- I live in probably the most dysfunctional household EVER. I can’t even begin to describe to my friends what it’s like to live in this house, with my family. It’s awful, and yet I can’t really do anything about it slash moving out.
- Number 1 being said, I have always been independent. For as long as I can remember, I’ve never relied on anybody for anything. I do everything by myself. My parents don’t do anything for me, or with me. I’ve always looked after myself without their help. So it’s kind of awkward when people ask to talk to my parents. I actually hate it. I’ve always been in control of my life. Not them. (that’s mostly directed to parent/teacher interviews at school)
- I bet everyone says this, but I really do not like looking like everyone else. It disgusts me. Where is the individuality!!
- It almost killed me when I found out the Stars show in January was over 18s. So I Youtubed a lot of their live videos. It’s not the same though.
- I have an inability to cook (so i use the microwave a lot) and i can never put make up on. I really don’t know how people can wear so much make up. It kind of freaks me out. Besides I like clean skin, and flaws are attractive.
- I have chronic OCD. It pisses me off. I have to make sure everything is ‘perfect’, and I check things over and over again. I count things a lot. I clean a lot. I don’t like people touching my stuff or borrowing my stuff. I organise myself almost 24/7. It’s frustrating and taking over my life. I’ve been like this since I was seven, and i’ve tried to stop, but it doesn’t work.
- Even though there’s many vegan substitutes for meat out there, I still find it a bit strange, so I live purely off Fruit and Vegetables. Sometimes bread/corn thins. And I get really sick of people who tell me that’s impossible or who are really rude about it…
- I am HELL BENT on travelling the world. First stop being England. My family have tried to brainwash me into not wanting to go anywhere outside of Australia without them. Pfft, whatever. I’m leaving! I don’t care if I have to live off cardboard. Anything just to experience the world… (anyone who wants to come with me, just let me know ^.^)
- I have noticed that I use these ‘emoticons’ a lot: ^.^ , :) , :( , :’( , :P , :D , :O it pisses me off when i use them so much. cause really, I use them quite a bit. And I also use the ellipses (…) quite a bit too.
- I don’t like eating in front of people. I think I have strange eating habits. I feel really weird eating in front of people. But I’m okay with eating in front of people I trust. They know who they are.
- I really would love to dedicate my life to helping people, and be some kind of doctor or surgeon. I’m really interested in the way people/things work. At the same time, I secretly want to be a film director. I just love cameras.
- I love to read. Absolutely lovvveeeee it. I like letting my imagination take me to wherever it may lead. And reading does that a lot. I also love people who read. And people who share the same taste in literature as me. Sometimes, I strongly dislike people who don’t read… (but everyone on Tumblr reads quite a bit, so I love Tumblr people)
- I always freak out about school because it’s the only thing I’ve ever been good at. And I used to be so studious up until the beginning of 2008. It really disappoints me how I’m slacking off now. I used to work really hard. I really need to get back into that routine. Especially in the last year of high school. To find out that I didn’t achieve my full potential would absolutely shatter me and kill me. I don’t even want to think about it. The idea of being completely independent is exciting though, but the future scares me quite a bit. I’ve accepted my fails, but I’m not fond of the idea of a failed/unsuccessful future.
- I drink extremely vast amounts of tea. I’m immune to the caffeine contained in it. I can’t go through a morning without tea. In fact, I think I may drink some tea now. :)
- I was prescribed reading glasses when I was younger. But I never wore them cause I didn’t think I needed them. And really I don’t need them. Last year, I was prescribed them again, I didn’t wear the glasses. I refuse to, because I can see and read fine. Besides, wearing those glasses gives me headaches.
- Generally I’m a pretty bubbly person who thinks pretty negative of myself most of the time. That’s a paradox, but if you have met me in reality, then you’d understand. I try really hard to be cheerful all the time. I wish I was more outgoing. I’m a bit socially retarded, and I find myself awkward in most social situations. Which is probably why I don’t really go out that much.
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