- tried tomatoes and I actually like them, they just have to be a certain ripeness and have a thin skin
- tried bell peppers again and realized I actually like them, just hate the skin
- confessed to my mom about what happened to me when I was little
- came out to my mom
- finally found a doctor I trust and am comfortable with, especially regarding certain topics and concerns
- finally became proud of my queerness
- finally started healing from my sexual trauma
- finally became more comfortable with my body
- some days I can actually wear certain clothes or even be naked and look at my reflection and feel sexy
- realized I love being feminine, just not being seen as a woman
- started wearing dresses for the first time since I was, idk, 10 probably
- tried tampons! it didn't go too well, but under different circumstances I'll try again if I can
- made an appointment to get my cervical cancer screening done. Previously just hearing the terms or the thought of it made me want to die, put me in a flashback of my assault, or made me feel like I was being assaulted all over again. But since I've been healing, I'm finally ready to be strong and brave enough to give it a go.
- ^ I did it! And it honestly wasn't bad at all. I'm so proud of myself.
- Tried wine for the first time, and not quite sure how I feel about it. I'll have to taste it a few more times to know for sure.
nov 4 2022 ∞
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