wow its been a lonnnng tyme since i've made a list. boo! i wish i had nicer things to say today....

• keeping this new love interest, greg, around. and taking any necessary precautions to keep from ruining it.
• i hate waitressing
• i need to rip my latest dress apart and reassemble it
• i dont know what i want to do with my life
• greg has kind of turned my world upside down in that im realizing i need to get back on track i.e. getting my ass to grad school, being more focused with my future, being a good candidate for marriage.
• i fall in love too fast and i always end up with a broken heart.
• i hate when i have nothing to do..my mind becomes a cesspool of negativity and anxiety and i become very lazy....
• im really lacking motivation.
• i dont know what i want out of my life anymore.