I do often question my sexuality due to fluctuating feelings and environmental factors. I'm confident that I am a lesbian, but recently I've accepted that my sexuality is at least a teeny bit fluid. Thanks to (tmi?) getting through my first pap smear so well, the idea of penetrative sex no longer deathly terrifies me, but I don't think I will ever be comfortable having sex with a man. But my phallophobia has greatly decreased! I am no longer opposed to the idea of having sex with a partner with a penis, strap-on, or any other (safe!) penetrative object.