• sucks

i like:

• jennifer's body

i don't like:

• buddhist temple tomorrow
• buddhist journals totaling 6 pages due tomorrow (have done about half a page)
• buddhist chart due tomorrow (havent started or even know what i am going to write)
• denison college meeting thursday
• denison interview thursday afternoon
• being lonely
• owing a lot of money
• no one getting anything
• feeling like i want to be lonely
• feeling like i used to feel all the time
• hating my mom
• the reason i hate my mom
• any food ever; i wish i didnt have to eat to live [i havent really eaten in almost 24 hours]
• book review due friday (havent finished the book; havent started the paper at all)
• feeling like a pile of shit and wanting to sleep forever
• my life
• everything
• fuck fuck fuck

i feel like jennifer check right now and i can't do anything to fix it.