• a bear ezza and heather gave me
  • baby blanket
  • blue marble and its accompaying sock
  • dougie
  • noah
  • piglet
  • puff puff
feb 10 2012 ∞
feb 10 2012 +
  • i am a cisgender boy
  • i am a cisgender girl
  • i am a teenager
  • i am an extrovert
  • i am flirting with person x
  • i am ftm
  • i am hitting on person x
  • i am in my 30s
  • i am mtf
  • i am sane
  • i like science fiction
  • i never went to public school
  • i pay attention to current events
  • i read a lot
  • i understand jokes
  • i want to publish my writing
feb 1 2012 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • aggresive exposure therapy
  • ask _ directly about our relationship
  • be a jv or a similar program
  • become a foster parent
  • brush and floss my teeth as often as i should
  • dumpster dive
  • experiment w asexual dating
  • get a second job
  • get a sxe tattoo
  • get facial tattoos
  • get lots of tattoos, w/o thinking about whether they’ll always be *perfect or not
  • go back to working trail
  • go backpacking by myself
  • go out at night
  • go to a four-year university and live on campus
  • go to goddard university
  • go to places i haven’t been to hang out...
jan 26 2012 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • andy's iguana
  • jeremy the turtle
  • octavia the newt
  • reed the leopard gecko
  • the frogs outside my window at night
  • the garter snake who makes an appearance in my life every few years
  • the horde of salamanders campers are told not to touch
  • the small transparent lizards all over the hotel in cairns
  • the snake in 7th grade biology
  • various fictional creatures
oct 30 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • accio brain
  • amoeba on ark
  • apothecary on ash
  • carousel on wing
  • diagnosis anomaly
  • echo on wing
  • echoes on brandtson
  • embryo on ash
  • little october
  • little ottery
  • mothwing aviary
  • oddment on wing
  • oddment: the library
  • ottery on wing
  • ottery stead
  • parrotfish hollow
  • parrotfish on wing
  • penseive place
  • prognosis mugwump
  • project apothecary
  • scrivenshaft etcetera
sep 16 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • the abbot
  • the anomaly
  • the apothecary
  • the apprentice
  • the bard
  • the bat
  • the caterpillar
  • the changeling
  • the druid
  • the forester
  • the hermit
  • the knight
  • the kumquat
  • the librarian
  • the mugwump
  • the nargle
  • the oddment
  • the owl
  • the page
  • the parrotfish
  • the penseive
sep 15 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • cardamom
  • christmas
  • clove
  • colorado summer
  • juniper
  • lavender
  • northwest forest
  • orange
  • ponderosa pine
  • tobacco
  • vanilla
sep 7 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • a new belt
  • baggier clothes in general
  • chainmail gauntlets
  • converse
  • fisherperson's vest
  • heelies
  • hiking boots
  • invisibility cloak
  • light wizards' robes
  • more button-down shirts
  • more ravenclaw gear
  • new binder
  • newsboy cap
  • shorts with elastic waistband
  • small ties
  • straightjacket
  • tool belt
  • tripp shorts
  • twloha gear
  • utility kilt
  • vans
sep 7 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • 50+ youthcorps folks
  • adrienne
  • anna
  • benji
  • carrie
  • charlie
  • chris
  • cindy
  • dad
  • dan
  • dan
  • dawn
  • emily
  • ezza
  • garrick
  • gavi
  • gavin
  • HAHAHAHAHA
  • heather
  • hugh
  • i so can't remember
sep 4 2011 ∞
sep 4 2011 +
  • local art studio space
  • american foundation for suicide prevention
  • environment club
  • ffcla
  • hrc
  • kboo
  • nami
  • national honor society
  • ospirg
  • local children's choir
  • school band
  • school choirs
sep 4 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • brandon teena
  • dan eldon
  • jack kerouac
  • leonardo da vinci
  • martin luther king jr
  • matthew shepherd
  • merlin
  • my great-grandfather
  • siddartha guatama
  • sylvia plath
sep 4 2011 ∞
sep 4 2011 +
  • did jesus christ exist in the scientific/historical/objective sense?
  • does anyone keep track of each year's newly invented names? (names which have never before been tracked for popularity since american name recordkeeping began)
  • does the skin/body really absorb chemicals from ink that comes into contact with the skin?
  • how are varieties/breeds of plants and animals differentiated? how does this vary from the differentiation scientifically defined between species?
  • how many barber shops per capita are currently in operation in north america?
  • how many belts does the average person own? does this statistic vary by gender, age, class, or any other demographic factor?
  • how many computers per capita in north america?
aug 14 2011 ∞
aug 14 2011 +
  • animals
  • bridges
  • conflict
  • dogs
  • driving
  • fire/smoke/heat/flame/lighters/matches
  • gaining weight
  • heights
  • stepping on sidewalk cracks
  • suicide
  • the caving in of roofs - one specific roof, actually
aug 12 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • mr. blackburn
  • mr. chadwick
  • mr. hoffman
  • mr. ryan
  • mr. sharp
  • mrs. brown
  • mrs. carrico
  • mrs. didier
  • mrs. haugen
  • mrs. hayden
  • mrs. hunt
  • mrs. jeffers
  • mrs. lorodos
  • mrs. lundy
  • mrs. perry
  • mrs. rosenthal
  • wow i forgot a lot over the last several years
aug 3 2011 ∞
apr 15 2013 +
  • bleeding hearts
  • crocus
  • daffodil
  • daisy
  • dandelion
  • daphne
  • hydrangea
  • iris
  • lavender
  • magnolia
  • marigold
  • morning glory
  • pansy
  • poppy
  • rhododendron
  • rose
  • sunflower
  • thistle
  • trillium
  • tulip
  • violet
aug 3 2011 ∞
apr 15 2013 +
  • downstairs
  • free boxes
  • goodwill
  • hot topic
  • cute neighborhood resale/consignment store
  • queer youth center
  • random weird christian charity thrift store
  • that's about it
jul 16 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • amazon
  • bank
  • commitie
  • credit union
  • dollarsurveys
  • dropbox
  • experience project
  • facebook
  • fafsa
  • flickr
  • frequent flier stuff
  • geocaching
  • good lord i dunno what else
  • goodreads
  • google times four
  • hotmail times two
  • itunes
  • kaiser
  • library
  • listography times two
  • lumosity
jul 16 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • a window that can open
  • cat
  • cool weather
  • having a plan
  • having my computer back
  • help files on unfamiliar programs
  • hulu
  • jeff's steady encouragement
  • les
  • my coworker
  • my supervisor
  • my uncle living so close by now
  • noise cancelling headphones
  • people who are gently honest
  • space left in my notebook
  • staying in touch via new technology
  • the picture of ravens and wolf
  • watching old friends' travels from afar
jun 28 2011 ∞
jun 28 2011 +
  • anxiety
  • fear
  • need for more processing
  • no safety anywhere
  • not taking care of self while awake
  • they are premonitions
  • trauma
may 18 2011 ∞
may 18 2011 +
  • breathing
  • cleaning
  • cooking
  • hoarding
  • learning
  • listening
  • memorizing
  • silence
  • thinking
  • tumblr
  • walking
  • writing
may 17 2011 ∞
may 17 2011 +
  • acupressure
  • akathisia
  • alexithymia
  • amygdala
  • anhedonia
  • aphasia
  • benzodiazepine
  • bruxism
  • coprophagia
  • dopamine
  • dyskinesia
  • dystonia
  • echolalia
  • encaustic
  • enigma
  • etiology
  • euthymic
  • fugue
  • hijra
  • hyperacusis
  • hypnogogic
apr 14 2011 ∞
apr 14 2011 +
  • i first became vegetarian: 17
  • i first changed my name: 12
  • i first joined a choir: 20
  • i first started psych meds: 17
  • i first took transition-related hormones: 9
  • i first traveled outside the us: 17
  • i first used the internet: 17
  • i first went to a hospital: 9
  • i first went to counseling: 20
  • i got my current email address: 16
  • i had a foster sister: 14
  • i kissed someone: 0
  • i last attempted suicide: 0
  • i last changed my name: 4
  • i last went to the hospital: 0
  • i left public school: 12
  • i legally changed my name: 8
  • i lived in my childhood home: 12
  • i lost my last baby tooth: 13
  • i skipped a grade: 21
apr 14 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • belief that desserts are a good way to show myself i'm worthwhile
  • caffeine allergy
  • frugality
  • giftedness
  • gluten intolerance
  • insanity (no, seriously)
  • interest in photography
  • sensory processing problems
  • yard sale gifts to unsuspecting bystanders
apr 13 2011 ∞
apr 13 2011 +
  • bandaids
  • caloric supplements
  • fake id photos
  • graffiti stickers
  • hoarding
  • inter-office mail
  • notes to housemates
  • reward charts
  • shingles
  • temporary tattoos
  • tesselation lessons
  • thank-you cards to next door neighbours
  • to decorate art projects
  • to stick things to the wall
  • wallpaper the inside of one's mailbox
mar 20 2011 ∞
mar 20 2011 +
  • apples
  • carrots
  • cookie dough
  • oranges
  • peas in the pod
  • pie crust
  • tomatoes
mar 20 2011 ∞
mar 20 2011 +
  • dandelion
  • lavender
  • rose
  • violet
mar 20 2011 ∞
mar 20 2011 +
  • collage
  • faeries
  • fingerpainting
  • gloopy glop
  • knitting
  • playdough
  • small creatures
  • watercolour
mar 20 2011 ∞
mar 20 2011 +
  • charles wallace
  • doug mcallister
  • elijah
  • harry potter
  • luna lovegood
  • matilda
  • meg
  • miranda
  • taryn forrester
mar 18 2011 ∞
mar 18 2011 +
  • comfort food
  • ethiopian
  • snacks
  • sweets
  • thai
  • vietnamese
mar 16 2011 ∞
mar 16 2011 +
  • "valograms" - raise money for choir by delivering a certain song to the recipient of the sender's choice during class all day on valentine's day (we all hate this song now)
  • complete an inventory of your learning style
  • dissect a pig
  • dissect a worm
  • media scan (keep a notebook and commentary on a given subject over a period of time)
  • mock election
  • pick an animal and do a report on it
  • practice a 1040ez form
  • raise money (via ongoing cookie sales, can collection, and ultimately a class-written-and-performed play) for panda habitats in asia
  • register to vote
  • rewrite a scene from a shakespeare play a...
mar 8 2011 ∞
mar 8 2011 +
  • activist
  • asexual
  • bi
  • boy
  • crazy
  • environmentalist
  • genderqueer
  • gifted
  • kid
  • low-income
  • nongendered
  • other
  • pansexual
  • poet
  • queer
  • questioning
  • trans
  • transmasculine
  • unschooler
  • youth
mar 7 2011 ∞
mar 7 2011 +
  • in your pants
  • you dropped your pocket
  • your face
  • your shoelace is untied
mar 7 2011 ∞
mar 7 2011 +
  • allen ginsberg
  • e.e. cummings
  • edgar allen poe
  • emily dickinson
  • gary snyder
  • hafiz
  • my friends
  • ranier maria rilke
  • rumi
  • sylvia plath
mar 7 2011 ∞
mar 7 2011 +
  • alarms
  • attachment
  • butter
  • commitments
  • confidentiality
  • cryptograms
  • dishes
  • emotional blackmail
  • forced eavesdropping
  • loud noise
  • misguided comments
  • misguided expections
  • most things
  • my knees
  • naps
  • obvious lies
  • trauma
  • tv on when no one's watching
  • you
mar 6 2011 ∞
mar 6 2011 +
  • assemblage/altered art
  • block printing
  • collage
  • cyanotypes
  • dreamcatchers
  • embroidery
  • encaustics
  • fingerknitting
  • knitting
  • monoprints
  • painting
  • photography
  • pipe cleaner creatures
  • sewing
  • shrinky dinks
  • silkscreening
  • stencilling
  • tole painting
  • watercolours
mar 5 2011 ∞
mar 5 2011 +
  • 133
  • 158
  • 305
  • 332
  • 616
  • 618
  • 702
mar 2 2011 ∞
mar 2 2011 +
  • backpacking
  • bicycling
  • camping
  • hiking
  • rock climbing
  • running
  • skateboarding
  • stretching
  • tai chi
  • walking
  • yoga
mar 2 2011 ∞
mar 2 2011 +
  • bacon/sausage: neither
  • blondes/burnettes: neither
  • butter/cream cheese: prefer cream cheese, allowed neither
  • butter/margarine: margarine
  • chicken/beef: neither
  • chicken/fish: fish
  • cold/hot: cold
  • college ruled/wide ruled: either
  • diet coke/coke: neither
  • diet coke/diet pepsi: neither
  • dogs/cats: cats
  • dresses/pants: both
  • east coast/west coast: west
  • english/metric (otherwise): either
  • flip flops/shoes: shoes
  • green apples/red apples: red
  • green grapes/red grapes: neither
  • hot dogs/hamburgers: neither
  • ketchup/mustard: ketchup
  • late/early: early
feb 20 2011 ∞
feb 20 2011 +
  • a beautiful mind
  • apollo 13
  • corrina, corrina
  • dead poet's society
  • girl, interrupted
  • good will hunting
  • prancer
  • pump up the volume
  • sister act 2
  • star trek: insurrection
  • the sound of music
  • the x-files
  • x-men 2
feb 20 2011 ∞
feb 20 2011 +
  • amoeba
  • ant
  • australian shepherd
  • bat
  • chameleon
  • chickadee
  • chipmunk
  • crow
  • emu
  • frog
  • gecko
  • goat
  • hedgehog
  • housecat
  • jellyfish
  • llama
  • mole
  • moth
  • newt
  • octopus
  • otter
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • agua
  • arroz
  • azucar
  • domingo
  • el arbol
  • el brazo
  • el cafe
  • el campo
  • el ciel
  • el doctor
  • el gato
  • el lapiz
  • el libro
  • el monde
  • el papel
  • el pelo
  • el perro
  • el sol
  • el/ella/ellos
  • espalda
  • estudiante
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • archaeology
  • ballet
  • birds
  • candymaking
  • canoeing
  • choir
  • choreography
  • computers
  • crafts
  • crew
  • dinosaurs
  • farming
  • flute
  • handmaking woodwinds
  • hiking
  • knitting
  • maths
  • photography
  • quilting
  • reading
  • songwriting/musicals
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • abilify (aripiprazole)
  • amantadine
  • ambien (zolpidem)
  • ativan (lorazepam)
  • betaxolol
  • buspar (buspirone)
  • celexa (citalopram)
  • cymbalta (duloxetine)
  • cyproheptadine (periactin)
  • depakote (valproic acid)
  • effexor
  • geodon (ziprasidone)
  • hydroxyzine (atarax)
  • invega (paliperidone)
  • klonopin (clonazepam)
  • lamictal (lamotrigine)
  • levothyroxine
  • lexapro (escitalopram)
  • liothyronine
  • lithium
  • metropolol
feb 18 2011 ∞
may 12 2015 +
  • moma sf (i think that's what it was?)
  • omsi
  • pittock mansion
  • the children's museum in portland
  • the children's museum in salem
  • the globe theatre
  • the portland art museum
  • the rare book room at powells
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • a really good binder
  • boots
  • buttons
  • cool-coloured fingernail polish
  • diy everything
  • eyeshadow
  • form-fitting clothes
  • hair dye
  • lots of attachments on my belt/loops
  • mirror
  • necklaces
  • sharpies
  • somewhere to go
  • stipey socks
  • stylish caps
  • wrist armor
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • 90s stuff i miss
  • beatles
  • cloud cult
  • random songs from glee karaoke
  • soundtrack from once more with feeling
  • spring awakening
  • wicked
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • a frog game when i was young
  • acrophobia
  • cannonball
  • dr. brain - is that what it was called?
  • duck hunt
  • dungeons and dragons character creator
  • hearts
  • hugo's house of horrors
  • i thought it was fun
  • lemmings
  • machinarium
  • mahjongg
  • minecraft
  • monkey island
  • myst
  • number munchers
  • oregon trail
  • paddleball
  • paintbrush
  • pinball - was it called spaceball?
  • sim city 2000
feb 10 2012 ∞
feb 10 2012 +
  • anorexia
  • asperger syndrome
  • asthma
  • autism
  • bipolar 1
  • bipolar 2
  • borderline personality disorder
  • bulimia
  • depersonalization disorder
  • depression
  • dissociative identity disorder
  • dysthymia
  • eating disorder not otherwise specified
  • food intolerances
  • gender identity disorder
  • gender identity disorder of childhood
  • obsessive-compulsive disorder
  • post-traumatic stress disorder
  • schizoaffective disorder
  • schizophrenia
feb 1 2012 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • antioch university
  • berea college
  • brown university
  • evergreen state college
  • goddard university
  • oxford university
  • portland community college
  • portland state university
  • reed college
  • university of oregon
  • zero tuition college
feb 1 2012 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • barnes and nobles (various) - visited perhaps 25 times total
  • border's (various) - visited perhaps 12 times total
  • local feminist bookstore - visited perhaps 6 times, totalling old and new locations
  • powell's - visited perhaps 85 times
  • powell's on hawthorne - visited perhaps 40 times
  • powell's technical - visited perhaps 10 times
  • the bookstore in seattle where i met brian jacques - visited once
  • the fancier bigger bookstore in denver - visited once
  • the fancy bookstore in olympia - visited once
  • the long-deceased bookstore in my hometown where coincidence brought me to john holt - visited perhaps 5 times
oct 30 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • buffalo
  • calimari
  • durian
  • kangaroo
  • most sushi
  • okra
  • papaya
  • rabbit
  • venison
oct 16 2011 ∞
apr 15 2013 +
  • of cymru
  • of eagle cliff
  • of gryffindor
  • of hufflepuff
  • of orion
  • of ravenclaw
  • of slytherin
  • of snowdonia
  • of the ashes
  • of the aspen
  • of the briars
  • of the elves
  • of the empty picture
  • of the hallows
  • of the moon
  • of the nargles
  • of the ottery
  • of the pines
  • of the quiet life
  • of the shadows
  • of the sidhe
sep 15 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • ash/asher
  • bats
  • charles wallace
  • cicatrice
  • comma
  • cori/coriander/cor/cora
  • doug/douglas
  • etcetera
  • ezekiel
  • gryffin
  • kai
  • lichen
  • nym
  • ollivander
  • rilke
  • rowen
  • sam/samson/samhain
  • shael
  • tea
sep 15 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • "spicy" foods (long story)
  • airport security
  • all oppressions
  • asthma
  • bureaucracy
  • car-obsessed culture
  • compulsive hoarding
  • conflict
  • debt
  • disconnection from nature
  • everything on the "i'm scared of" list
  • holidays/free time when every cool place is closed
  • hospitals
  • junk email
  • junk mail
  • lectures
  • library books becoming due
  • library fines
  • missing volunteer shifts
  • missing work
sep 7 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • 007
  • atari tennis
  • glee karaoke
  • mario 64
  • mortal kombat
  • some racing game i don't remember
sep 5 2011 ∞
sep 5 2011 +
  • art supplies
  • books
  • cameras
  • cds
  • clothes
  • coats
  • computers
  • cups
  • dvds
  • fingernail polish
  • hats
  • headphones
  • knitting needles
  • lighters
  • luggage
  • magazines
  • makeup
  • money
  • needle and thread
  • newspapers
  • phones
sep 4 2011 ∞
sep 4 2011 +
  • by which i mean the only ones i own...
  • flashlight
  • ipod
  • kindle
  • laptop
  • noise cancelling headphones
  • palm pilot
  • rechargeable batteries
  • smartphone
sep 4 2011 ∞
sep 4 2011 +
  • captain my captain by team dresch
  • come on over by shania twain
  • engine by we're about 9
  • fallen by evanescence
  • give up by the postal service
  • glee soundtracks
  • jagged little pill by alanis morissette
  • let go by avril lavigne
  • light chasers by cloud cult
  • NOOO how have i forgotten the name of that singer? :(
  • once more, with feeling soundtrack
  • plans by death cab for cutie
  • spring awakening soundtrack
  • the better life by 3 doors down
  • the meaning of 8 by cloud cult
  • the swiss army romance by dashboard confessional
  • the walk by hanson
  • transatlanticism by death cab for cutie
  • voldemort can't stop the rock! by harry a...
aug 21 2011 ∞
aug 21 2011 +
  • the medium-sized city where my second cousins live
  • the tourist town my relatives owned a cabin outside of
  • 4 places in the college citything south of here which i summered in
  • greyhound
  • 4 places in my current city
  • 2 places in my hometown
  • the desert
  • the forest
  • a weird suburb thing off of my current city
aug 12 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • dakota
  • emily
  • g___
  • my dad's mother
  • my dad's father
  • mrs. j from the elementary school
  • the barter worker whose funeral i attended
  • papa
  • 's mom
  • sadie
  • sue
aug 12 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • hi friends
  • i hate this game
  • i love this story
  • more i can't remember
  • no worries
  • true story
  • you win the __
aug 11 2011 ∞
aug 11 2011 +
  • american sign language
  • chinese
  • english
  • french
  • german
  • latin
  • spanish
  • welsh
aug 3 2011 ∞
aug 3 2011 +
  • aunt and uncle's
  • carrie and max's
  • father and stepmothers
  • jamie and mitchell's
  • marina and zack's
  • mother and stepfather's
  • possibly another aunt and uncle's
jul 16 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • best of 2002-2009
  • diy guide to suicide prevention: things i'm learning these days
  • okay so i can't remember what the hell else
  • one i think was unnamed and modeled after my friend sophie's
  • render
  • render: maps and trails
  • this short one of poetry written in the unschooler writing class
jul 16 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • a lot of stuff i can't think of right now
  • case manager
  • consultant and freelance trainer
  • freelance writer
  • gay youth center staff
  • nanny
  • nurse
  • peer advocate
  • psych nurse
  • psychiatrist
  • psychologist
  • retail
  • stay-at-home parent
  • street canvassing
  • wildlands firefighter
  • youth advocate
jul 1 2011 ∞
jul 1 2011 +
  • batteries
  • bolts
  • credit card
  • drill bits
  • ear plugs
  • nails
  • nuts
  • paint chips
  • paintbrush
  • paper
  • pen
  • screwdriver
  • screws
  • wrench
may 18 2011 ∞
may 18 2011 +
  • are we there yet?
  • but are you really a boy or a girl?
  • but did you graduate?
  • chicken or egg?
  • do you get along with your family?
  • do you know you have a balance of _ in overdue fines?
  • how do you think your meds are working?
  • how's your mood?
  • what about your mom?
  • what do you want to be when you grow up?
  • what's my diagnosis?
  • what's your diagnosis?
  • why aren't you in college?
  • why aren't you in school?
may 17 2011 ∞
may 17 2011 +
  • assorted secret compartments
  • backpacks
  • backs of stuffed animals
  • coin purses
  • envelopes
  • keeping mouths hut
  • laptop cases
  • lists of onomotopoeias
  • luggage
  • nasa
  • purses
  • self-containing bags
  • toiletry bags
  • wall organizers
  • wallets
  • wound care
may 17 2011 ∞
may 17 2011 +
  • a
  • google
  • remember
  • safe
  • star
  • surface
  • the
  • tumblr
  • twitter
  • vampire
  • zambia
apr 14 2011 ∞
apr 14 2011 +
  • frosted mini-wheats
  • fruity pebbles
  • honey nut cheerios
  • kix
  • maple and brown sugar oatmeal
  • panda puffs
  • puffed millet
  • reese's peanut butter cereal
  • shredded wheat, large, cooked, with wheat germ and butter and honey and milk
  • vanilla almond granola
  • weetabix
apr 13 2011 ∞
apr 13 2011 +
  • apples in season
  • birdsong
  • cats who are sleepy and purring and soft
  • dry, clean socks
  • errands that go quicker than expected
  • free boxes
  • games from my childhood
  • holidays i relate to
  • identity words
  • jam - strawberry homemade
  • kookaburra song
  • larabars
  • makeup
  • naps that feel healthy
  • occidental arts and ecology center
  • p____ (my brother)
  • quiet hangouts with friends
  • raspberries i pick myself
  • summer evenings
  • tours of commonplace things
  • umbrellas that are rainbow patterned
apr 13 2011 ∞
apr 13 2011 +
  • blast the stereo
  • blast your ipod/headphones
  • change your number
  • check yourself into rehab
  • check yourself into the hospital
  • don't get out of bed
  • don't pay your phone bill
  • drive out of range
  • drop phone in the toilet
  • fake your death
  • go swimming with all your clothes and ususal pocketcontents
  • go to the bathroom
  • include your phone in the stuffing for a turkey and let some hungry dogs loose on it
  • inform the universe that you will only accept commuication by owl heretoafter
  • loan a stranger your phone on a semi-permanent basis
  • make oneself sick
mar 20 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • another friendly gesture
  • confusion
  • conversation
  • conversation about sexism
  • gratitude
  • nervousness
  • offense
  • questions
  • rumours
  • secondguessing
  • suspicious glances
  • trust
mar 20 2011 ∞
mar 20 2011 +
  • bubble tea
  • cold peppermint tea
  • emergen-c
  • gatorade
  • juice
  • sobe energy
  • sun tea
  • vesper
  • vitamin water
  • water
  • wesper
mar 20 2011 ∞
mar 20 2011 +
  • bleeding heart
  • evergreen huckleberry
  • mountain huckleberry
  • native blackberry
  • oregon grape
  • salal
  • trillium
mar 18 2011 ∞
apr 15 2013 +
  • black
  • bleached
  • blue
  • blue-black
  • dark brown
  • green
  • light brown
  • pink
  • red
mar 16 2011 ∞
mar 16 2011 +
  • ace bandage
  • belt
  • boxers
  • briefs
  • buttondown shirt
  • cargo pants
  • coat
  • corduroys
  • cumberbund
  • cutoffs
  • denim jacket
  • denim shirt
  • dress
  • duct tape
  • hoodie
  • jeans
  • khakis
  • legwarmers
  • "little boy" boxer briefs
  • "little girl" undies
  • long underwear
mar 16 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • co
  • he
  • her
  • him
  • she
  • them
  • they
mar 7 2011 ∞
mar 7 2011 +
  • aiden
  • andover
  • caden
  • cael
  • channing
  • col
  • cory
  • elias
  • eliot
  • kai
  • morgan
  • perry
  • quinn
  • sam
  • samantha
  • shael
  • traven
  • will
mar 7 2011 ∞
mar 7 2011 +
  • baby dreads
  • bald
  • bangs
  • bun
  • cornrows
  • fauxhawk
  • french braid
  • mohawk
  • mullet
  • past-my-waist
mar 7 2011 ∞
mar 7 2011 +
  • greenzine
  • on subbing
  • support
  • the people i love best
  • word salad
mar 7 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • a bright red scream
  • as nature made him: the boy who was raised as a girl
  • conversations with god
  • dibs: in search of self
  • enjoy life's cooking for everyone
  • freedom from obsessive-compulsive disorder
  • girl, interrupted
  • impromptu
  • it's a magical world
  • just checking
  • my kind of sad
  • scientific progress goes boink
  • sensational kids
  • spilling open
  • the chocolate war
  • the depression workbook
  • the essential calvin and hobbes
  • the post-traumatic stress disorder stress book
mar 5 2011 ∞
mar 5 2011 +
  • fred meyer
  • king sooper's
  • safeway
  • thriftway
  • trader joe's
  • whole foods
  • wild oats
mar 2 2011 ∞
mar 2 2011 +
  • bandanna
  • barrette
  • baseball cap
  • belt
  • bobby pin
  • bowtie
  • bracelet
  • choker
  • cumberbund
  • earmuffs
  • earring
  • fingerless gloves
  • glittens
  • gloves
  • legwarmers
  • lip ring
  • mittens
  • necklace
  • nosewamer
  • ring
  • scarf
mar 2 2011 ∞
mar 2 2011 +
  • carhartts
  • fingerless gloves, of which i know the location
  • fleece sleeping bag liner
  • grocery outlet
  • having food in the freezer
  • hot drinks/tea kettles
  • inigo
  • knitting
  • my new boots
  • olivia's arrival
  • saturday-morning-type cartoons
  • the local reclaimed-craft-supplies
  • seeds
  • silly memes
  • smoked salmon
  • snow
  • the camera in my phone
  • the library and its contents
  • things to look forward to
feb 24 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • why am i still depressed? by jim phelps
  • asperger's syndrome and sexuality by isabelle henault
  • the scavenger's manifesto by annelli rufus
  • obsession: a history by lennard j. davis
  • uprooting racism: how white people can work for racial justice by paul kivel
  • wicked by gregory macguire
  • the stuff of thought: language as a window into human nature by steven pinker
  • alice's adventures in wonderland and through the looking glass by lewis carroll
  • the center cannot hold: my journey through madness by elyn saks
  • what the bleep do we know?! by william arntz
  • night falls fast: understanding suicide by kay redfield jamison
  • snoop: what your stuff says about you by sam gosling
feb 20 2011 ∞
feb 20 2011 +
  • bradley angle house
  • cascade aids project
  • naya
  • outside in
  • portland women's crisis line
  • project respond
  • russell street counseling center
  • sisters of the road
  • street roots
  • teen to teen
  • the q center
  • the rose city resource guide
  • the sexual minority youth recreation center
  • working class acupuncture
feb 20 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • dafont
  • facebook
  • flickr
  • google
  • horde webmail
  • hotmail
  • hulu
  • multnomah county library
  • postsecret
  • tumblr
  • twitter
  • weheartit
  • wikipedia
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • cy twombly
  • jackson pollock
  • jean-michel basquiat
  • mark rothko
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • 3 am by matchbox 20
  • again i go unnoticed by dashboard confessional
  • agnus dei
  • all star by smashmouth
  • am radio
  • ana's song by silverchair
  • baby baluga by raffi
  • bist du bei mir
  • burning bridges by chris pureka
  • carol of the bells
  • coin-operated boy by the dresden dolls
  • colors of the wind from pocahontas
  • come as you are by nirvana
  • don't speak by no doubt
  • don't try suicide by team dresch
  • everlong by foo fighters
  • every single number from a sound of music
  • father of mine by everyclear
  • foolish games by jewel
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • (to my knowledge) nothing
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • 60 minutes
  • bones
  • buffy the vampire slayer
  • ghostwriter
  • glee
  • happy days
  • i love lucy
  • psych
  • scooby doo
  • star trek: deep space nine
  • star trek: the next generation
  • star trek: voyager
  • the big bang theory
  • the fresh prince of bel-air
  • the lone gunmen
  • the rose o'donnell show
  • the simpsoms
  • the simpsons
  • the wonder years
  • x-files
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • 12-passenger van
  • airport shuttle
  • ambulance
  • arms
  • back of pickup truck
  • backpacking
  • bicycle
  • books
  • canoe
  • car
  • carseat
  • climbing
  • cop car
  • falling
  • ferry
  • glass-bottomed boat
  • hired coach
  • horse
  • hotel shuttle
  • intercity bus
  • intercity train
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • achieve more than is expected of me, faster, more efficiently, at less cost, for greater impact
  • answer a suicide hotline and talk someone out of it
  • ask for a miracle - and get it
  • be able to identify woodland plants
  • be able to nap for 10 minutes and wake up refreshed
  • be awarded a grant to go to art school
  • be happy with the way i look
  • be honest about who i am
  • be in bed by 10:00 p.m.
  • be known as a faithful letter-writer
  • be photogenic
  • be sustained by an inner strength
  • be the first person to fly in leonardo da vinci's wings
  • break a bad habit
  • break a mirror and not worry
  • bring up my children to be independent
apr 22 2012 ∞
apr 22 2012 +
  • a blue marble and its accompanying sock
  • a crow medallion
  • a necklace of a wooden ball
  • blankie
  • certain outfits
  • piglet the stuffed animal
  • puff puff the stuffed animal
  • various bracelets
  • various hoodies
feb 1 2012 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • binders
  • books
  • calculators
  • cd holders
  • chocolate boxes
  • coupon books
  • coupon organizers
  • day planners
  • diaries
  • dishwasher detergent boxes
  • dvd cases
  • e-readers
  • flashcard sets
  • hollow books
  • journals
  • laptops
  • lunchboxes
  • macaroni and cheese boxes
  • moleskins
  • notebooks
  • passports
oct 30 2011 ∞
oct 30 2011 +
  • birds
  • children
  • dew
  • encaustics
  • lunes
  • marbles
  • reflections
  • scars
  • six-word stories
  • visual textures
  • ways the brain works
oct 16 2011 ∞
oct 16 2011 +
  • brother
  • doctor
  • friar
  • professor
  • reverend
  • saint
sep 15 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • brandtson
  • briony
  • burdock
  • dittany
  • estes
  • grey
  • mad/madison
  • murray
  • occlumens
  • ponderosa
  • scrivenshaft
  • straitjacket
  • tibbles
  • withershins
  • x
sep 15 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • apples to apples
  • bananagrams
  • bathroom solitaire
  • boggle
  • california speed
  • d&d
  • egyptian rat screw
  • gender gumby
  • poetry marathon
  • scrabble
  • speed
  • spider solitaire
  • trivial pursuit
  • uno
sep 7 2011 ∞
apr 15 2013 +
  • bees
  • camping stoves
  • dental work
  • driving
  • fire
  • gaining weight
  • gendered public bathrooms
  • going batshit crazy
  • going down stairs
  • hate crimes
  • heartburn
  • heights
  • interpersonal conflict
  • ovens
  • panic attacks
  • sirens
  • smoke
  • stomach pumping
  • sudden noises
  • walking at night, especially in the winter
sep 5 2011 ∞
sep 5 2011 +
  • abe
  • joey
  • how the hell do you remember this stuff?
sep 4 2011 ∞
sep 4 2011 +
  • n/a
  • n/a
  • n/a
  • sxe
sep 4 2011 ∞
sep 4 2011 +
  • hamlet
  • impromptu
  • noises off
  • the creation of the world and other business
sep 4 2011 ∞
sep 4 2011 +
  • bandanna
  • belt
  • bills
  • bus pass/id
  • carabiner
  • chain
  • coins
  • earplugs
  • keys
  • notebook
  • pad
  • pedometer
  • pens
  • phone
  • receipts
  • rescue remedy
  • safety pins
  • scissors
  • scratch paper
  • wallet
  • water bottle
aug 12 2011 ∞
apr 15 2013 +
  • autumn the cat
  • daisy the albino parakeet
  • fezzik the cat
  • grayson the cat
  • inigo the cat
  • jasper the dog
  • jeremy the turtle
  • molly the dog
  • october the house elf (the kitten)
  • reed the leopard gecko
  • sammy the cat
  • unknown the cat
  • unknown the cat
  • unknown the cat
  • unknown the kitten
  • unknowns the fish
aug 12 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • austin
  • cora
  • favor
  • ivory
  • j
  • jen
  • jesse
  • jessamyn
  • jonathan
  • mehera
  • molly
  • r.e.
  • raina
  • rej
  • zan
aug 11 2011 ∞
apr 15 2013 +
  • ankle rolls
  • neck rolls
  • quadriceps
  • sitting touch-your-toes
  • stair stretch for shin splints
  • the butterfly
  • the cat
  • the child
  • the cow
  • the crow
  • the supermodel
  • the tree
  • wrist rolls
aug 3 2011 ∞
aug 3 2011 +
  • arms
  • eyeballs
  • hands
  • scars
  • well, that's about it
aug 3 2011 ∞
aug 3 2011 +
  • amoeba
  • anaesthesia
  • behaviour
  • centre
  • colour
  • flavourite
  • labour
  • metre
  • neighbourhood
  • pyjamas
  • rumour
  • theatre
jul 16 2011 ∞
jul 16 2011 +
  • american literature
  • art
  • celtic languages
  • childcare
  • creative writing
  • deaf studies
  • developmental psychology
  • education
  • english
  • environmental science
  • environmental studies
  • forest management
  • french
  • gender studies
  • latin
  • librarian and information services
  • linguistics
  • midwifery
  • ministry
  • naturopathy
  • occupational therapy
jul 1 2011 ∞
jul 1 2011 +
  • anxiety
  • confused vision
  • desire to die
  • desire to eat
  • desire to escape
  • desire to hide
  • desire to sleep
  • diarrhea
  • fear
  • fuzzy head
  • impulses to ask for desk work
  • impulses to beg off
  • impulses to leave
  • impulses to self-injure
  • nervousness
  • pain in chest
  • panic
  • paranoia
  • quick breathing
  • thoughts that i am a burden on others
  • thoughts that i do have a poor work ethic...
may 31 2011 ∞
may 31 2011 +
  • billowing
  • dark
  • follow you around (personal raincloud curse)
  • glares at you
  • lightning/thunder accompaniments
  • moving towards you
  • raining
  • rolling
may 18 2011 ∞
may 18 2011 +
  • bookshelves
  • cats
  • children
  • crows
  • eyes
  • fall
  • flowers
  • hands
  • libraries
  • mountains
  • skeletons
  • starfruit
  • sushi
  • words
  • xrays
may 17 2011 ∞
may 17 2011 +
  • bath
  • with
  • bad
  • little
  • better
  • pad
apr 14 2011 ∞
apr 14 2011 +
  • alchohol
  • arugula
  • balsamic vinegar
  • black pepper
  • carbonated beverages
  • chiles
  • chili
  • cinnamon
  • cloves
  • curry
  • horseradish
  • kombucha
  • most mexican food
  • most thai food
  • mustard
  • raw chives
  • raw garlic
  • raw onions
  • salsa
  • soda pop
  • some other raw greens
apr 13 2011 ∞
apr 13 2011 +
  • adbusters
  • bear deluxe
  • martha stewart living
  • national geographic
  • oprah
  • parenting magazines
  • photography magazines
  • readymade
  • real simple
  • the occasional magazine aimed at teenage girls
apr 13 2011 ∞
apr 13 2011 +
  • at a preschool
  • in a sleeping bag
  • in the back of a closet with no light fixture
  • inside a bale of hay
  • next to a dead body
  • on top of a door jamb
  • on top of a parked car
  • over one's shoulder
  • the bottom of the ocean
  • the compost pile
  • the fireplace
  • the moon
  • the top shelf
  • under your pillow
  • with the halloween candy
  • with your golf clubs
  • your carry-on bag
mar 20 2011 ∞
mar 20 2011 +
  • bus ride
  • catching up on tumblr
  • conference call
  • knitting and completing a wristwarmer
  • mowing the lawn
  • ops team meeting
  • the walk from work to my old house
  • therapy
  • tv show
mar 20 2011 ∞
feb 1 2012 +
  • a bright red scream
  • a people's history of the united states
  • as nature made him: the boy who was raised as a girl
  • candyfreak
  • cognitive-behavioural therapy for adult asperger syndrome
  • episodes: my life as i see it
  • freedom from obsessive-compulsive disorder
  • ishmael
  • rumspringa: to be or not to be amish
  • siddhartha
  • the courage to heal
  • the food intolerance bible
  • the harper's index book
  • the noonday demon
  • the prophet
  • the spellcaster's reference
  • the teenage liberation handbook
  • welcome to the ark
mar 20 2011 ∞
mar 20 2011 +
  • art studio
  • covered porch
  • cupboard under the stairs
  • garden
  • huge amounts of natural light
  • library
  • no fireplace
  • rocking chair on the porch
  • sensory/ot room
mar 18 2011 ∞
mar 18 2011 +
  • andover
  • bethlehem
  • brierly
  • coventry
mar 18 2011 ∞
mar 18 2011 +
  • black
  • brilliant growing-things-green
  • deep reds - brick, burgundy, etc
  • forest green
  • grey-lavender
mar 16 2011 ∞
mar 16 2011 +
  • behaviour
  • colour
  • favour
  • neighbour
  • pyjamas
  • theatre
mar 8 2011 ∞
mar 8 2011 +
  • asparagus
  • beer
  • bitter greens
  • brussel sprouts
  • carbonated beverages
  • chili peppers
  • chipotle sauce
  • cinnamon
  • corn
  • grapefruit
  • hot sauce
  • jalepenos
  • meat
  • mustard
  • pepper
  • raw garlic
  • raw green onions
  • raw onions
  • salsa
  • soda
  • sparkling water
mar 7 2011 ∞
mar 7 2011 +
  • acupuncturist
  • audiologist
  • dentist
  • internist
  • massage therapist
  • naturopath
  • nephrologist
  • nurse practitioner
  • occupational therapist
  • optometrist
  • orthodontist
  • pcp
  • pediatrician
  • psychiatric nurse practitioner
  • psychiatrist
  • speech-language pathologist
  • therapist
mar 7 2011 ∞
mar 7 2011 +
  • canada
  • ireland
  • new zealand
  • scotland
  • united kingdom (england, wales, and scotland)
  • usa
mar 7 2011 ∞
mar 7 2011 +
  • a bright red scream
  • a wrinkle in time
  • amelia bedelia
  • anne frank: the diary of a young girl
  • blueberries for sal
  • chicka chicka boom boom
  • dibs in search of self
  • dr. seuss's sleep book
  • fighting invisible tigers
  • green eggs and ham
  • harry potter and the chamber of secrets
  • harry potter and the sorcerer's stone
  • impromptu
  • kirsten: an american girl
  • letters from rifka
  • little house in the big woods
  • matilda
  • mattimeo
  • oh, the places you'll go!
  • over and over
  • ramona the pest
mar 5 2011 ∞
mar 5 2011 +
  • 14
  • 15
  • 33
  • 4
  • 44
  • 6
  • 72
  • yellow
mar 2 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • ben affleck
  • brent spiner
  • david duchovny
  • gillian anderson
  • jim carrey
  • matt damon
  • patrick stewart
  • sarah michelle gellar
  • whoopi goldberg
  • wil wheaton
mar 2 2011 ∞
mar 2 2011 +
  • being so open about who i am
  • doing this gfcf thing
  • finishing one of the wrist warmers i am knitting
  • finishing the scarf i was knitting
  • getting ready for work so quickly
  • having clean clothes
  • planning a time for my treatment appointment and sticking to it
  • planning only-home evenings tonight and tomorrow
  • pulling frozen food to defrost
  • remembering to buy my train ticket
  • returning various messages
  • taking my meds before 10am
  • waking up on my own
  • writing out a to-do list
feb 24 2011 ∞
feb 24 2011 +
  • a health savings account
  • better computer
  • chest freezer
  • decrease work hours long-term
  • donate: camp ten trees (scholarships)
  • donate: friends' and strangers' surgery funds
  • donate: northwest youth corps (scholarships)
  • donate: not back to school camp (scholarships)
  • donate: the local reclaimed-art-supplies organization
  • donate: the local queer youth center - their own building
  • donate: sisters - their own building
  • etsy shopping sprees
  • harry potter exhibits, paraphrenalia, etc
  • intensive therapy/residential care
  • lots of gluten-free/casein-free junk food...
feb 20 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • burn a blank silkscreen
  • care for infants
  • cook fish
  • estimate volume correctly (for example, for the purposes of putting away leftovers properly)
  • skateboard
  • speak french
  • speak spanish
  • speak welsh
  • use a sewing machine
  • use american sign language
  • use more than one kind of knitting stich
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • cats
  • hamlet
  • macbeth
  • phantom of the opera
  • pride and prejudice
  • rent
  • the nutcracker
  • up the down staircase
  • victor/victoria
  • wicked
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • chocolate-making
  • college professor
  • construction
  • fabric arts
  • gravestone carver
  • herpetologist
  • insurance
  • it
  • janitorial
  • legal aid
  • massage therapy
  • media loan
  • nonprofits
  • real estate
  • sign language interpreter
  • teacher (music)
  • teacher (spanish/math/computer)
  • victim advocate
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • asperger syndrome
  • pervasive developmental disorder nos
  • bipolar II disorder
  • major depressive disorder
  • borderline personality disorder
  • dissociative disorder not otherwise specified
  • eating disorder not otherwise specified
  • gender identity disorder
  • generalized anxiety disorder
  • obsessive-compulsive disorder
  • panic disorder
  • post-traumatic stress disorder
  • simple phobia
  • social anxiety disorder
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +
  • chino saigon
  • dalo's kitchen
  • food carts (duh)
  • got pho?
  • sushi takahashi (ichiban)
  • sushiland
feb 18 2011 ∞
jan 21 2015 +
  • avoiding doctors
  • avoiding the outdoors when it's raining
  • expecting the computer, and only the computer, to entertain me
  • giving out my phone number
  • giving out my real email address
  • hanging out with secondhand smoke
  • impulse buys
  • letting my library books get overdue
  • letting traces of gluten/casein into my food
  • paying bills only at the last minute
  • procrastinating (duh)
  • setting stuff down where it doesn't belong
  • substituting daily potatoes and rice for my habitual gluten
feb 18 2011 ∞
feb 18 2011 +