- january 1: oh my, talked to evan and kelsey, back to sleep, i really need to get curtains, cheerios, shower, work 1:30-6:30, home, annies, couch, the green mile, :), 500 days of summer, bed
- january 2: pub with dan and cheryl, shower, target to get pants, laid on chers floor, work 330-815, price chopper, home, dominos, man vs food, train, wine, mario kart, erik trying to get to 200lbs, sleep
- january 3: okemooo, dunkin, stupid frog hat, didn't suck yess, party pizza, shower, 99 with mike and erik and cheryl, that was interesting, so bored with life, made a man out of glitter glue, exploded a frozen beer, downloaded music, sleep
- january 4: ordered books yeah cool cya $310, shower, lunch, arrested development, drive, target, home, more arrested development, work 5-close, pizza, home, nothing, bed
- january 5: egg sammich, okeemooo, drove home, shower, leftovers yum, work 5-close, shaking, uhoh., mountain man great, amy is ridiculous, out early, wilson, chugged lime vodka forever, pong and people i dont know, fireworks, popcorn and nyquil, home, sandwich, fabreeze, sleep
- january 6: shower, knew this was going to happen, panera with erik and dan and cheryl, home, roasted things, nicole came over, nuthin, heavyweights, work 5-close, okay this is better, wilson, jersey shoreee, the other guys, home, bed
- january 7: darkness, ordered a hoodie, shower, sandwich, post office, bank, target, finished heavyweights, soup, work 5-close, nothing to do, talk talk talk hmmmm, snow!, home, chicken and miss congeniality, bed
- january 8: hello snow, work 10:15-3, dumbest shift, red boots, made a feast, nap <3, what is this i am drinking, downstairs, laurens 21st, awkward rugby girls everywhere, friends thank god, hugs and stuff, the timing is never right, arbor mist heaven, woops, wilson, hookah, couch, matt bit me, pretzals, so goddamn cold, home and talked to you and fell asleep
- january 9: shower, cheryl came back, margaritas, donnie darko, bored, ashley and kevin and dan and arlo and matt and sara came over, codine awesome, "trips dubs 1!", popcorn and peanut butter, "is it cool if i park on your front lawn for the night?", football?, pasta and bed
- january 10: hello morning, dd, sunapee, drive, shower, boca burger <3, work 5-close, wilson, burrs, space jam, couch, pretzals, hookah, matt boyd?, are you okay?, walked home with nicole and cheryl, sleep
- january 11: how lovely, got up, picked up ashley, dd, okemo, goddamn most miserable thing ever, so cold and annoyed, bought a yellow helmet, cya $140 whatever, home, shower, wilson, place to get hamburgers, awkward, seinfeld and that sequel to desperado and glory daze, walked home
- january 12: want to sleep forever, erik pounding on my door i am going to shoot you, nicole screaming, breakfast and shower, so much snowww, walked to wilson, tried to drink hah, couch and stuff all day, delicious pasta salad, home, sat in my room, so annoyed at everything and everyone, tv nyquil and bed
- january 13: 7 am is too early, dayquil, got dressed, fell down the stairs, dunkin, okeeemmmoooo, epic pow day 20dubs1!, got stuck in the glades/most miserable thing ever, home, dans to get my phone, fell down the stairs again, nap for 2 hours, shower, sandwich, talked to cheryl, mario party, why the fuck are all of these people in my house., jersey shore, awkwardly kicked everyone out, jersey shore again, bed
- january 14: made a sandwich, arrested development, target starbucks and a drive, home, work 5-close, your vision borrowed mine, home, twisted teas and popcorn and wedding crashers with mike, end of anchorman, we're all talk but you promised, bed
- january 15: starbucks, holyoke, bought some stuff, home, laundry, arrested development, family party awkwardness, lcr, jennavieveee, home, laundry and bed
- january 16: more laundry, mall, justin beiber?, stop and shop and drove around town, packed, got gas, drove to keene, so sweeepy, unpacked, easy mac, wilson, twisted teas, pats/jets game, pong, eeeeks, evan and everyone is back, four loko and bubbaly shrimp, ashley spilling her drink all over the couch, ranted about things woops, shots of everclear, walked home through a tundra and mountains of snow, cheeriooosssss, bagels and cream cheese, i guess i fell asleep
- january 17: slightly ded, sat with cheryl and sara, omelettes, lost my ring/panicked for ten minutes, mario party, shower, panera, weirdo guy asking me about blackberrys, dropped off erik and picked up dan, mario party forever, sat, staples, dc, home, taras back, the social network, home made mac cheese yummm, sat in the living room
- january 18: woke up at 7 and couldn't fall back asleep, shower, cool it is blizzarding and school is open, walked to class to find it was cancelled really cool, other two classes got cancelled, jersey shore, shawshank and mac cheese with mike, so bored/waste of day, cleaned off my car, talked to tara and christian, sara came over, looked through mikes yearbook, dc for loaded baked potato soup, watched the bruins game, tara is too drunk for life, shanked myself with ice, waited for the plow guy, plunged the sink because tara doesn't know how to throw up in the toilet
- january 19: women and health boo, picked up book from the bookstore, boca burger and arrested development, top chef and a four hour nap, everybody loves raymond, made a pizza with cheryl, dan came over, made cupcakes, matt brady hi, redbox fuck you for not having paranormal activity 2, wilson for a bit, greek architecture yAayYyyY
- january 20: history 2, psych, home for a brownie, meteorology, dc, ugh too much food, sara and ashley came over, everyone else came over except the giant, pong and stuff, hid in my room for a while, couch, hiccups, girl puked on herself, wow cool this mess is awesome, cape cod chips and evan not knowing how to walk
- january 21: mopped the floor, egg sandwiches, shower, cleaned, man vs food and jersey shore, nicole getting stuck in the driveway, music and work 5-close, crooked smiles and crosswords, i dont want to do anything, nicoles, awkward party, goddamn who are these people in my house, kelsey and eliz and evan came over, awkward goodbyes, its 3am
- january 22: dc and english muffins, shower and got ready, flat tires <3, work 2-close, people fighting in the parking lot, panera with cj, scraping ice from the inside, everyone is in my room, we're the three best friends, chugged entirely too much vodka, "MY LIGHT IS ON, I WANT TO DIE", talked shit with sara, everyone was here i dont know, best friends with the trashcan
- january 23: sunapee yeah right, very drunk still, dc and apple juice, "it's like, hello, i'm a chode", couch and american pie, panera, greasy old men, talked to cheryl, tried to change my tire but this -20 degree weather is not helping, fail, lobster rav and showers, target, homework all night, lettuce sandwich
- january 24: walked to class in 45 below freezing weather, women and health, waited for cheryl to get out of class, chilis, bottomless, this waitress is awful, should really do this homework hah, called vdubs, work 5-close, thanks for making my life an awkward bubble friends, price chopper with cole, dropped him off, homework all night
- january 25: up early, printed stuff in adams, arch history 2, psyc, negativity, meteorology | kind of like this class, macaroni and cheese, reflection paper, shots why, cape cod chips, i am so sick of your stupid relationship problems that aren't even real, ncis and stumbleapon and bed
- january 26: class, cvs, shower, homework hah, work 5-close, homework
- january 27: class, class, class, work 5-close, where is everyone, shots at the table, chers friends are here, everyone came over, laid on matt brady, ugh, eliz why are you in my room, i don't know
- january 28: up too early, stratton, so flat, clam chow, home and shower, chilis with cheryl and mike and bill, home, so dead, xgames and sleep
- january 29: picked up cole, work 930-5, dropped him off, starbucks and the bank, wilson, dc, wilson, shanked my back on the bar, freaking out, pineapple and wine, singalongs and butt girl, this is never going to happen again, i'm trying, hookah and friends and everything is good and then i walked home
- january 30: okemoooo, molly is a bitch, cheryl is being moody, shower, attempted to do homework lolz, xgames and cheese
- january 31: class, attempted to do homework all day but that is clearly not happening, picked up cole, work 5-close, dropped him off, uh yeah eff homework
- february 1: skipped arch history, finished stuff for psyc, do i really have to go to class right now?, classes cancelled, snow day drunk day, drifting and price chopper, dominos, wine, table, apples to apples, friends, stupid fucking plow guy, chugged, unsure, rugby for some stupid reason, molly is so rude, germans, smoked entirely too much weed and died and went to bed
- february 2: dc, visited dan, called out of work, homework all day, friendlys <3, tolerant, stupid worksheets
- february 3: class, class, class, idk, wilson, muffins, omg i hate this girl, couch and talks all night probably i dont remember
- february 4: yeah im not going to okemo, tattoos? hokay, moms with stakey and ash, so be free, cvs for soap and cards, dc, borders, home, heal please, starbucks, drive, work for my sched, hi, chelseas, home, sleep
- february 5: work 930-5, seriously worst day of life, amy cares too much, hate you, home, sandwich, ded, wilson real quick, ashleys, oh you live next door that is cool yup awkward, made mike come pick us up and drop us off, wine, people i dont know, yeah jk leaving, climbed an iceberg, wilson, fought mattbrady, mugowine, hookaahhh, made the perfect pizza, god please just break up is it so hard?, bed
- february 6: yeahhh not going again, cleaned my room, target, got nothing done, dc, wilson, sooo much food, bailed to ashleys, stories about cops, sara drove me home, went to bed
- february 7: cant open my eyes, class, home, shower, chilis with cher, homework, work 5-close, so bored please kill me, more worksheets, sleep
- february 8: class, class, class, thank god didn't have that quiz, dinner and tried to do homework, oh god need shots, cole came over, awkward, coronas and monty python, very sorry, cookie rants, scraped off my car, drove him home, welp cya later, discussed, slept
- february 9: biggest pos ive ever written, didn't go to class, laid in bed, omelette, showered, did nuthin/hw all day probably, work 5-close, i love cleaning trashcans, i am never going to remember this, bed
- february 10: class, failed a quiz, class, annies and chicken, work 5-close, home, girls cool, ran to wilson, bitchface please leave, gave dan his movie, pong, idk talked about tattoos and sara spit in her coat and i fought with mattbrady again and then nicole came over and some kid named goober and arlo made me a cigarette but it was really cold out and then all of a sudden it was 2am and i guess i went home and ate a lot of triscuts.
- february 11: fuck okemo, dc, sat on the couch, shower, jersey shore, flex, packed, drove home, ireland and dinner, bobs, mall, dd, home, laundry
- february 12: breakfast, showered, laundry, ella enchanted, got gas, holyoke, forever <3, keene, unpacked, best mood, dc with cher and ate like rabbits, winee, ashleys, come over, interesting, yadda yadda, petes for joshs bday, "i'm following you.", wilson, this is weird that youre here, pong and packed the hookah like an asshole, i dont even know, but smiles i think, home, pizza and plants and chapstick and i guess goodbye
- february 13: cool four hours of sleep, omelette and water please, shower, olive garden with cher and her dad, chocolate, library, fuck it, home, takers, french toast, bed
- february 14: class, ouch my eye im dying, health services, home, essay/not procrastinating, eye doctor, fuck my lifeee, walmart, home, i dont know, brownies, billboard dad, stumbled
- february 15: awesome this test is today, failed that, dc, home, laid in chers bed, meteorology, talked to you for a while, wine and fried ice cream and lets go fishing, brownie everywhere, wtf is going on fights and peanut butter and ah.
- february 16: fuck this homework, class, dc, homework, nuthin, work 5-close, mels awesome stories about francisco the cable guy, home, fuck this homework
- february 17: woops didn't do worksheets, dc, meteorology, home, work 5-close, wilson, home to get cups, drove eliz home, winee, evan you are so annoying right now, hookah, went home
- february 18: so nice out, panera, field of dreams with cher and dan, sat on the porch, oreos, pchops, maria is heree, brewery, not going snowboarding, deep fried shit, bed
- february 19: up and back to bed, showered, target, this passiontea lemonade sucks, drove, bummed around, work 5-close, fuck everything, home, wilson, sup, pong and friends and talks about music and hookah and creep pictures and cheryl spilling her drink and crying and what a mess, so tired, walked me home, alright cya, so dumb.
- february 20: ded, pub <33, shower, library, criminal minds, movies to see just go with it, home and bed
- february 21: class, shower, sandwich, homework, sat on the couch for the rest of the day, armageddon yes, did you really just ask me on a date.
- february 22: class, class, class, sandwich, work 5-close, poor poor children with that mother, so many shoes i want, home, watched the end of some movie, talked to you and went to bed
- february 23: no class yes, i don't know what i did, homework and stuff probs
- february 24: class, class, class, work 5-close, hi come over, shots and sat on the couch, pepper cheese, legs and i'm sorry, sup 5am, sleep, shake
- february 25:, goodmorning, polaroids and facebook, water, snow, talked to cher, alright cyaa, ded, girls downstairs are crazy, tried to sleep, ded, shower/died, plow guy, coles, lucas, home, paranormal activity 2, you are so lame but its so cute, okay, adios
- february 26: work 11-8 yeah longest day of my life, home and starbucks and easy mac, i should hang out with you, skier brad being ridiculous and me screaming about how he is cole and then he gave me 20 dollars, dominos and bed
- february 27: not going to okemo what else is new, dc, road trip sure, shower, drove to ct, holyoke on the way, hung out with chers dog, dinner, drove back to keene, so goddamn tired, passed out
- february 28: ughhhhhh, eye doctors/almost died, back to bed until noon, shower, dc, such good food, blake river 2011, nothing, hp, travel channel forever, ice cream, tv
- march 1: arch, psych, chilis with cher and sara, tried to go to the animal hospital, bridge, couch forever
- march 2: class, home, paper and homework, work 5-close, wilson, law and order, home, bed
- march 3: class, class/failed quiz, buffchick, home, class, food, work 5-close, wilson, counter, hi, couch, home, made cher pizza, tara and her brussel sprouts, how i met your mother and i fell asleep
- march 4: dont wanna go, drove to okemo, so nice out/best conditions, home, shower, going the distance, food network or travel channel, sleep
- march 5: slept for 12 hours cool, dc forever, home, shower, cole came over, mario party forever, work 5-close/worst night ever, wilson and easy mac and so ded, home, couch, pizza and ice cream with mike, are you serious.
- march 6: fuck that wasn't a dream, dc, home, shower, chilled, coles, so much jersey shore and tosh.0, hello rain, walked home, nothing is ever as great as its made out to be.
- march 7: class, home, shower, laundry, price chopper, cheese, work 5-close, triscuts
- march 8: class, skipped psych to study for meteorology, failed meteorology, home, dc with dan and tara, home, talked, pretended to do hw, mario party, battleship, tshirt dollars, mario 64, i dont know, awkward pda equals no, stumbled
- march 9: class, home, shower, tv, dc forever with evan and cher, library, never gonna pass this exam, home, dilla, tried to study hah, fucking erik i hate you so much, chilled with cher, gave up on life.
- march 10: failed arch midterm, psych got cancelled, dc and bbq chicken pizza <3, halmark and target with dan, meteorology, couch with michael, sat and waited, mario kart and party with cole, wilson, wine, "do you ever just feel like you're a dragon?", home, water, hair, sleep
- march 11: bye, shower, nothing, ate food, couch all day
- march 12: up, shower, food, work 1-close/death, wilson, spyro, safe travels, home, popcorn, bed
- march 13: slept forever, target and pchops, quesadilla, couch
- march 14: slept forever again, cleaned my house, work 5-close, you dont have to try so hard, tv, bed
- march 15: up, shower, egg sammich, got gas, starbucks, picked up cole, drove to boston, sisters apartment, t machines not working cool, got lost looking for the old state house woops, walked everywhere, lunch with stephanie and carina, aquarium, penguins <3, wandered around, t back to brookline, drove home, chilis, wine and clue, roast, bed
- march 16: work 12:15-5, dan came back, movie and pizza, bed
- march 17: nothing probably, work 5-close, matts, soapy wine, this is kinda stupid, wilson, no heat so cold, dino nuggs, so crippled, home
- march 18: woke up, packed, drove home, haricut, awkward, showered, starbucks with adrian and drove around weird, home, pasta and chicken, laundry, sat, idk
- march 19: shower, fravels, sams club, lovely seeing you.no., wtf, stop and shop, home, 99 with dad, idk
- march 20: shower, visited the gparents, home, packed, drove to keene, waited, cheryl came back, bottomless, home, couch all night i think yeah, not eating buff chick dip haha awalker hates me
- march 21: fuck this i need more spring break, class, home, shower, nothing, work 5-close
- march 22: class, class, class, called out of work, kittens!!!, mac cheese and dominos, waited for you, mario party, drove you home, night
- march 23: class, i dont remember, target, dc/nothing good, bored, monopoly, molten, bed
- march 24: skipped arch, wicked short psych, bacon cheese, class, home, packed, starbucks, drove home again, pizza, couch, bored, ugh, shits hitting the fan, phone calls from dan at 3 am, wtf am i supposed to do, so tired
- march 25: fuck this, drove to plainville, doctor sup, ugh, home, packed, bobs, holyoke, keene, bored, dc ew, hung out with cher for a while, she's the man, cole and erik came over, jeepers creepers, cher spilling beer everywhere, fantasy factory, holding, night
- march 26: work 930-5 ew, not very crippled, mel you are a creep, starbucks, home, fritz, dropped off monies, got ready, ash and ash came over, suits, oops drunk, wilson, fuck this shit, got too drunk i think, idk left early, tried to go to sleep, people barging in here, talked to dan and cheryl and are you serious., so dumb, erik came over, yelled at him for a while, so dumb, why am i even awake, ughughugh, fucking sleep finally
- march 27: oh god everything is a mess, chilis to cheer cheryl up, homework/nap, mean girls, went to coles, home and bed
- march 28: up for lupe tickets, shower, sketched, couch and stuff, work 5-close, home, rj burger, bed
- march 29: class, picked classes and everthing is so weird, class, class, weirdest day of my life i am positive, library forever, home, everyone is annoying, crackers and annies and bed
- march 30: class, wrote a bullshit paper, drank a beer, panera, drank another beer, bored, idk idk
- march 31: class, class, class, hoot and poop, evan and eliz came over, shower, got ready, wilson, shaws, tootsie roll pops!, suits and cole is here, got drunk, wilson, flip cup and chandelier and pong and couches and hi, hookah, k leaving, home, annies with bacon omggg, bed
- april 1: bye, hungover, dc, fuck this snow wtf, shower, student center for a made up carnival, chilis with dan and cheryl, humane society, best cat ever that i want, its kind of a funny story, nap, garden state and my bed
- april 2: so nice out and nothing to do, target and 7-eleven and rain what, home, work 5-close, wilson, shrimp!, hookah, walked ashley home and went to coles, drunkage, aj came back and shit hit the fan, awkward, bed
- april 3: talked forever, sunshine, ashley and ashley came over, shaws, ice cream and queso and happy feet is stupid, kevin and dan were here, i don't know, sleep
- april 4: class, home, shower, sketches hah, cole came over, food shows until work 5-close, home, sleep
- april 5: skipped arch, skipped psych, sizzlers, gross out, home, meteorology, home, weirdest day, laid in bed, soccer game, home, hate, hunting shows and sleep
- april 6: stupid test thing, pchops, idk, dont want to go to work, work 5-close, home, popcorn, bed
- april 7: arch, psych got out so early, dc with cher for smokehouse, meteorology and got the quiz cancelled, home, sat on the porch, shower, couch and sandwiches and the masters and waited for cole, drinks and fuck the dealer, relationship shpeil, wilson, pong and stuff, couch and hookah, gotta go, home and annies and i hate matt brady, bed and hi
- april 8: cya, pub with cher and sarah, walmart and shaws to get grilling stuff, home and shower, masters and red sox, grilled outside all day, forties, coles to meet his brother and friends guy yeah, so dead, home and sleep
- april 9: work 930-5 seriously worst day please kill me, panera, home, drive, forties and bacon mac and cheese and quarters with erik and cheryl, poke smot, requiem for a dream, passed out
- april 10: dc, so beautiful out, walked down main street with cher, tj maxx, tried to write a paper but people are raging outside and im jealous, lobster rav, watched mike make dillas, couch, bed
- april 11: class, so hot out, finished psyc paper, work 5-close, cya, home, everyone is drunk cool, cheese and ice cream and sleep
- april 12: class, class, class, home, i dont know, sat on the porch, sara came over, tacooos, forties and ashley came over, poked, some movie, olive oil everywhere, sleep
- april 13: class, laundry, homework, bullshit, mac cheese, work 5-close, zombie and i am falling apart, home, nanners and pb, sleep
- april 14: whaddup spring weekend, class, skipped class, bank with dan, dc, skipped class, pchops, shower, porch, hotdogs and stuff, wilson, drunkage idk, home, sleep
- april 15: pub, shower, picked up cole, humane society, teeny is gone, home, line for tshirts, fritz, cosmo, porch forever and ever, inside, stupid drunk kid idiot, hate when taras friends are here, we need pizza, funnels, wilson, hookah and pizza and luke met cole, talked to kelsie forever and was awful, need to bring this kid home, how i met your mother hah, hi.
- april 16: egg sammich, gross out, i dont know, did nothing, dc, stupid girl hit chelseas car, mango, indiana jones, people, power hour=death, i dont even know, line for lupe was so stupid and cold and i clung to cole so bad and it was miserable and had life convos that i dont remember and really should and am probably embarrassed about, why are you dropping your carabiner, lupe was sick, home and someone drank all of my mango thats cool i hate everyone, wilson and ugh, hookah and home and laid and i need you and sleep.
- april 17: didnt do anything that i wanted to get done, obviously, botomless, "i'm sorry, i dont even know what is going on", remember me was so sad and awful, idk, went to bed eventually
- april 18: class ugh, PT, work 5-close, hate that you are sick :(, home, sleep
- april 19: class, class, class, homework, the incredibles and mike fell asleep, cole came over, better off dead, coughing attack, drove you home, bed
- april 20: class, food, banged out this essay, shower, target, PT, work 5-close, harry potter 7, sleep
- april 21: class, class, class, does not feel like thursday, panera, made cher a mix, sat at the table for the rest of the night and had a mustache party and did trains and made cookies and stuff, couch and miserable, sleep
- april 22: bye cya never wah, bfast sammiches, shower, smart pills, library forever and ever, home and panic attacks and drove to my real home, cant sleep and i need to talk to you
- april 23: waffles, laundry, shower, stew leonards, bobs and target, picked up stephanie, bertuccies, home and sat and bed
- april 24: yeah not going to church, shower, made eggs, mimosa, sup family, brunch, tv, "i wanna be a tenfoottallsaurus", pie and cookies and laundry and packed and drove to keene, feast, wilson, swordfish, drove evan home, mike is here thank god, role models and blog tattoos and sleep
- april 25: class, shower, pt, home, work 5-close, home, bed
- april 26: class, class, class, hm bored, wine and the kitchen table, made matt a cake?, source code with cher and sara, so much popcorn ew, searched for matt, wilson for a bit, home, tv, went to bed
- april 27: class, home, sandwich, smart pills, library for 12 hours, so many notecards and i forgot how to walk, biggest shit paper ever - dont care, home at 130 and i cant sleep, most miserable night
- april 28: so dead, printed my paper, last arch class, sat in rhodes and studied, last psych class yeah biggest joke got a 98 in it, dc with matt and cher and dan and some other kid, free monster and ozanta due, last meteorology class/final, freedom, waited in line for shirts/it is pouring cool, so soggy, home, sun!, dc and sat outside and went to the carnival, home, showered, wilson, waited waited, HI, hung out with cole all night and got drunk woops, home, popcorn, life talks and sleep
- april 29: hi, cya, waterfall thing?, wilson, evan is a beast, home, dont want fritz, ate too much food, showered, target, wilson, sat on the porch, home to lock my door, awkward, wilson, so dead, walked home, i dont know what to do i feel so bad, passed tfo
- april 30: work 930-5 ew, olive garden with cher and her dad and erik, dont know what to do with ourselves, wilson, cant drink, chugged too much wine, zoo kind of, i dont know turned into a nutcase, dying, home, talked to tara and christian, went to bed
- may 1: DON'T FEEL LIKE UPDATING THIS UGH. hung out with cole all day and did nothing and then went to applebees and then died and watched oceans 11
- may 2: dead, completely dead, staying in bed until 4 and then showered and then died again
- may 3: still dead, post office and target and adams and tried to be a human but couldnt really and watched hp all day
- may 4: women and health final and went to work and was healed
- may 5: arch final and done with school cool and i dont know, wilson and fritz and tried to drink a 40 and didn't go to coles and went to bed
- may 6: unsure and then work 5-close and then coles
- may 7: walked home and ate an egg sandwich and showered and waited for graduation and didn't really go and then went to applebees with cheryl and dan and then went to nicoles grad party and drank kind of and walked home and hung out with arlo all night and then went home again and hung out with cole
- may 8: dunking donuts and vermont country store and drove to east bumfuck and went home and made grilled cheeses and watched tv and got beer and watched scott pilgram and donnie darko, and white houses, and then i puked all night SWEET.
- may 9: dead and dying and why always on mondays, died all day and called out of work again and ate some applesauce and tried to be alive
- may 10: got up at 7 and showered and cleaned and went to the post office and drove home and went to tj maxx and went to my boat and ate delicious food and came home and watched ncis and then went to bed
- may 11: barnes and noble and got books and then got my emissions tested then watched ncis for four hours and then went and saw something borrowed and then went to bed
- may 12: went to the mall and got gas and drove around berlin just cos and came home and ate some chinese and scanned baby pictures and stuff and watched fever pitch and decided not to go back to keene and ate dinner and drank coffee and finished looking for alaska
- may 13: got up and went to stop and shop with mom, drove back to keene, cleaned my house cos it was disgusting, work 5-close, cole fell asleep okay, sat on my couch and ate pizza and went to bed
- may 14: work 930-5, went to the bank, stopped at matts to see dan and ash and kevin, panera, wilson for a bit, home and waited for cole and hung out with him and watched pirates 3 and sleep
- may 15: woke up and showered and drove home, drove to boston, watied for stephanie to get out of work, walked to the north end, dinner at briccos SO GOOD, pasty shop to meet up with carina and her mom and brother and yeah, back to the hotel and watched tv and went to bed
- may 16: showered and ate breakfast and then drove to stephanies graduation, stood in line forever and then watched that, cheesecake factory, drove home, tv, sleep
- may 17: showered and packed and sams club, drove to keene, pete awkward, hid in my room, work 5-close, wilson, home, tara and christian are here, went to bed
- may 18: got up and showered and ate lunch and went to the used book store, went to walmart and target, came home and ate goldfish and read until work 5-close, home, watched ncis and slept
- may 19-29: god i suck at writing this shit down, i don't know i worked a lot and read a lot and sat on my bed a lot, and hung out with cole and ashley and kevin and dan and starkey and chelsea and chelsea stayed here for the weekend and it was kind of weird and annoying and i drank a lot of starbucks and spent a lot of money and it got hot and gross and my apartment is muggy as fuck and went to the drive in with cole and ash and kev to see pirates one day and i really don't know, wasted my life away pretty much what else is new.
- may 30: got up and showered, work 12:15-5, home to change, coles, so hot idk how they do this, hookah, hangover 2, popcorn everywhere, mt fritz, aj and casey made the most delicious thing ever blah need to live with chefs, watched tv and sweat balls and went home and went to sleep
- may 31: showered and went to walmart to buy a fan and got panera, sat around, work 5-close/had to move all the dog stuff and push and process rugs and colorize pillows aka worst thing ever ugh, got out so late, picked cole up, packed and ate cereal and watched disturbia and im gonna miss you holy hell
- june 1: this is torture its fucking horrible, showered and packed and went to dd and got gas and drove to holyoke and spent too much money on pretty things oops, home and did laundry, tornadoes cool, met cher at chilis and talked forever, got camera and suitcase and packed
- june 2/3: (this is two days but not really cos i time traveled and i dunno) woke up and packed and went to target, drove to boston and picked up stephanie, airport, cya america, it was dark for an hour, hello ireland at 6am, drove to galway, everyone yelling at eachother and i am so tired and this sucks ugh, not hungry and want to cry and i miss cold and i need to sleep, finally checked into the hotel and slept for 5 hours, showered and went to dinner and had cajun pasta lol, walked around and took pictures and things, coffee, hotel and tried to sleep and woke up at 1030 pm and thought it was like 5 am and it was still bright out wtf
- june 4: breakfast and showered and went outside, pictures and shopping in galway, lunch and walked around some more, took a nap, drove to kinvarra, whaddup castle, dinner and medieval show thing, so beautiful, chickens, drove back to galway, tried to sleep probably
- june 5: breakfast and showered and got the car and drove to killarney, stopped in adare and had lunch and saw a church and some ruins, everything is so beautiful, got to killarney and had dinner and got ice cream and walked around and maybe went and saw water for elephants or maybe that was the next day
- june 6: breakfast and waited for our bus, ring of kerry, shitty that it was raining but SO GORGEOUS, best tour guide ever, stopped at some old village thing and got irish coffee, lunch at a lookout that was amazing, roads are so narrow but so cool, so many sheep and cows, black forest was intense and nuts, got back to the hotel and went to dinner and im not sure
- june 7: ugh i love mushrooms, went to killarney national park and saw the mucross estate <3, beautiful gardens and architecture, stupid rain, went to tea, saw ruins of some castle/lookout thing, back to killarney, tried to call cole but failed :(, murpheys pub and got drunk off my parents money, so hungry and ordered 17 euro room service
- june 8: bfast and packed and drove to kinsale, stopped in blarney for the castle, so amazing and old and crazy, kissed the blarney stone ew but whatever it needed to be done, got to kinsale, so pretty with the boats and everything, sweetest hotel room, dinner SO GOOD cod and so much food yum, so full, hotel and sleep
- june 9: yum croissants, walked around and bought stuff, drove around and up to old head and saw beautiful cliffs and everything and cows and stuff, back to kinsale and went to dinner and we were the only ones there but it was so good, drove to james fort and ran around and everything is so cool there, coffee and sleep at some point
- june 10: drove to dublin, dropped off the car, cab to the hotel and the driver was kinda weird but friendly i guess, this hotel sucks and i have to pay for internet fuck this, got on the bus and went to st patricks cathedral and the guiness factory and went to some italian place for dinner and it was wicked good, walked back to the hotel in the rain, sleep
- june 11: up so early but i am so excited, trinity college and walked around and so beautiful, shopping and st stephens green and a cool shopping center, national art gallery, got on the bus and just saw stuff, temple bar and elephant and castle for lunch, more shopping and seeing stuff and i love dublin, hotel for a bit, dinner at some sketch bar where there were asian waitresses and irish guys at the bar idk, guinnes and back to the hotel and i am so tired and ready to go home
- june 12: last breakfast and packed and went to the airport and it rained that day, sat around and spent my last euros and got on the plane and came home and i have never been so happy to see america in my life <3
- june 13-july 22: woops fail, idk worked and hung out with people and tried to tell cole things and erik came back, celebrated ashleys 21st, idk fourth of july went on my boat and then got drunk with cher, ate a lot of cream cheese, bc, boobs got huge cool, remained poor as shit, ran out of oil, nothing really happened i don't think
- july 23-july 31: went to punta cana with cher, got up at 3 am to travel for 12 hours and got too drunk once we got there and so many creepers everywhere and the food wasnt that good and i just felt really gross all the time but the beach was gorgeous and we swam with sharks and got all muddy and stuff and it was fun
- august 1: got up super early, went to walmart, ate some cheerios, showered, stop and shop, mickey finns, new north face backpack<3, dentist, home, packed, drove to keene, unpacked, hung out with cole, "sometimes i don't know if youre being quiet because you're quiet, or if you're quiet because you're sad."
- august 2: cleaned the house, went to work, came home and ate popcorn and watched ncis
- august 3: woke up, showered and did stuff, cole came over, ddd and panera, work 5-close, nothing, sleep
- august 4: nothing nothing nothing work 5-close, you are dying nooo
- august 5: still nothing nothing nothing, work 5-close, stop being ded ugh, tv and bed
- august 6: work 930-5, bailed on mike and watched tv all night and went to bed
- august 7: finally a day off, showered and sat on the couch and waited for cher to get here, talked to cheryl, cholera uh oh, friendlys, ugh i feel gross, tara and christian?, living room, zhenka rum, cole is dying, harry potter 7, talked, sleep
- august 8: alright bye, showered, words with friends all afternoon and read, work 530-close, home and so ded and read and sleep
- august 9: i can hear them destroying adams, showered, bank, post office, home, heart is breaking, words with friends and read a lot, work 5-close, sometimes i dont feel any less alone, worst mood, home, finished the final testament of the holy bible, couldn't sleep for shit
- august 10: sara screaming and leaving so early im scared, slept on and off for 4 hours, adam you are dying, bank for quarters, large coffee, laundry, shower, laundry, computer, wtfffff destroyed, work 5-close, so sick of work, home, ant infestation awesome
- august 11: got gas and bought sunscreen and stuff, called mom, work 315-8, picked up cole, shaws, home, ashley!, other ashley, jersey shore, tried to sleep
- august 12: got up at 5:37am, showered, finished packing and ran out the door, dunkin, drove home, parents, got cheryl, drove to the ferry, ferry sweet, drove, got some mozz sticks, drove, sweet traffic yeah, montauk!, unpacked and walked to the beach, walked back, showered, hot dogs, drank, waited for arlo and erik and kev to get there, they are so hammered, arlo face planted, went upstairs for some reason and sat in the hallway and died, fights and drunkeness and this is awful and went to bed i guess
- august 13: hm awkward, pancakes and showered, beach, hot, miserable, awkward, lunch in the blazing sun and had a yummy sammich but god it was so hot, stores, back to the beach, swam for a sec, went back to the house, showered, talked, everyone came back, velveta and cheezburgers, beer and shots and idk, waited for chels and starks to get there, war, fights again and worst walk of life and i was miserable, beach, ugh idk fell asleep and made smores and some guy john came and sat with us and he was ridiculous, walked home i guess, sand everywhere, sleep
- august 14: its gross out, more pancakes, showered, n64, drove around, arlo fell in the ocean, shops again, house, met katie, dinner, spent over $500 altogether woops, home and beers and shots and everything is fine and asshole and champagne and life talks with dan, went to bed at some point and matt is the biggest doucher ever, fights again seriously wtf, told him i guess
- august 15: cleaned and packed and its raining of course, searched for dunkin forever, ferry, drove home, chilis, sat with parents for a while, drove to keene in torrential downpours, brought stuff in and fell asleep by 10
- august 16: woke up at 11, showered, bank, dd, target, pchops, im so broke, cosmo and lunch and sara is so moody, work 5-close, home, hells kitchen, stuff, sleep
- august 17: probably did nothing all day or something i don't remember
- august 18: made hair appointment, sat on my computer, work 5-close
- august 19: did stuff, haircut, cole came over, idk, bed
- august 20: laid in bed, showered, food, work 2-close, got jealous that i cant hang out with you at work meh, home, hi cheryl, funnelled, ocho cinco, puppy!!, stole a piece of adams, bed
- august 21: work 11-4, so out of it and hate life, home and idk
- august 22: nothing, work 5-close
- august 23: dicked around all day/waited for cole to get out of work, ate toast for dinner, went to coles, funnelled 40's, asked aj for vicodin apparently, don't remember much after that except trying to puke and dying in coles bed
- august 24: cole left to go help jared, went back to bed, walked home blind, went to bk, most awkward moment of my life oh my god, went home and died and called cheryl and threw up, made cole come over, laid with him for a while, died for the rest of the day and watched mamma mia, social for a second, watched sound of music and tara got in a huge fight and cool this again ugh so annoyed
- august 25: blah until work 5-close, so annoyed at tara, home and cheryl is here!, sat on the couch and ate popcorn with sara and cheryl
- august 26: cleaned, dan why are you here, target, chilis, meh, cole came over, pchops, couch, fritz, dying, video store, catfish, still dying, sleep
- august 27: leavin me again, this is an issue, ugh worst day, attempting to drink was difficult, bored, sup beginning of hurricane, coles, got jared drunk, wilson, buffalo chicken bacon pizza, dan omg i cant deal with you, hookah, home
- august 28: hello irene, finally fixing, cool the ceiling is leaking, laundry and shower, sat around all day, dc and longest line ever wtf, home, idk, school tomorrow weird
- august 29: sup senior year, showered, went to ashleys, dc, cole came over, hung out until 5, 45 minute class cool, 6-930 got cancelled yes, nuthin, cherry garden, too much fooood
- august 30: class at 8, gym, showered, sat, class at 2, sat, class at 6, came home, egg sammich and laundry, chelsea and starkey broke up this is awkward, sat at the table with christian and tara and cole and cher, had sex and went to sleep
- august 31: got up with cole at 845, egg sammich, showered, hardcore cleaned the living room, got coffee, oh sweet some girl got hit by a car, pchops and got gas, sims, class at 5, made dinner, sims again, sat with cher, too tired to be social always
- september 1: class at 8, gym, showered, bookstore and dc, home, class at 2, joke, sammich, picked up cole, work 5-close, wine, got the funnel, home, everyone is hammered, drank stuff, cheryl flashed me, drunkage, random people, super soaker filled with beer, bradys, i hate molly, lol someone hitting on cole, spilled wine on matts floor woops, wilson for a sec and dan got made wtf, walked home, stuff and talks and crying and sex and sleep
- september 2: dying, eggs, showered, shouldve just stayed home like i wanted but nope went to some dumb rock and sat by myself for 2 hours, shaws, beerbq, extreme hammocking, home, starbucks, sims, so dead
- september 3: dc, nothing, talked about graduating again and got sad and fell asleep, dc, shower, don't want to get ready and it is so hot, wine, wilson, saras, so awful please just tell me not to come instead of this again please, home and ate a sandwich and went to bed
- september 4: dc, showered, dicked around, work 330-8, home, sat on the couch and drank wine and zhenka rum with cole, sleepy
- september 5: i hate this, dc, home, showered, price chopper, did nothing i don't think, made a dilla, watched xmen
- september 6: class, stop dying, home, pchops and iparty, home, sammich, shower, class, home, sammich, class, cole came over and gave me a monkey, watched i love you man, so sleepy but so happy you are here, woke up at 2am to the police pounding on our door and shining lights in the windows, love when saras car gets broken into.
- september 7: stop leaving me, slept until 11:30, muffin, showered, dc, go away rain, watched tv with sara, class, fml, egg sammich, nothing, the roommate, sleep
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