currently obsessed

  • psychopharmacology / pharmacodynamics - #BigPharma #drugsarecool
    • dissociatives
    • sedative-hypnotics
    • antidepressants

interests as a FanTM, these do be occupying my brain. need more friends who are into these

  • sleep and dreams
  • abnormal psychology
  • sea creatures
    • esp sunfish
  • my music and movies
  • mushrooms
  • Skyrim
  • evil ?? like the whole concept of it

casual interests very cool but I don't know enough about them

jun 14 2022 ∞
jul 28 2024 +
  • Wikipedia
  • special.fish
  • Marxists Internet Archive
  • Erowid
  • Scholarpedia
  • tvtropes
  • scaruffi
may 28 2022 ∞
sep 15 2024 +
jan 22 2024 ∞
oct 5 2024 +

family friendly

  • The Little Prince
  • The Secret of NIMH
  • The Aristocats
  • Ben-Hur
  • Big Fish and Begonia
  • Princess Mononoke
  • Howl's Moving Castle

cluster 1

  • Ghost in the Shell (1995)
  • Vanilla Sky
  • Blade Runner
  • Inception
  • Akira
  • 2001: A Space Odyssey
  • Requiem for a Dream

cluster 2

  • Borat
  • Trainspotting
sep 1 2022 ∞
oct 12 2024 +
  • gospel of Thomas
  • book of Judas
aug 3 2024 ∞
nov 4 2024 +

all time favorites

  • Vespertine - Björk
  • Homogenic - Björk
  • Trash Island - Drain Gang
  • Hundred Acre Wrist - Sematary & Ghost Mountain
  • Blue Neighborhood - Troye Sivan
  • Draining Love Story - Sewerslvt
  • Three Love Songs - Ricky Eat Acid

to-listen

  • Honky Chateau - Elton John
  • Philharmony

2024

  • Life in Hell - Lancey Foux | All Night Long
  • The Spiritual Meat Grinder - Zheani | Growing Pains
  • Nymph - Shygirl | Honey
  • Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust.. - David Bowie | Moonage Daydream
dec 21 2023 ∞
dec 12 2024 +

currently reading

  • JoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Steel Ball Run
  • The Left Hand of Darkness
  • Why Zebras Don't Get Ulcers

on hold

  • Simulacra and Simulation
  • Anti-Oedipus
  • The Sandman (Vertigo)
  • Robot Dreams

to read

  • Dune
  • Hyperion
  • Giovanni's Room
  • The Wasp Factory
  • On the Origin of Species
  • One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
  • The Princess Bride
  • Freedom from the Known
  • Ascent of Mount Carmel
dec 4 2021 ∞
nov 4 2024 +

2019

  • Spirited Away
  • Interstellar
  • Monty Python and the Holy Grail
  • The Holy Mountain
  • JoJo Rabbit
  • Terminator

2020

  • The Count of Monte Cristo
  • Teen Wolf
  • The Fellowship of the Rings
  • Good Sam
  • The Matrix
  • Out of Shadows
  • John Wick
  • John Wick II
  • John Wick III - Parabellum
  • KiKi's Delivery Service
  • The Corpse Bride

2021

nov 4 2021 ∞
oct 12 2024 +

currently watching

  • Dark
  • Neon Genesis Evangelion

on hold lol

  • Trigun
  • Doctor Who

to-watch

  • Cowboy Bebop
  • JJBA Stone Ocean
  • Hannibal

watched

  • Better Call Saul
  • Breaking Bad
  • The Boondocks
  • JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
  • Xavier Renegade Angel
  • Serial Experiments Lain
jan 11 2022 ∞
nov 4 2024 +
  • falling leaves
  • hiking Old Rag
  • starting therapy
  • stargazing
  • my most social era
oct 24 2024 ∞
nov 18 2024 +
  • finding mushrooms after rain
  • freedom to buy things
  • healing from trauma
  • the labb
  • metrorail
  • FKA Twigs
  • day at the art museum
oct 5 2024 ∞
nov 18 2024 +
  • June ?: NLDW fingers 9liv gaming waterpark
  • July 1: cloudy 10:30 parasol suits dad Escher stairs chargers anxiety prosopagnosia coach dusk timeskip amphetamine police hatecrimed playroom galaxy bus
  • July 4: stupid wp
  • July 6: couch paralysis
  • July 11: orca birth lion phone
  • July 12: DV bully bus puzzle horror Appalachian rain Nas bikini juice afterimage
  • July 13: chemistry failure wood oof brother
  • July 15: mushroom geese skateboard meady solar
  • July 16: class failure guitar babysitter airport Guevara
  • July 17: church bus trans night Walter robot survivor wp
  • July 18: ADHD Lacy gay desert swan toilet tundra
jul 3 2022 ∞
dec 17 2024 +
  • bus - 23
  • church / temple - 17
  • L/G/B/T - 15
  • school / class / professor - 14
  • stairs - 13
  • car / drive / highway - 13
  • brother / sister / siblings - 11
  • cuddle - 10
  • children - 10
  • ocean / water - 10
  • orgo / chem - 9
  • weed / high - 9
  • teeth - 9
  • dog / puppy - 8
  • Walter / Jesse - 8
  • failure - 7
  • fish - 6
  • toilet - 6
  • Skyrim - 6
nov 2 2023 ∞
jan 22 2024 +

artists

  • Hajime Sorayama
  • H.R. Giger
  • M.C. Escher
  • Louis Wain
  • Iris van Herpen
  • John William Waterhouse
  • Warner Sallman
  • Peter Gronquist
  • Ivan Aizanovsky
  • Gojin Ishihara
  • Klaus Haapaniemi
  • SalviaDroid
  • scpkid
  • Thomas Rousseau

paintings

  • Tetanus - Sir Charles Bell
  • Springtime - Pierre Auguste Cot
  • Sky Turtle - Yuko Kondo
  • Corpus Hypercubus - Salvador Dali
nov 15 2021 ∞
may 10 2023 +