
• no open studio
• dealing with bullshit from bitches

PROS:

• interesting conversations
• classes with professional instruction
• now knowing i'm ahead of everyone
• people know what cowboy bebop is
• people thinking i'm mean
• EVERYONE FUCKING WATCHES ANIME

• JANE magazine: this was fabulous man. good fashion, good muic, good ideas, and it was witty, so ya had to be quick to keep up with it.
• Elle Girl: another great, the part where they talked about like 4 girls and their lives and kept tabs on them for like 4 years was absolutely fascinating

WHY DID THEY LEAVE US????? was it because of hearst company getting rid of some of their low-grossing magazines in like way back in 2007 or what? unfortunate. but i have yet to find a magazine that can live up to these two. so if you know of one. i would love it if you would fill me in about it.

• i think of everyone my age as children, even the people years older than me, maybe that's my problem, i just can't take anyone seriously
• i don't get excited anymore
• i keep drinking too many water bottles
• i love anthony bourdain, i think because he lives a life much cooler than mine

• okay pool opens the 12th
• chem classes
• nashville friends
• renaissance fest
• katie's wedding
• trips to visit annie
• trips to visit shem n prinks
• play the piano
• twerk out
• kitty cat
• walk with toby

• transient study application
• RALD
• AO papers
• illustrations for mother earth
• read philosophy and start on paper
• understand calc

• really get over old people, you are not ever going to have sex with him again, get the fuck over it
• meet new people to have sex with.
• multiple people that you know of want to fuck you so that's a good starting point

• do not put up with stupid shit that your friends try to throw at ya
• do your sit-ups and push-ups every fucking day
• maneat
• do not deal with girls who complain about their bodies, it is unhealthy and petty discussion.
• do your homework in the day and party all night
• do not give a flying fuck about what girls on your hall think, if you wanna fuck a guy, good, if you wanna study and go to bed early, good too. Do not base your actions on the preemptive thoughts of others.

• prepare for ENVS final on Thursday
• be freed from this terrible situation
• prepare for Bio and Spanish and History exams next week
• twerk out tomorrow
• dress nicely and be motivated to get shit done

• write holocaust essay
• turn in tour guide application
• finish intro/abstract for bio lab paper
• prepare for envs presentation
• read magazines
• get all appropriate classes for next semester
• finish letter to dylan
• finish take home quiz for bio by tuesday

• paolo nutini is truly shexy mexy
• extreme couponing: i think this is how i will fund my college career
• ah good thing we didn't go to movies in the park, guns, wha?
• i love my buddies
• i will work out during all my free time

• focus on getting up grades. especially econ and physics and calc
• fly my kite tommorrow during lunch
• perhaps focus on reading biology and trying in english. perhaps.
• attend indiana university for the next 4 years of my lyyfffeeee.

• i want to have a sleep-over on a weekday
• i love the movie enchanted, i want this like blue dress she's wearing like right now
• i love my family
• let's make this last semester pretty cool
• julia roberts is a cool chick

• watch the history channel! it is fun, it is informative.
• make my new england mussel dish
• do exceptionally in my classes, or at least be charming in mrs. seth's class
• chopin pieces
• find new satie pieces to play
• perhaps join rock-climbing club.....maybe....alice......or we can just rock-climb all the time, all good, all fun
• see the social network and jack-ass 3D
• go to a legitimate high school party
• ha

• when little sadans have those bike racks on the top of their cars WHICH then makes them look like cop cars.

• i hate footloose, honestly it's ridic. RIDIC ALICE!
• i want to go to the leaf festivall dodododoododoooooddd and see libstererrrrrrr
• who would like to go camping/hiking in sewanee with mee? or just go chill at clifftops with me? plz?
• let's have sleepovers dudes!
• god i hate kevin bacon and this movie

• i like my roomate
• i have sucessfully made a multitude of friends
• none of them are lame!
• my teachers are very cool
• i am excelling
• i like myself! i like my life! i like my talents!

• in the summer time, days bleed into each other, i'm going to try my damnedest to solidify each day

Saturday

• Ballet class at nine (maybe)
• 12-6 bullshit
• 6-11 chill with someone...please. i don't want to stay at the foust's on a saturday night, nawwwwwww

Sunday

• i don't have to go to mass!!!!!! HUZZAH. I'm free as a bird SO LET"S CHILLLLLLLL. and go to nashville and to the belmont area to see karen elson and her store! (alice! i'm sorry we didn't get ta go. we will prevail)
• i think i'm going to paint a mural, i appreciate your thoughts doods

Monday:SLEEEPPPPPPPPP.

• school is more or less finished comrades!
• i've found an old pile of JANE magazines. :)
• i' made straight A's this entrie year. like it was really that hard, but whatever.
• i appreciate people.
• i appreciate the fact that i now have a design for my brick.
• i appreciate my job, because i like them girrrllllls that i work with, and i like chit-chattin with sillyy, wise shoppers.
• i appreciate heb dud ad all the good things that she has brought into my life.
• i appreciate my mother.
• i appreciate that i saw jeff fischer at cinco de mayo and didn't act like a complete ass, unlike 20 other people who decided to interrupt his dinner.
• i appreciate matthew and katie for being ...

• i have a piano recital on saturday! i have not practiced at awlllll!
• i will prevail with my job situation
• i will make my lunches!!!!
• i want an ice cream maker, and i want a person to make me a little baby batch of ice cream every day after school. DELzziziouuuddddssssss.
• i want some mellow mushrooooooommmm pizzzzzzzzzzzzzza
• i willl meet Karen Elson! or at least her shop. whateva.
• i will not be a total bitch to Mr. Baker! or Bailey! i'm sorry Bailey!
• we got a new remote, from comcast, i miss my old remote. blahhh.

• school is becoming ballet and ballet is becoming piano. if that makes any sense to you, but it's crystal clear up here.
• don't get drunk the day you think you're really sick, and then you will get really sick, and it suckssss.
• i want to quit everything so badly, perservere man!
• dress crazy, brush my hair, it will be beautiful
• become a nurse, or a chef, or something beautiful that creates purpose, and happiness for others

• DUDE I WANT TO EAT ALL OF THESE http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_D-RFuPpeV2o/S2...
• a new friend! i need to learn to make new ones!
• vespertine on that spiffy vinal i see at grimeys
• to know how to speel "vinal". <- i <-don't <-think <-this that's correct
• to be skinny
• to have things to do, places to see!
• to make healthy dinners with good ingredients
• take pla-za classes more often, because i really need to work on my understanding of the dimensions and composition of the human body
• for someone to take interest in me, but that won't make me utterly and completely uncomfortable
• a paycheck!
• to be a jazz singer
• to finish working on all my gershwin piec...

• My dad was almost swallowed up by a tornado today
• i wish i could go to sleep and wake up as a new person every day, having no idea what they're like, or who they're close to or anything, but i'd have to make that singular day as a specific person relevant. I wish i felt that way with my life now, i don't.
• i just adore hearst castle, like the entire idea of it just implodes my imagination, i keep having dreams about it. i need to re-visist that place soon. the thought of california and hearst castle and that entire area makes me cry, it's so beautiful, and that's cliche, but it's true, that's why people love clifornia so much, there's some grande, enormous aspect to it that really grasps onto people and doesn't let go ever
• i refuse to go to school tomorrow, i'm go...

• new friends!
• old friends!
• crying at red lobster
• being sick
• practicing a ridiculous amount of piano today
• sleeping a hell of a lot today
• being a zombie, and looking hella cool
• seeing movies

• i hate that school has encapsulated my entire being. it sucks, and English essays that i fucked up make me worry, and all this shit and my fucking math test, and dammit i hate that I'm judged by my grades

• the greek festival
• having good relationship with people
• doing well in school
• wearing sweaters
• not wearing shoes
• the possibility of a camping trip
• having another house that i can hide in
• owning a fine driving machine
• eating well
• reading
• seeing my dear ballet friends
• giving math help and having people ask for math help, cuz i understand it now
• making neighbors think i'm CRAZY insane
• certain beverages

• Montana
• Colorado
• Tennessee
• Indiana
• California
• Maine
• New Mexico

I will go, I will experience

• i'm home
• it's nice
• i've learned that atlanta is a dandy place and i'm totally going to college there
• i like my life right now
• i like toby
• i like a kid named alexander
• i like everybody's pizza
• i like talking to my papa
• i like road trips
• i like hotel rooms
• i like not having to live with other kids anymore
• i like that i'm going back to school soon
• i like my friend and the nice text she sent me, because we never really talk about how close we are, and i like that we finally looked at how nice our friendship is
• i like the people in my life

• art school would be nice ta go to, mkay? but yoouuus don't get any money from it.
• i would like to visit atlanta morooooree and hang out with a little boy here now
• figure drawing is hella good
• and none of this can actually happen because i financially depend on my parents, and i'm not 18.
• dis is sad, and financially it would be stretching it to do all of these things
• shit, fuck ,damn

• i was a bad person, bad friend, and bad student
• i slept on my couch, comfy
• i met a new family, i'm totally jazzed
• i fucked up my spanish test
• i accepted the fuck-up on my spanish test
• i drank 4 sprites, and now i'm sick
• i drank tea
• i was on listography a lot today
• i deleted my fucking black-hole of time known as a facebook
• i became frustrated
• i was not present with anyone at anytime this fine day
• i got my pottery back, it sucks, meh
• i quoted bjork like 20 times
• i'm watching the news
• i ate horrible things today
• i lied to a person, and i want them to just go away, but they won't, oh god

• look up new musica
• start reading chemistry
• stop spazzing
• you have a 3.6 just get into ut and be a doctor
• watch 30 Rock daily

• philosophy paper
• last ENVS presentation and paper
• one last calc quiz
• 2 more bio homeworks
• RALD
• one more cuaderno
• calc/bio/spanish exams
• get all shit together to go home :(
• it's funny bc like half of this stuff is on another list i just never did it

haaaa the prior list did not occur. w/e

• study for spanish and bio a lot, you are studying now so that's a good start
• wear cute summery clothing all the time
• acquire blond beautiful hair
• celebrate on friday after you're done with everything n you have big
• yayyyy this is big week too
• finish the sea urchin dance
• chill with matt bc he is a cutie patootie
• make new friends all the time
• remain present truthful and completely transparent in all actions
• maybe go to mass tonight?
• just deal with the autism thing a ride it out

• finish rush and be charming
• derp around with buddies
• get grant and alexandra to come here
• heather too!
• and bailey!!
• me oh my, my roommate is gonna hate me if all these people visit.
• stay on top of la tarea and be charming
• make hair beautiful and beachy by the end of the semester

• create new personable relationships with people at school. be open and present with every person i come into contact with.
• embrace wholeheartedly my friends individually and accept them all instead of basing them off of each other.
• do not be so wrapped up in my best friend as to forget i have other friends, be open to meeting individuals everyday.
• attempt to remain far away from the term "basic bitch" when being described by other people.
• gwen stefani abs.
• vive en la biblioteca todo la tiempo cuando no estoy en clase durante el día.
• be a kind and courteous roommate to this new girl and make her love me and not be annoyed by my habits and friends and partying.
• twerk out a great deal in order to receive gwen stefani abs from the gods of hot b...

• be charming and make this boy like me again
• do not be mean and judgmental
• be like mason jennings
• get wicked drunk/high this weekend, perhaps thursday as well
• work out every day, eat healthy
• finish bio lab paper at some point this week
• switch out wardrobe
• go to washed out show!
• be nice and present with all the people i meet this week. do not be so disillusioned
• hopefully get invited to movie night again and regain a good standing with these people. i am ridiculous and self-conscious about relationships and i ruin everything.
• get ready to be home

• find a medevil tapestry
• go to tomatoe fest
• have a party for grant and see my new best friends before they become just other friends, sad
• take pictures and say good bye to all of my friends
• get everything ready to move in to college
• move into college
• go on a college camping trip
• hopefully make friends
• cry if i don't make friends
• finish all of my pace stuff before move-in
• cry because all the pace stuff will take so long and be so boring

• this prior list did not occur, at all.
• as well, i hate everything, I'm so bummed out.
• booooo

• i'm a seventeen-year old kid.
• i live in tennessee. it is perfect.
• i am not necessarily worried about college or anything of that sort. it will all be okay.
• i do very little except work to meet heinously close art project deadlines and watch lots of television
• i have a mentor, her name is katie too. i hope i'll be in some way like her.
• i wish it was presently 1995. but that's silly because time is never stationary and people are always going to change. but i still really wish crop tops were in fashion.
• i also really appreciate nice text messages from perfect people who live far away.
• i also dislike the capitalization of words.

• AHHHHHH i have not studied for biology at all. I've just spent my time watching National Geographic shows about West Point and sleeping
• oh well, i'll get to chill with mad max and crazy cole and nutty nathan and jivin jackie and happenin hollywood for over 3 hours

• so i'm going to have a lot of free time *cough cough.....these days...so we should all spend time together, because i like all of you listography people and i enjoy your company
• i love my friends from govenor's school, i'm happy i met them all
• i really have expectations of next year, i'm excited! and i want to participate in things! i'm trying to be a hopeful young ladddaayyyy
• i believe in my family, i think i love them a whole lot

• it is strange seeing certain people constantly, and building relationships with them in very short periods of time. insincere.
• perhaps i'm no good at thinking, because i've met a boy who thinks and notices muchmuch more than i or anyone like amelie. i want to be like yoouuuuuuu. teach me your ways.
• being eloquent when writing papers here is exceedingly difficult
• i appreciate everyone with their intelligence and imense kindness
• i've begun to learn how different i am when it comes to conveying thoughts
• i would appreciate it if bjork came to nashville or atlanta lykkkeeee in the next 2 years????????
• i have a line of about 10 empty waterbottles lined up on my desk. i don't think my roomate likes it very much, but man o ma...

I wanna singgggggggg. Let's start a big band style shebang!!!! I would like to become paul anca!!!!

• take a symbolic last class with ms. elaine before she and i go our seperate ways
• governor's school
• senior photos I"MA TALKING STRAIGHT TO YOU ALICE LEE. let's set a date
• go to some shows
• go camping/hiking
• go to monteagle
• look up watkins info? maybee?
• choose a college
• get a 34
• develop realtionships with new people
• LEARN THE WAYS OF SMALL TALK
• UM HELLOO FRIENDS. we should all spend some quality time together
• buy a beautiful pipe
• look into getting on the waiting list to buy a pet sloth
• i am excited! you should be too! our lives are filled with possibilities which we will never have again! attack that shit h...

• i forgot about television. it's a nice thing to be re-introduced to.
• i've decided not to study for AP US. naw.
• i think docor oz is sexy
• i can't stop watching people's court. it's deliciousuususuus.
• i got a new phone. text me mothafuckas. or not. whatever.

• my gpa has dropped approzimatley .032 and i'm fucking pissed
• and i shouldn't be because grades are irrelevant
• but it still matters
• and that just kills me
• and i need to give claire back her home movies dvd thing
• and i miss Mrs. Smith
• and i no longer have a social life because i work all the time

• work
• go running before we leave for indiana
• finish all composistion book entries
• finsih all of apush
• interview with dean of molecular biology
• get info on scholarships
• see indiana people
• sleep enough
• don't eat tons of shit
• by tuesday have finished the great gadsby

• i wish it was cool to wear a bra or a swimsuit top out in public
• i want a cat that just chilllllleeed with me
• i wish i was more chiillllllll
• i wish i talked less
• i want a horse to ride on like michael lang
• i wish i was good at "chatting", because i fucking suck at it :(

• life is a bitch
• it has bitch-slapped me in the face, present-time.
• bejeweled has totally taken the place of tetris in my life

• i don't feel good
• my body is really hungry for some reason, and i need to stop eating so much
• my stomach hurts
• i'm excited to hang out with heather, and listen to some jazzzz
• i can't make that sleep over and i feel really bad about it
• i'm so sleepy and i don't wanna go to ballet
• SHIIITTTTT
• stomach ache
• but positivity is still good, and i need to find some

• it's so nice outside
• and i'm inside doing homework
• and then going to ballet
• and then driving people places
• and i agree with alice, riding in cars is better than driving them
• and i don't like the english paper i produced
• and we should frolic soon before it gets cold
• and i need to fix my music player

• setting curves
• talking with my friend
• talking to boy versions of myself
• finishing Siddhartha
• finishing hard Chopin pieces
• starting a new activity
• going to club meetings

• public health
• enviormental science
• air traffic controller
• architecture
• I DON'T KNOW, so help a sister out, and inform me on the pros and cons of each career please

• creating things on a daily basis, that have a purpose to them
• raving
• our secret society, and how it's ours
• not talking a lot, and then seeming to understand things better
• ska music
• the SCAD library
• figuring out little stuff, like that libraries catalog magazines into giant books that you kin look at from like 20 years ago

• talk to glorious hair kid
• get that kid to stop bothering me
• pass algebra
• pass ap test
• cut the hair
• meet some new people
• run with toby more
• lose more weight
• become more self-aware
• learn this piano piece