"想見你" | 2019

"wouldn't that be so painful? you know you won't find him, but you keep on searching anyway." "it's true that it's painful. but at least, when you think back on it in the future, you'll be upset that he left you, instead of upset at yourself for letting him go so easily."

"sometimes i think i am the universe's dimmest star. fighting to shine, wanting someone to discover my existence. but in the end, waiting for me is only falling. in the moment of plummeting to death i know there's no one in the world who remembers me."

"i am in the regret of youth, slowly withering away. i am in the wasteland of disappointment learning how to cry. i lost myself while trying to act like me. in my heart's deepest and darkest corner, i am singing a love song about embracing myself."

"I have finally experienced what Huang Yu Xuan felt like when she became Chen Yun Ru. Watching someone you liked standing in front of you... but completely unable to recognize me. She can't see the longing I have for her. She also can't hear what I want to say to her. All the memories that made me fall in love with her so much, that supported me to get all the way here, do not exist in her heart."