- i hope i never figure out who broke your heart and if i do, if i do, i'd spend all night losing sleep, i'd spend the night and i'd lose my mind.
- there's a war inside of me. do i cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song, do i push it down or let it run me right into the ground.
- there's nothing to live for when i'm sleeping alone, and i wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will bring you around.
- still, cause i don't want to move a thing in hopes that you'll fit right into me and all the things i don't want, they're full of love and longing.
- where do you go when you're in love and the whole world knows. how do you live so happily while i am sad and broken down. what do you say it's up for grabs now that you're on your way down.
- i know you're sad even though you say that you're not. i know you're scared even though you say that you're not.
- then there's you screaming say something.
- how can they ask why i feel so angry? do you see my problem if i never explain it?
- when your love lets you go you only want love more, even when love wasn't what you were looking for.
- break down plead your case i don't know what to say, i leave my heart all this pain and now i'm at it all again.
- i wake up exhausted, it's not morning, it's back to sleep to re-dream me. we're alone and we're happy but there you are, angry with me.
- i hated this city before you came here, so let go, and move on. we're strangers, we're not friends. i hate this, and i hate them.
- well, there's not a lot for you to give if you're giving in. and there's not a lot for you to feel if you're not feeling it.
- what i wanted most was to get myself all figured out. what i figured out was that i needed more time to figure you out.
- i miss you now, i guess, like i should've missed you then. i tell you now, i guess, like i should've told you then.
- i can't untangle what i feel and what would matter most. i can't close an eye and now there's just no point in reaching out for me in the dark.
- i imagine you and i was distant, non-existant. i followed suit and laid out on my back, imagine that. a million hours left to think of you and think of that.
- imagine me there, my heart asleep with no air begging "ocean please help me drown these memories"
- oh and i'm feeling directionless, yes, but that's to be expected, and i know that best.
- i feel like a fool so i'm going to stop troubling you. buried in my yard, a letter to send to you. and if i forget, or god forbid die too soon, hope that you'll hear me, know that i wrote to you.
- you lay awake in the night just staring at the ceiling above. pulling pieces of it out is such a waste of time. keep on fighting to remember that nothing is lost in the end when you burn burn burn your life down.
- i break my heart around this.
- i feel you in my heart and i don't even know you. i felt you in my life before i ever thought to.
- i'll hold this loss in my heart forever.
- but on the night i die i swear i'll sleep outside your window.
- everything i love, get back for me now. everyone i love, i need you now.
- so what, i lied. i lied to me, too. hold out for the ones you know will love you. hid out from the ones you know will love you.
- i won't regret saying this, this thing that i'm saying. is it better than keeping my mouth shut, that goes without saying. call, break it off. call, break my own heart. maybe i would've been something you'd be good at. maybe you would've been something i'd be good at. but now we'll never know. i won't be sad but in case i go there everyday, to make myself feel bad there's a chance i'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do. i won't be out long but i still think you're better if you take your time coming over here, i think that's for the best.
- i want a house on a beach and you in my dreams, i need water, yeah, and a love love love love
- well i've got more for the world than this. and i've got love that i need to give.
- well i don't think we have to be like this forever, is there more to life than love and being together?
- you went away cos you said you couldn't love me, and i went away cos all i do is love you
- this week or last week, i don't really care about it anymore
- i get so sad that sad gets to be. so scared that all my feelings, they up and leave me
- i am disappointed every morning that i wake up. and i am disappointed by the feeling of waking up next to you
- i hear noises in the darkness, i hear sadness in your voice. i hear noises in the darkness, i hear sadness inside you
- my health is failing me so i flip on the television and watch sad movies, and look for sad sick people like me
- and darling, it breaks my heart each time you
- every second i spend waiting, drags me closer to the grave. i'm not alone, i'm just on my own
- still, cause i don't want to move a thing in hopes that you'll fit right into me, and all the things i don't want they're full of love and longing
- box after box and you're still by my side, the weather is changing and breaking my stride
- i want the ocean right now
- four blocks, i should mention in a song if i want to get along with change, who doesn't want to change this?
- something's so sick about this, my misery's so addictive
- well i know what i want and what i want's right here with you
jan 15 2009 ∞
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