I can't just tell you to be strong no matter what, but within those struggles, even just a little, please try to find things that make you happy.

——— january

• never-ending rainy days, rewatched ponyo, went out for dinner, finished single's inferno, cherry bonbon, blessed-cursed, my suitcase broke, working from home, coffee date with my friend, got my last wisdom tooth pulled out, euphoria with thalita, went back to são paulo, got my third dose of the vaccine, watched all of us are dead with my parents, made sweet & spicy fried chicken

——— february

• online shopping, anxious, couldn't sleep, mexican food night, wolo (wonpil solo), winter olympics, lamen with my friend, modern love made me cry, noite na paulista, dia no centro, had too much candy, massage, pachinko, coffee date with friends, i miss day6 so much

——— march

• the weather is too hot, obssessed with 2521 and na heedo, anxious again, won a prize draw, lost my transportation and university cards i wanna d1e, watched turning red, my dad's birthday, i hate being an adult, got a new transportation card, moved out, a new semester begins, went to uni in person for the first time in two years, fila gigante do circular e do bandejão, tired and irritated

——— april

• existential crisis, finished watching a business proposal, work stress, easter gifts, a nice cafe, japanese food, i miss day6, feriados, medida provisória na augusta, conheci a alice, power of love the movie, sleep deprived, going back to the gym (?)

——— may

• got sick as usual, it's Cold, had pastel for lunch with some classmates, got rained on after work, suddenly met the consul general of china at my uni (?), got chinese books for free, freezing all day, positive feedback from my boss, my professor asked me to participate on his research project..., went out for lamen and cake with my friend, finally watched eeaao

——— june

• met my friend who's living in the u.s., catching some of the VNL, bought winter clothes, no holiday break for me..., cafe with my colleagues, had to take another self-test for covid, lost my card AGAIN..., watched eeaao again but at the cinema, yumi's cells making me feel lonely

——— july

• bienal do livro, suffering from rhinitis, i am tired, alone, end of college semester, missing day6, stardew valley, hobipalooza

——— august

• extraordinary attorney woo, working from home on fridays, even lower self-esteem, new college semester, making a hard decision, watched the '_the little mermaid_' musical at the theater, game night, my 21st birthday, had lunch with the chinese exchange students, bought a cute diary, my friend gifted me a book

——— september

• sungjin is freeeeeee, renewed my internship contract, stress, i got into another internship (!!!), said goodbye to my previous coworkers, i hate one of my teachers with every fibre of my being, taiwan film festival at my uni's theater

——— october

• brazilian elections, a week unemployed, spending time with my grandparents, start of my new internship, dia de folga, encontro do nuclih, the astronaut!!! seokjin eu te amo, lula presidente, bar with friends

——— november

• self hate, got sick, met michelle zauner and she signed my copy of crying in h mart, festa do livro da usp, karaoke with friends, world cup, sushi night

——— december

• got new glasses, indigo was released, o hexa não veio, stressful finals week, end of college semester and summer vacation (finally), my company's end-of-the-year party, went to my parents' house, watched a really bad christmas movie, christmas, coffee date with my friends, iu dating news im so happy for herrr, new years