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  • save up 10k - done
  • research paper - done
  • research conference - done
  • sleep treatment
  • top surgery - done
  • full-time social transition gender
  • be closer with friends/family
  • spend more time offline

year of art

  • learn 20+ guitar chords

exercise

  • run every week
  • run a 5k
  • do 6 pullups
  • bench BW
  • swim again
  • learn skateboard

continuation

jan 4 2026 ∞
jul 1 2026 +

the most of important

  • be mentally healthy
  • have lifelong friends
  • express myself free of anxiety

I'm stuff

  • make long Furby (garfurby)
  • go to a historic protest
  • visit ghost towns
  • go to worship services across diverse religions
  • make a viral meme / photo / art
  • go surfing
  • go to a rave
  • swim with sharks
  • swim with dolphins
  • coast to coast road trip with friends

long term

  • live in a super metropolitan place and a super rural place
sep 11 2022 ∞
jan 1 2026 +

July 25

  • Nicole Dollanganger
  • Ichi the Killer

May 25

  • autism

Apr 25

  • cannabis
  • movies esp Midnight Cowboy

Nov 24-Jan 25

  • rats

Sep 24-Nov 24

  • mushrooms

Apr 24

  • gnosticism
  • animal crossing

July 23 - mid 24

nov 17 2022 ∞
jul 25 2025 +
  • I am a dreamer – I have so little real life that I look upon such moments as this now, as so rare, that I cannot help going over such moment again in my dreams. - Dostoevsky
  • Man was born free, and everywhere he is in chains. - Rousseau
  • A poet is a liar who speaks the truth. - Jean Cocteau
  • Once upon a time, I dreamt I was a butterfly... now I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly, dreaming I am a man. - Zhuangzi
  • you only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves - Mary Oliver
  • Music is enough for a lifetime but a lifetime is not enough for music - Sergei Rachmaninoff
  • Moments of clarity are so rare, I better ...
jan 16 2022 ∞
jul 1 2026 +