- collect calls to home to tell them that i realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone.
- at least pretend you didn't want to get caught.
- so is that what you call a getaway? tell me what you got away with cause i've seen more spine in jellyfish, i've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids. have another drink and drive yourself home, i hope there's ice on all the roads and you can think of me when you forget your seat belt and again when your head goes through the windshield.
- and all this empty space that you create does nothing for my flawless sense of style.
- it's 8:45. the weather is getting better by the hour, i hope it rains there all the time. and if you ever said you miss me then don't say you never lied.
- so call 911. i'm already dead but someone should be caught and held responsible for this bloody mess.
- we beat each other up just like we always do. when i'm talking to myself i'd always rather be talking to you.
- and i know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic, but when i say let's keep in touch i really mean i wish that you'd grow up. this is the first song for your mixtape, and it's short just like your temper, but somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool.
- become a recluse. and i blame myself because i make things hard and you're just trying to help.
- this is a lesson in procrastination. i kill myself because i'm so frustrated. and every single second that i put it off, means another lonely night i got to race the clock.
- i'm another day late and one year older, it's failure by design.
- i got no gas, i'm winding out my gears. this is one more day on the verge of tears. and now my head hurts, and my health is a joke.
- my phone bills stacked up by my bedside, with your picture, you're looking surprised. you're what makes New England so great.
- past the point of trying, i'm a dying breed. thank her for reminding me of all the things i've done completely wrong.
- it's my last semester, at least until next winter, but i'm sure that i'll be over this by then.
- i'm gonna stay eighteen forever, so we can stay like this forever.
- this whole situation is incredibly typical.
jan 14 2009 ∞
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