currently obsessed

• psychopharmacology / pharmacodynamics - #BigPharma #drugsarecool
  • dissociatives
  • sedative-hypnotics
  • antidepressants

interests as a FanTM, these do be occupying my brain. need more friends who are into these

• sleep and dreams
• abnormal psychology
• sea creatures
  • esp sunfish
• my music and movies
• mushrooms
• Skyrim
• evil ?? like the whole concept of it

casual interests very cool but I don't know enough about them

• Wikipedia
• special.fish
• Marxists Internet Archive
• Erowid
• Scholarpedia
• tvtropes
• scaruffi

• chicken shawarma
• pear buckle
• beef bulgogi
• shrimp Mac n cheese https://www.recipetineats.com/shrimp-mac...
• chickpea coconut curry https://jessicainthekitchen.com/coconut-...
• sesame noodles https://www.chinasichuanfood.com/sesame-...
• sweet potatos https://minimalistbaker.com/mediterranea...
• seitan https://www.connoisseurusveg.com/how-to-...
• smashed potatos https://www.recipetineats.com/crispy-sma...
• lemon pasta
• Thai red curry
• celery + bean curd
• air fryer tofu
• creamy bean https://minimalistbaker.com/creamy-itali...
• black bean burger
• aloo curry https://www.recipetineats.com/easy-chick...
• garlic mushroom https://www.recipetineats.com/panko-herb...
• apple cinnamon roll
• zhajiangmian
• veggie lentil mix
• Thai green curry https://www.recipetineats.com/thai-green...

family friendly

• The Little Prince
• The Secret of NIMH
• The Aristocats
• Ben-Hur
• Big Fish and Begonia
• Princess Mononoke
• Howl's Moving Castle

cluster 1

• Ghost in the Shell (1995)
• Vanilla Sky
• Blade Runner
• Inception
• Akira
• 2001: A Space Odyssey
• Requiem for a Dream

cluster 2

• Borat
• Trainspotting

• gospel of Thomas
• book of Judas

all time favorites

• Vespertine - Björk
• Homogenic - Björk
• Trash Island - Drain Gang
• Hundred Acre Wrist - Sematary & Ghost Mountain
• Blue Neighborhood - Troye Sivan
• Draining Love Story - Sewerslvt
• Three Love Songs - Ricky Eat Acid

to-listen

• Honky Chateau - Elton John
• Philharmony

2024

• Life in Hell - Lancey Foux | All Night Long
• The Spiritual Meat Grinder - Zheani | Growing Pains
• Nymph - Shygirl | Honey
• Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust.. - David Bowie | Moonage Daydream

currently reading

• JoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Steel Ball Run
• The Left Hand of Darkness
• Why Zebras Don't Get Ulcers

on hold

• Simulacra and Simulation
• Anti-Oedipus
• The Sandman (Vertigo)
• Robot Dreams

to read

• Dune
• Hyperion
• Giovanni's Room
• The Wasp Factory
• On the Origin of Species
• One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
• The Princess Bride
• Freedom from the Known
• Ascent of Mount Carmel

2019

• Spirited Away
• Interstellar
• Monty Python and the Holy Grail
• The Holy Mountain
• JoJo Rabbit
• Terminator

2020

• The Count of Monte Cristo
• Teen Wolf
• The Fellowship of the Rings
• Good Sam
• The Matrix
• Out of Shadows
• John Wick
• John Wick II
• John Wick III - Parabellum
• KiKi's Delivery Service
• The Corpse Bride

2021

currently watching

• Dark
• Neon Genesis Evangelion

on hold lol

• Trigun
• Doctor Who

to-watch

• Cowboy Bebop
• JJBA Stone Ocean
• Hannibal

watched

• Better Call Saul
• Breaking Bad
• The Boondocks
• JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
• Xavier Renegade Angel
• Serial Experiments Lain

• falling leaves
• hiking Old Rag

• finding mushrooms after rain
• freedom to buy things
• healing from trauma
• the labb
• metrorail
• FKA Twigs

• June ?: NLDW fingers 9liv gaming waterpark
• July 1: cloudy 10:30 parasol suits dad Escher stairs chargers anxiety prosopagnosia coach dusk timeskip amphetamine police hatecrimed playroom galaxy bus
• July 4: stupid wp
• July 6: couch paralysis
• July 11: orca birth lion phone
• July 12: DV bully bus puzzle horror Appalachian rain Nas bikini juice afterimage
• July 13: chemistry failure wood oof brother
• July 15: mushroom geese skateboard meady solar
• July 16: class failure guitar babysitter airport Guevara
• July 17: church bus trans night Walter robot survivor wp
• July 18: ADHD Lacy gay desert swan toilet tundra

• bus - 23
• church / temple - 17
• L/G/B/T - 15
• school / class / professor - 14
• stairs - 13
• car / drive / highway - 13
• brother / sister / siblings - 11
• cuddle - 10
• children - 10
• ocean / water - 10
• orgo / chem - 9
• weed / high - 9
• teeth - 9
• dog / puppy - 8
• Walter / Jesse - 8
• failure - 7
• fish - 6
• toilet - 6
• Skyrim - 6

artists

• Hajime Sorayama
• H.R. Giger
• M.C. Escher
• Louis Wain
• Iris van Herpen
• John William Waterhouse
• Warner Sallman
• Peter Gronquist
• Ivan Aizanovsky
• Gojin Ishihara
• Klaus Haapaniemi
• SalviaDroid
• scpkid
• Thomas Rousseau

paintings

• Tetanus - Sir Charles Bell
• Springtime - Pierre Auguste Cot
• Sky Turtle - Yuko Kondo
• Corpus Hypercubus - Salvador Dali