since november ive been stuck in a serious rut. i've just been so miserable, disappointed, depressed, and desperate for attention. because none of these needs were tended, i've been extremely self destructive; mostly whilst in the kitchen, i.e. over eating, eating more than usual, emotional eating, drunk eating, and just overall temptation by all the delicious edibles i create. (i am an excellent cook, if i must say myself!) anyway, today i feel perkier than i have in months! it feels great. these are why:

• making plans
• dreaming about the future
• eating a delicious, enormous orange
• the sun is out today :)
• getting new job in a couple weeks
• wearing a cute plaid dress and white stockings..i feel so lolita ;)
• listening to bishop allen
• its almost tyme to go home :)
• im not miserable today!
• there's a cute boy on my mind ;P