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  • save up 10k
  • research paper
  • research conference
  • sleep treatment
  • top surgery
  • full-time social transition gender
  • hookup
  • be closer with friends/family
  • quit Reddit, social media, browser games
  • spend more time offline

year of art

  • learn 20+ guitar chords

exercise

  • run every week
  • climb a 5.11+
  • run a 10k
  • do 6 pullups
  • bench BW
jan 4 2026 ∞
jan 11 2026 +

the most of important

  • be mentally healthy
  • have lifelong friends
  • express myself free of anxiety

I'm stuff

  • make long Furby (garfurby)
  • go to a historic protest
  • visit ghost towns
  • go to worship services across diverse religions
  • make a viral meme / photo / art
  • go surfing
  • go to a rave
  • swim with sharks
  • swim with dolphins
  • coast to coast road trip with friends

long term

  • live in a super metropolitan place and a super rural place
sep 11 2022 ∞
jan 1 2026 +

July 25

  • Nicole Dollanganger
  • Ichi the Killer

May 25

  • autism

Apr 25

  • cannabis
  • movies esp Midnight Cowboy

Nov 24-Jan 25

  • rats

Sep 24-Nov 24

  • mushrooms

Apr 24

  • gnosticism
  • animal crossing

July 23 - mid 24

nov 17 2022 ∞
jul 25 2025 +
  • I am a dreamer – I have so little real life that I look upon such moments as this now, as so rare, that I cannot help going over such moment again in my dreams. - Dostoevsky
  • You'll be given love. You'll be taken care of... You have to trust it. Maybe not from the sources you have poured yours, maybe not from the directions you are staring at - all is full of love, all around you. You just ain't receiving. Your phone is off the hook, your doors are all shut. All is full of love. - Bjork
  • Man was born free, and everywhere he is in chains. - Rousseau
  • A poet is a liar who speaks the truth. - Jean Cocteau
  • Once upon a time, I dreamt I was a butterfly... now I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly, dreaming I a...
jan 16 2022 ∞
jan 1 2026 +