career

  • attend July conference - n
  • accomplish surgery - y
  • determine which graduate programs to apply to - almost
  • present poster
  • paper authorship -
  • have my own project in lab -

self

  • be able to run 5k - n
  • save up $10k - n (health insurance is fucking me)
  • 50 Chinese characters per week - n
  • CTL volunteer 4 hours per week - n
  • journal 1 or more page per week - y
  • become kino - 1 movie per week - y
  • establish gym routine - 2+ times per week - y
  • finish 1 or more book per month - y
  • visit 10+ museums - y
jan 4 2025 ∞
aug 23 2025 +

stuff

  • drawing tablet
  • new laptop
  • camera
  • bike
  • skateboard

accomplished

  • binoculars
  • rats
  • Necronomicon - H.R. Giger
  • plant (basil)
jan 11 2022 ∞
aug 23 2025 +

the most of important

  • be mentally healthy
  • have lifelong friends
  • express myself free of anxiety

I'm stuff

  • make long Furby (garfurby)
  • go to a historic protest
  • visit ghost towns
  • go to worship services across diverse religions
  • make a viral meme / photo / art
  • go surfing
  • go to a rave
  • swim with sharks
  • swim with dolphins
  • coast to coast road trip with friends

long term

  • live in a super metropolitan place and a super rural place
sep 11 2022 ∞
aug 23 2025 +

July 25

  • Nicole Dollanganger
  • Ichi the Killer

May 25

  • autism

Apr 25

  • cannabis
  • movies esp Midnight Cowboy

Nov 24-Jan 25

  • rats

Sep 24-Nov 24

  • mushrooms

Apr 24

  • gnosticism
  • animal crossing

July 23 - mid 24

nov 17 2022 ∞
jul 25 2025 +
  • I am a dreamer – I have so little real life that I look upon such moments as this now, as so rare, that I cannot help going over such moment again in my dreams. - Dostoevsky
  • You'll be given love. You'll be taken care of... You have to trust it. Maybe not from the sources you have poured yours, maybe not from the directions you are staring at - all is full of love, all around you. You just ain't receiving. Your phone is off the hook, your doors are all shut. All is full of love. - Bjork
  • Man was born free, and everywhere he is in chains. - Rousseau
  • A poet is a liar who speaks the truth. - Jean Cocteau
  • Once upon a time, I dreamt I was a butterfly... now I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly, dreaming I a...
jan 16 2022 ∞
jun 5 2024 +