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Hi, I'm Ams.
* Eighteen.
* Girl.
* Bisexual/Taken (Sarah<3).

I'm extremely blunt when it comes to talking about myself.
Listography gives me a sense of stability. A feeling of calmness, when everything else in my life is chaotic. I live for stuff like that.
I've started a new one for 2010 (and the majority of December 2009). I'll probably do this every year. I'm another one of those peop...

bookmarks:
encre to do (fall 2024)
caitlin movies (watched in 2024)
books (read in 2024)
Saku fun (currents)
Kelsey music (AFI's 100 Years...100 Movies 10th Anniversiary List)

The semi-important, the important, and the useless.

  • I really need a break from my friends, at least physically, and I need to spend that time with my girlfriend. While she IS my friend, I mean the others. She's keeping my life stable. The others seem to just bring up stuff that I need to work on in my life and about myself and at the moment, I can't handle that. I need to deal with stuff the way I'm dealing with stuff (even if that may be not dealing with it at all), and have someone there to catch me when I fall.
  • Where am I going to live next month? People are supposed to be excited about turning eighteen, but I'm just scared crapless. I've started cleaning my room (thank you, Sarah). Maybe that will convince my mom to let me stay longer, until I can figure something out and find a job.
  • I really miss my friend Tassa. She's a great person and I haven't seen her in almost two years, it seems. I'm not sure. Whenever her school did Peter Pan.
  • I'm hungry and thirsty and I'm PMSing for the 4th time in my life (mind you I've had my period for probably 6 years, now) and I HATE IT and just need a freaking hug. D:
  • I smell dough. Like, bread dough. Damn it, now I want bread.
    • Seriously, I want some damn bread! D:<
  • It's dark out and I didn't notice until now and I don't want to be the only one out around now, or the only one out that isn't out to steal and rape.
  • I want to sleep.
  • Someone give me some chocolate.
feb 23 2010 ∞
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