the lena experiment will begin on 1.1.24

the goal: to love myself and document myself living the human condition (i dropped out of my initial career goals to focus on myself fr) because i want to experience all there is to life. everything that happened up until this point has prepared me for this. when i leave this realm i’d like to leave behind a museum of everything i ever made and learned so i can be studied

333 live immediately 333

• artifact collection
  • all self portraits EVER
  • only keep the artifacts that are significant
• daily log (begin 010124)
  • do mini experiments like the bryan lewis saunders light experiments
    • different states of mind
    • trying different fruits
  • each day, draw self and list symptoms of the human condition
    • note moon phase, menstrual phase, substance use, current events
• ink
  • i spy sleeve
• lena story quilt
  • albino earwigs
  • my whole birth chart
• personal family history
  • 23 and me
  • upkeep the family graves
• rag doll self portrait
• reflection
  • lists of what you should do when you turn x age
    • my goal list, my actual experience, what i wish i did
  • portfolios for each year of my life
    • all my favorite things, major life events
  • write letters to my past 22 selves (i need to research all of them, find their diaries, and pretty much do a dear john column)