My personal list. "New Year's Resolutions" except I've written them down for the first time!....

• Get a job
• Get my permit
• grow in height....
• grow my lashes to my desired legnth
• grow my nails to my desired length
• finish my book draft
• exercise more
• get into a sport
• grow my hair
• fix my posture
• get stronger
• go out more

writing it down to

1 remember

2 motivate myself

3 feel better when im crossin ts out

Dec.

- ap psych

• vocab index cards- dec 13-
• vocab test- dec ??
• study for chapter test- dec 12-

- eng 2 hon

• letter from birmingham jail notes- dec 13-
• binder check- dec smth idk
• powerpoint- dec 13-
• one pager- dec 12-

- alg 2 hon

• savvas hw- dec 12-
• study for chapter test-dec 12-

miss one fucking day and everything is du...

-when i enjoy something i info dump on myself so much that i am convinced I've discovered something (probably someone, somewhere already has) and unfortunately it leads me to believing that i'm just better at it than every one else.

my reading list ! (bc ofc i think my list is just,,, better.)

legend

• ✥ = have read in 22'
• ❊ = want to read
• ✲ = in my possession-to be read
• ✺ = have not finished

my key

• ✧ = loved
• ✦ = favs
• ⭒ = need physical copy

✥ Gracling - Kristin Cashore: 3/5 ★'s it was kinda mid, read in one day, forgot almost everything. katsa = katniss?? "skill is survi...

december!˚✩

- not exactly "work" i have to do but more of want to.

spirit week

dec 13: christmas pj twin day

• gonna try to match me & ml. hopefully man

dec 14: grinch vs santa

• ash in the grinch costume just like freshmen year! (feels so long ago)

dec 15: ugly sweater day (my ten months!!)

• i stole my mom's sweater for this and looked like a nerd the whole day

dec 16: pep rally!!

• jo won't let me pinch his butt.

-we have so many conversations, this might actually take me a couple months to complete. so maybe i'll start when it's not 2 a.m in the morning.

Are you, as an individual, someone you would want to spend the rest of your life with? Imagine having to spend your entire life with a person and you're that person. Would you love yourself how you love the people in the books you read? Would you be so enthralled or rather interested with the idea of it? Of you?

As a whole we crave things tht are interesting to us. Like gamers gravitate towards their video games and will defend them as their medium of art. Although there are many aspects as to why they like video games they can probably still simmer down as to why they like a specific one.

Being someone interesting is a big module in life. Being interesting is fundamental in creating a vivid life for yourself .

Question : What is it that makes someone interesting?

Another in relation.

Question : How can we be someone we want to spend forever with?

-I feel like sometimes people just try so hard to be different and listen to underground stuff that they completely forget that its literally okay to like popular music. like its funny at times.

what i enjoyed

December

November

• Pop

Wasted Affairs (song- Mind's Eye)

∘ this is literally me romanticizing everything in my life thinking i live in a movie.

• "So honey give me your heart/ I’ve been right here from the start"

wet dreams (song- sundiver ca)

∘ just such a bedroom bop, feet on the wall, eyes closed, just vibing bc we need moments like tht.

- escape, dream, and romanticize

unconditional love in a "we met in paris", kaz x inej, "meet me at our spot", jane austen wrote our story, "you are the bane of my existence and the object of all my desires" kinda way. i'm delusional but self aware.

~ receive brown paper wrapped flowers (plastic wrap is just no.)

~ exchange written letters

~ go skinny dipping at night

me contradicting the quote in "mi 1/2".

~ engrave my name/ initials in tree trunk (with friends or lover)

~ exchange annotated books (most likely friends- ik mars got me fr)