- it's a distance, it's a difference and you might call this a downfall.
- i told you thoughts that multiply, and i don't know how to let go. we've been here many times before, i am empty, when you leave me.
- said i'd move on and i'd leave it alone but before i walk out there is something that i need you to know.
- you were not there when i needed to say i hit the bottom so fast that my head was spinning around for days.
- said i'm okay but i know how to lie.
- i'm watching you love me, i'm watching you leaving me now.
- i wish i could be somebody else, i wish i could see you in myself. i wish there was something in side me to keep you beside me and say what you really feel, you know i need something that's real.
- but i know what you think of me. you had a breakthrough and now i'm just bad news for you.
- i should've told you everything, i should've told you everything, i should've told you everything.
- and i would explode just to save your life, yeah i would explode.
- i'm back in town and everything has changed. i feel let down but the faces stay the same. i see shadows of who we used to be and i drive these roads through this memory.
- i heard myself say things i take back. if i could retell and make these stories last, i see shadows of who you'll always be. i drive these roads made of memories.
- hello you, how was the rest? you made it through but never the less. i got you out on a wire, you be love and i'll be a liar.
- and even though you're next to me i still feel so alone, i just can't give you anything for you to call your own.
- i couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now. things that i was sure of they have filled me up with doubt.
- i know that i hurt you, things will never be the same. the only love i ever knew i threw it all away.
- here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you. you are my only one. i let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do.
- here i go so dishonestly, leave a note for you my only one. and i know you can see right through me, so let me go, and you will find someone.
- and i'm sure the view from heaven beats the hell out of mine here.
- sew this up with threads of reason and regret so i will not forget, i will not forget, how this felt one year six months ago, i know. i cannot forget. i cannot forget.
- i can tell that you don't know me anymore. it's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget.
jan 16 2009 ∞
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