Last year I set myself a new years resolution to go to 12 new places in 12 months! which I achieved + 3 more. It was such a satisfying achievement, in a year where I also had some difficult challenges. Here is what I did..

• January - Spain: (1) Granada.
• February - South Africa: (2) Durban, (3) St. Lucia.
• March - Spain: (4) Seville.
• April - (5) Singapore.
• May - United Kingdom:(6) Norfolk.
• June - United Kingdom: (7) Liverpool, (8) Amsterdam.
• July - United Kingdom: (9)Chester.
• August - NONE! I was unwell.
• September - Japan: (10) Tokyo, (11) Kyoto, (12) Okinawa.
• October - None.. still ill
• November - United Kingdom: (13) Norwich, (14) Hong Kong.

• Make a list.

• Speaking to someone who doesn't want to talk to me.
• My observations for my ASYE.
• A lot on my 'to do' list at work before I leave.
• Clearing out loads of stuff from my bedroom.
• Planning a lot of holidays.
• Saving dough.
• Planning my future.
• Made serious, difficult decisions for the betterment of my future.

• ✔ I will be a band 6 or maybe a band 7 by then.
• I might have a ring on my finger.
• I will be 29/30 years of age.
• I will be planning my first child (because I want to have one at about 30). I just realised I only have 5 years left before the baby plan starts to commence and that's really scary.
• I will have visited China.
• ✔ I will have visited Vegas and San Diego.
• I would like to have been to the Arctic/Atlantic, or have a firm plan for it by then. It would have to be prebaby. It costs like 5 grand. Ouch.
• ✔ I will be ready to put down a deposit on my first home if I have not done so already.
• ✔ I will have a hybrid-car.
• I will have trained to be a Practice Educator.

• Going out drinking.
• Losing weight.
• Meeting friends randomly for a random activity or just to hang out.
• Cooking.
• Replying to texts promptly.

• Reading Festival 2014.
• Go to Spain again.
• Throw out more of my unnecessary stuff.
• Organise my bedroom properly so I am not living in constant mess so much.
• Sign on to a Sign Language course so I can refresh my memory. Maybe volunteer or something in a class.
• Use my sign language DVD's, to help the memory thing.
• Go to Vegas for Becky's wedding.
• Have a permanent job.

• Hoover entire house.
• Clean my bathroom, including shower.
• Clean downstairs loo.
• change my bed sheets.
• Get in tesco delivery.
• Get car fixed.
• Send e-mail to uni tutor asking for character reference.

I will...

• Save a predetermined amount every month.
• Take Mum and Dad to the cinema and to the Toby Cavery at least once a month.
• Buy myself one Studio Ghibli DVD a month.

i DON'T THINK THAT:

• Madeline M's parents were innocent.
• Listography is meant to be as indepth as mine is.
• People realise how stupid it is to lie.
• I see my friends enough.
• People tell me enough secrets.
• Lost had a good ending.
• Any old disney movie should have a 'part 2'.
• Niamh updates her listography enough.
• People realise how hard it is to see the difference between 'were', 'where' and that other one I can't remember.
• People ask me to do things enough.

If you take away the 'that' at the top, it looks like I am saying the opposite.

• It turns out no one will love me because I can be happy for those around me.
• If I live and die alone, because I will always have my friends, family and my dog.
• If I can't have children because I would adopt or foster.
• If I couldn't get a good job, because I know I could do better someday.
• If I have no one to speak to, because I should be sleeping anyway.
• If I can't afford things, because I know I am fortunate as it is.
• If I lost all my friends or they decide they don't like me any more, because I will always be greatful for the times we had and always love them anyway.

I do not like that I:

• Do things on impulse.
• Can't stand up for myself.
• Feel so alone.
• Have no dignity.
• Have nothing to be proud of.
• More to the point, have no one to be proud of me.
• Don't have enough passion in my life.
• Am chicken.
• Am hard to love.

• Sex.
• Complaining.
• Holidays or future plan ideas.

• A good cup of tea.
• Cows, elephants, frogs, owls and fish.
• A nice fluffy blanket to cuddle up in.
• People doing thoughtful things for me.
• Foot rubs.
• Not having to wear a bra.
• My hair being touched.
• Eating favourite things.
• Watching favourite new tv programs.
• Recieving letters/notes/messages from people unepectedly.

• 'You were brave' award at the dentist.
• Chess Champion of Loughton Middle School.
• 2nd out of all the school districts for best painting contest. It was called 'Laughter of the setting sun' and still hangs in Bushey Academy's board room. Supposedly.

• Fresh not from concentrate orange juice.
• White warburtons bread.
• Flora light.
• Free-Range eggs.
• Oranges.
• Apples.
• Banana's.
• Soup: Heinz tomoato reduced salt.
• Soup: winter vegetable from random can't remember brand.
• Semi-skimmed milk.

• Areoplanes that are taking me on holiday.
• Bed.
• Cows.
• Dad.
• Elephants.
• Festivals.... and fish.
• Grammy.
• Ham talks.
• Irony.
• Jumpers.
• Katfish.
• Love.
• Mum.
• Neuofen.
• Opeum. I'm joking! - Owls.
• Pub drinks.
• Queen, The.
• Royal family stuff.
• Sims.
• Tea.

• Zandra Rhodes wellingtons. Will they ever exist?
• Cheap but genuine pandora beads.
• Gift ideas.
• Electrical appliances such as phone chargers, torches etc.
• Ideas for what to give a baby.

• Picking finger nails.
• Not washing hands after the loo.
• Not keeping teeth brushed.
• Waxy ears.
• Loud chewers, or chewing with mouth open ;s

• pokemon
• howel's moving castle's quote 'Howl ate my heart'.
• calcifer. 'I don't cook! I'm a scary and powerful fire demon!'
• the nightmare before christmas.
• love. i.e. martin and me.*'You love me. Real, or not real? Real' (which is also a Hunger Games quote).
• a cow.
• fish.
• frog.
• pig.
• MCR, perhaps a quote..
• 'What's the worst you take from every heart you break?'MCR
• 'I will wait for you if it takes forever.'
• 'This is a Horcrux'.
• 'You can't take a picture of this, it's already done'.

• Because i don't have a blu-ray, true say.
• shut up mum.
• Epic.
• Bitch.
• First world problems.

• My Grandma's house.
• Home.
• The Duke of York when my parent's owned it.
• My own new years party at my house.
• Martin's.
• David Savages' new years party.
• In bed with martin at my house.. Now I am old.
• The Bowling Ally - eve of 2013 to new years day 2014
• My bedroom with doggie, Marty and a chinese (2014 to 2015)

• Lobster, because thats meant to be the dish, right?
• Mcdonalds chips.
• Mcdonalds sweet and sour dip.
• Pepsi.
• Chinese King Prawn Curry.
• Chinese crispy beef, no chilli mate.
• Chinese egg fried rice.
• Ice Cream.
• Jades Brownies.
• Ham's Cookies.
• Emily's and my Mums Pancakes.
• Chloe and Becky's Chocolate Cake.
• Grandma's roast potatos.
• Apple sauce. For the roasties.
• Oranges.
• Kit-Kats with a cup of tea.
• Harvester salad.
• Biggles steak.

• Having to get up to turn on / off / pause / change channel on tv.
• Having to go to uni / placement / work.
• The end of a TV series I enjoy.
• My pen running out without any warning what so ever.

• Have a lie in and get up at 9am after a nice restful, peaceful nights sleep.
• Have my fav breakfast- toast and tea.
• Go back to bed.
• Watch films / programmes in bed.
• Do the above whilst playing Sims.
• Get my fav chinese from my fav takeaway, paid for by someone else.
• Go to bed at a reasonable time, and have a nice long peaceful sleep not dreading the next morning.
• Have regular cups of tea magically appear next to me.

Key Features:

• Not going to work / uni / placement.
• Not having to walk the dogs.
• Not doing any household chores such as washing, ironing, washing up, hoovering, tidying, cleaning surfaces.
• Not having to go and visit Grammy and not...

• Martin.
• My family.
• Seeing the girls.
• Talking online with Ham.
• Watching series' on my computer.
• Cuddles with my dog Saffron.
• The blanket, hat and gloves Emilt made me.
• The blanket my Grammy made me.
• My little elephant teddy.
• Pepsi.
• Tea.
• Oranges.
• My necklace.
• My earings.
• Being able to see clearly.
• How Kalm tablets make me feel. Even if it is a placebo.
• Finishing an assignment.
• The smell of strawberrys.
• My kindle.

• My phone wiping itself and then me realising I don't have an up to date back up.
• My mother when she does the 'yeah right' face.
• People that keep arguing with you even though they know inside that you are right and they are wrong.
• Noises whilst I am trying to sleep. Especially if it is neighbours being inconsiderate.
• People that abuse power.
• People that can't just be happy for me/someone else.
• People that really moan and say I don't see them enough, implying that it is on purpose and not because I have a busy life.
• When people know you are having fun doing something, are generally happy or are trying to relax and so deliberatly try and put you down or agrivate you.

• Bugs crawling all over me / in my bed.
• My old house.
• Fires.
• Placement.
• Uni essays.
• The dentist.
• Needing to pee & looking for a loo.
• People watching me use the loo and me trying not to let them see.
• The Queen.
• Trying to wake up and can't.
• Grandma dying and turning into a random object.
• Grandma getting totally better and running away so I have to go and look for her.
• That particular horrible person.
• People having accidents.
• People being murdered.
• People being torchered.
• Terrorists coming to get me.
• Being pregnant and not knowing about it.

• ✔ 1. Go to uni. - 2009-2012.
• ✔ 2. Get my first proper full time job. - St Albans CMHT.
• 3. Own my own flat.
• ✔ 4. Own my own house. Feb 2016
• 5. Get married.
• 6. Have offspring.
• ✔ 7. Go to America. - florida hol!
• ✔ 8. Have a massive family holiday somewhere good. florida hol!
• 9. See the 7 wonders of the world.
  • ✔ The Grand Canyon (June 2015).
  • The Great Barrier Reef
  • The Harbor at Rio de Janeiro
  • Mount Everist
  • ✔ Northern Lights (Iceland, Nov 2017).
  • Paricutin Volcano
  • Victoria Falls
• ✔ 10. Get level 1 & 2 Sign Language. - 2009-2011.

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• Weekend trips to Spain with the family. (pre April 2015)
• America (San Diego, Los Angelos, Vegas).
• Spain with friends
• Reading Festival
• Spain with mum
• Spain with Martin
• Wales with Martin

• A single duvet.
• A few single duvet covers.
• A lamp.
• A pic from home.
• Toiletries:
  • Toothbrush.
  • Toothpaste.
  • Shampoo.
  • Conditioner.
  • Face wash.
  • Face wipes.
  • Make up.
  • Contact lenses.
• Work clothes.
• Change of clothes for evening activities.
• My little TV.
• DVD box set of something to watch on the telly.

• A foldable travel bike.
• An iPhone watch. Not the latest one, I would like one when they do a second or third version- they will probably be better.
• A smart TV.
• ✔ A hybrid-car.
• ✔ A memory foam, Tempa mattress.
• A diamond bracelet.
• This list is getting more extravagant.

• Eating ice.
• Getting in and out of the paddling pool willy-nilly and then traipsing through the kitchen leaving water everywhere.
• Chewing the sofa arm.
• Raw chicken wings.
• Having her nose rubbed.
• Kisses on her nosey.
• Belly rubs. She will actually wander over and position her belly on your hand. Creepy or cute? who knows.
• Barking all f***ing morning.

• House.
• Big Love.
• Dexter.
• A really good one I forgot the name of but it's new.
• oh wow my brain has gone blank but I have gone through a lot of them this last 12 months.

• Biggles. All of their food.
• Peppercorn's beans and cheese baked potatoes.
• Domino's veggy supreme pizza with thin crispy base and added pineapple and olives and NO tomatoes.
• Cinnamon iced bun from Cosco's.
• Twinning's Mango and Strawberry tea.
• Pepsi Max.
• Chucky eggs.
• Muesli cereal. Oh oh and cornflakes. Both are good because they make me feel like I am being kinda healthy.

January

• ✔ New puppy to fall in love with :)
• ✔ Weekend away with M to Hayling Island to visit his Nana.
• Les Mis at cinema with parents!

February

• 'Puppetry of The Penis' at Watford Colosseum theatre with the gang.

March

• ✔ 'Romeo and Juliet' theatre with mum.
• ✔ 'Alices Adventures' at cinema with mum.
• ✔ Niamh is visiting Watford.

April

• ✔ Pink Concert at 02 with my sister.

June

• ✔ Spain! With mumma.
• ✔ Bon Jovi concert with my sister in Sunder...

There are certain things that have the ability to keep me up at night. These things are:

• The dentist.
• Hurting people.
• Losing people I love.
• People thinking I am stupid because I am dyslexic. This includes my bad spelling and handwriting.
• Thinking 'he' is in the area.
• Grandma.

These are some fears I have had to get over and be a grown up about but sometimes bother me:

• Being in fields.
• Teachers.
• Math problems.
• My 'time' secret.
• Having other people have contact if I don't like it.

• Drinking unlimited clean water when I want.
• Having unlimited hot water in my house and so showering when ever I want. Thank you Dad!

• When the Queen comes on TV.
• Singing in the car.
• Taking my bra off secretly and no one noticing.
• Using soap that smells amazing even after the shower is over.
• Having my dog sleep on me, but I complain about it a lot.
• If someone notices and likes my perfume or my necklace.

• All my family to be there.
• A photographer.
• A husband.

• Why haven't I made an emergency bag kit yet?
• What would I do if I won the lottery?

• Your smell.
• Your singing.
• Your laughter.
• When your mean to me.
• Your cooking.
• Your crocheting.
• Your stories.
• Cuddles.
• Watching our TV shows together.
• Your thoughtfulness.
• When you told me you loved me.

• An ensuite bathroom.

Thank you goodbye.

• Hairdressing.
• Teaching.
• Being president.
• Being Prince Henry's wife.
• Being the Queen's carer.
• An artist.
• An ice cream van driver.
• Train driver.
• Spa service tester.
• Food tester.
• Restaurant review critic.

• Making emo status' on Facebook.
• A bubble bath.
• A massage.
• Foot rub.
• Watching a favourite program.
• Staying in bed all day.
• Talking to people on Skype. Aka HAM.
• BBMing Katfish.
• Tea.

• Test wellies and tent for waterproofing before I go.
• Buy heatpacks in advance, not the last minute.
• Have at least 2 reliable torches ready.
• I will not use the little cooker and it is time I stopped carrying it with me to every festival.
• Finding methods of keeping your phone charged is essential.
• Fuzz will try and steal his sunglasses back, so I should probably not take them.
• Telling people personal information when drunk will only lead to tragic consequences.
• There is such a thing as too many noodles.
• The trolly is only good in good weather.
• If i'm going to take bug spray, I should use bug spray.
• There is no amount of 'dry shampoo' that ...

• I don't understand the essay, what do we have to do?
• What's your middle name?
• Are you coming out on _ ?
• What episode/season of __ are you on?
• Have you seen __ ?
• I thought you would wear that jumper.
• It's a really nice day, why are you still wearing those boots?
• How are you feeling today?
• How's grammy?
• You always have that with you.
• Is on the phone for you.
• Are you in placement tomorrow?
• How's the work going?

• This madness will come to an end, and soon.
• It will be worth it in the end.
• You will be really glad you did this afterwards.
• You will regret it for the rest of your life if you don't get to the afterwards.
• All the things i've planned for summer.
• Reward ideas for making it to the end.

• People chewing with their mouth open.
• The feeling of felt when it rubs the wrong way on your skin.
• People coughing on you.
• People breathing on you whilst they are talking.
• People picking.

:-Z

In the event of a power cut or you have to go away suddenly, you will wish that you had..

• Kept your laptop, phone and kindle fully charged.
• Knew where your chargers and new batteries were.
• Had candles, matches and torches and knew where they were.
• Had cleared your bed this morning so that you could get in it easily when you can't see.
• Not left that assignment to the last minute.

• Santa turning out to be mother.
• The tooth fairy not accepting stolen teeth.
• The older children monoplolising the swings.
• Not being bought batteries for my walkie talkie.
• Foster children stealing, breaking, destroying my things.
• Being made to eat brustle sprouts.
• Realising Grandmother asking me if I 'would like to see God' was actually her giving me a death threat.
• The death of my goldfish, Henrietta.
• Reception.
• Primary school buillies.
• The things the foster children did.
• Discovering the use of a moo.
• Walking in on my father naked.
• My mother insisting she would use the toilet every single time I was in the bath.

• Learn every language.
• Pop out a baby.
• Travel the world.
• Become an artist.
• Build a house.

• Getting into an unmade bed.
• Washing my clothes at appropriate times.
• Sharing my lemon cake.
• Making cups of tea for others.
• People not making tea for me even though they made tea for themselves.
• People not texting me back when I want them to.
• Getting up in the morning without pushing 'snooze'.
• Knowing when it is time to go to sleep.
• Telling myself 'no'.
• Leaving spots alone.
• The dentist.

• ✔ Write a dissertation.
• ✔ Finish Level 3 Placement.
• ✔ Finish Uni.
• ✔ See my sister lots.
• ✔ Ladies festival with the famo & Martin.
• ✔ Scotland with Katfish.
• ✔ Spain with Mother, and then with Katfish.
• ✔ Florida with the fam.
• Caravan holiday with ma.
• ✔ Reading 2012 festival.
• Spain with Martin.
• ✔ Finish my degree.
• ✔ Visit Martins Nan in Hayling Island.
• Tidy my room.
• Wash my car.
• Hoover my car.
• Have a whole week just playing sims.
• Do something good for Martin & my 7 year anni.

I've been watching 'Lost', and if I was stranded on that Island I would want my own..

• Bag (Because there is no way i'd leave my goodies unattended lol).
• My eye glasses.
• Bottle (for water).
• Knife.
• String.
• Hair brush.
• Hair ties. A few.
• Blanket. Preferably a nice big hefty one.
• Rain mack.
• Sun hat.
• Toothbrush.
• Toothfloss.
• Razor.
• Bonjela!
• Painkillers.
• Nailclippers!

• colour : Red and Green
• movie : Howel's Moving Castle
• tv show : Vampire Diaries
• season : Summer
• day of the week : Friday
• month : December
• animal : Doggys :)
• holiday : Christmas
• book : The Host
• author : J.K Rowling
• song : Helena by MCR
• band : My Chemical Romance
• singer : Lady GaGa
• album : The Black Parade by MCR
• actor : I find it really hard to remember names :(
• actress : see above lol
• restaurant : I dont actually remember the name of the resturant but its a chinese resturant in bushey lol. its a long name and is chinese, I think!

• January - None.
• February - Spain: Malaga.
• March - Spain: Granada.
• April - Italy: Rome.
• May - USA: Florida: Orlando & Miami.
• June - France: Le Mans.
• July - USA: New York.
• August - United Kingdom: Liverpool & Devon.
• September - France: Disneyland Paris & United Kingdom: Norfolk.
• October - ?
• November - ?
• December - ?

• Another game cube controller
• Pikmin 2 and 3

✔️ Dixit Board Game

• Somewhere to play my GameCube again

• Left St. Albans CMHT.
• Joined Bedford East CMHT.
• Reading Festival 2014.
• Egypt with Martin :-)

• Wednesday 17th September: Leaving: "The No Big Deal Meal".
• Thursday 18th September: Coffee after work with The Gang.
• Tuesday 23rd September: Luton with Ben for HR documents.
• Wednesday 24th September: Lasagne with Kris, Ben & Martin.
• Thursday 25th September: So busy, no time for talking.
• Friday 26th September: fantastic fun filled friends and food.
• Saturday 27th September: Cleaning has become my life now.
• Sunday 28th September: Fuck this! Kidding, need to pass.
• Monday 29th September: Assessment great, still loads to do.
• Tuesday 30th September: Last day at Edinburgh House forever.
• Wednesday 1st October: Lazy day with my mummy, yay!
• Thursday 2nd October:

• 2 days off work that I get paid for.
• Those 2 days are next to the weekend this year and so it will be a 4 day weekend.
• Spending quality time with my parents.
• Having the gang Xmas celebration.
• That feeling of fresh bed sheets, fav pjs etc for Christmas.
• Hoping for lamb.
• Buying some bits for the fam (but not the money spending part lol).

• Where my confidence has gone.
• Why some people are quite harsh.
• Why I can not seem to know what I want with anything.
• How one day it is sunny and the next it rains hard but it is still warm. How do I dress?
• What other stuff I could get rid of in my room to feel like I have cut down on the amount of stuff I have.
• What my dog is barking about at 7:30am when she has been walked and fed. Why won't she shut up?
• What makes some apples green and some apples red and some apples a combination of the two.
• Why I own a DVD player when I have not ever used it.
• Why HD DVD's never took off. I bought the DVD player and everything then they disappeared.

• Terms and conditions that make you say you have read and agreed before you can move on with doing something.
• Cards, for people when you see them a lot. Cards should be for when you don't see people a lot or have something important to say. I would rather be given a balloon, or a pair of socks, or something for the same price.
• Rectangular DVD cases. Dvd's are so much smaller than the boxes. I get why they can't be round, but why not square? Why are they soooo wide as well.
• Non-recyclable plastics.
• When people with painted nails have one nail painted a different colour.

“The way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost.” ― G. K. Chesterton

• “It’s a funny thing coming home. Nothing changes. Everything looks the same, feels the same, even smells the same. You realize what’s changed is you.” - Eric Roth
• "Being with you and not being with you is the only way I have to measure time." - Jorge Luis Borges
• "There’s a loneliness that only exists in one’s mind. The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly." - F. Scott Fitzgerald
• “I am thankful to all those who said NO to me. It's because of them I did it myself.” ― Albert Einstein
• "We can easily forgive a child who is afr...

• Go to the pub.
• Go on Skype.
• Meet up with friends.
• Go to the harvester.
• Travel.
• Go walking.
• Reply to texts.
• Phone people.

• I have a lot of love to give.
• I like caring about people.
• I like being a part of peoples lives, and having them a part of mine.
• You learn a lot about yourself when you meet someone new, because you have to try and tell them who you are. To tell someone who you are, you must first realise things about yourself. It gives you opportunity to change, or to apprechiate different things.
• I love falling in love with friendships, and peoples personalities.

Things that I sometimes let get out of control:

• Showering too much.
• Not eating or drinking enough.
• Watching TV all day and night.
• Blurting out things that are inappropriate or awkward in conversation.
• Being lazy.

• He is a good cuddler.
• He does not get mad when I do something inconvienet or annoying like keep him up all night when he has work next day.
• He enjoys similar tv shows to me that other people find boring, like 'Come Dine With Me'.
• He let's me say the 'c' word.
• I can occupy the blanket.
• He will travel to my house to stay over, even if he has work next day.

Boys:

• Calcifer.
• Reuben.

Girls:

• Ellenore
• Emily
• Pandora.

• Cow.
• Witch.
• Overy.
• Flamingo.
• Dead doll, which in fact ended up with me wandering around in a night slip.
• Bee.
• Fairy.
• School girl.
• Smirf.
• A boy.

• Space has no end.
• Soul mates.
• What triggers my IBS.
• What the deal is with the afterlife.

• India.
• Africa.
• China.

• What is the deal with cockroaches?

• My notebook (mini laptop).
• My pandora and troll bracelet.
• My earings and necklace.
• My rucksack that actually is ripped now so I can't use it any more but I still have it to look at because I love it so.
• My KINDLE. Baby <3
• My car. Where would I be without her?

• SATS, GCSE'S, A-Levels, and now, potentially, my degree.
• First period.

In the event of a fire, flood, natural disaster, your house becomes unstable, you have to leave your house in the middle of the night or suddenly for any reason what so ever for a long time, and you had the time to grab a bag, you are going to wish you had..

• A sturdy rucksack with the following in it:
• Copies or originals of your birth cirtificate, driving licence, passport, insurancce documents, membership information, work details, car documents and your address book.
• A torch with batteries.
• A memory stick with your beloved documents, photos, art work, educational work documents or information, letters etc on.
• A change of clothes.
• A pair of pjs.
• A pair of shoes.

• Have a career.
• Have my own accomodation which I hopefully will own.
• Possibly have an offspring.
• Have done lots of amazing holidays and have lots more planned.
• Have done or be soon to be doing the zero gravity plane.

January 2012.

• Spending time with my family.
• Seeing my cousin Glenda.
• Discovering 'Lost' was available as part of your package on Lovefilm.
• Seeing more Vampire Diaries.
• Finding Listography.
• Deciding to go to Scotland with Katfish.
• My mother and my brother making up.
• Going to mcdonalds with Bex and Emilt.
• Finishing my Adults assignment.
• Working out my leave notice.

• Working hard.
• Personal care for other people.

• Lived with Danni.
• 2nd Year placement with The Princes Trust.
• Started a care worker part-time job.
• SPA in London with Becky, Jad & their ma's & my ma.
• Finished year 2 of uni.
• Finished level 2 of BSL.
• Moved home.
• Glaso 2011 festival.
• Spain with Da & sis.
• Hayling Island with Martin to visit his Nan.
• London Zoo with Martin.
• Reading 2011 festival.
• Spain with mother, then with Katfish.
• Started year 3 of uni.
• Road trip with the girls to visit Jad in Leeds.
• Got the train to Newcastle to visit sis.
• Spain with Martin for our 6 year annivers...

Things I Love To Do When I Should Be Doing More Constructive Things

• Watch a film in the bath.
• Play Travian
• Make lists.
• Plan gifts.
• Plan holidays.
• Plan to save money.
• Play Sims.
• Watch series programmes.
• Drink tea.
• Day dream(see 'weird things I daydream about..')
• Google random questions / topics.
• BBM Katfish.
• Shop.
• Eat.
• Sleep for long periods of time.
• Nap.
• Read books that are not for any purpose.
• Listen to talk-books.

• What I would buy if I'd been in a fire and lost everything. :-|
• How can I prepare for a fire? I.e escape plan, storing my photos/documents on a usb or pc at someone else's house etc.
• What I would pack if I had to leave my house from, a flood or something lol, and could only take one bag.
• If I had to run away what I would pack.
• If I had the ability to stop time (and not age of course! haha) what I would do right now.
• If I suddenly found out I was pregnant and giving birth in the next like, month, what would I do? lol. What plans might I have to put in place? What would change in my life?
• If the world really did end this year, would I be satisfied with the life I've led? If not, why not?
• If I had an accident, and broke my legs o...