• June 28th : Faad - GR - Pick up GROW appointment @ 8am
  • June 28th : GR Medical Assessment on 10th @ 4pm
  • July 1st : Faad - GROW Orientation @ 8AM!
  • July 1st : Faad - Kaiser on 20th - @ 3pm
  • JUly 5th : Faad - Kaiser on 15th @ 3p w/ Malv.
  • July 8th : Start moving
  • JUly 8th : Kaiser for physical therapy @ 10 am
  • July 10th : Faad - GR followup appt @ 8:30 am
  • July 18th : Dr. Brewer @ 11 am (K6)
  • July 18th : Denise @ 4pm (K6)
  • July 23rd : Follow-up appt. with Rosana @ 9am
jun 27 2013 ∞
jun 28 2013 +
  • Register course at turnitin.com
  • Read syllabus & take notes
  • Update moodle info
  • Write down weekly schedules
jun 10 2013 ∞
jun 10 2013 +
  • Go back to school
  • Finish associate's
    • Study math well
    • Retake assessment test
    • Take required math courses (if any)
    • CHDV 203
    • 1 science course
  • Get back to 150 pounds
    • Eat healthily
    • Eat meals spaced out much better, stop gorging myself
    • Listen to my hunger cues; get them back strongly and reliably again
    • Stop drinking so much soda
  • Get gallstones fixed
    • Wait for referral to surgeon
    • Ask about medication
    • Ask about ultrasound blasting
jun 5 2013 ∞
jun 8 2013 +
  • 6/27 - faad and I both spent all day at GR getting stuff straightened out
  • 6/26 - woke up at 5 am, all three of us.
  • 6/25 - doctors appt / forgot to return library books
  • 6/20 - Was prescribed Lexapro and Klonopin
  • 6/6 - slept in because faad and his mom went and volunteered at the church's food drive and they were nice and didn't make me go... i really needed to sleep | therapy with Juriana | great sex with Faad when his mom and sister left | Emotional cuddles and sleep
  • 6/5 - woke up at 4:30 am, wanted to go back to sleep but Faad's mom woke up, kept me up, woke Faad up, and so we didn't get back to sleep until she went to work at 7. | GR drop off QR-7 & check Faad's mail - ran into some guy named Mark he knew | Winco - panic attack | dinner of mashed ...
jun 2 2013 ∞
jun 27 2013 +

Personal

  • Get back down to 150 pounds
jun 28 2013 ∞
jun 28 2013 +

I was recently diagnosed with major depression and have been diagnosed with depression since I was 14. I struggle very much with it every day of my life and it affects every task I complete, or don't. For me, depression:

  • ruins my life
  • makes me mean to my boyfriend
  • makes me so tired that I sleep all the time and sometimes even can't sleep, so I just stay up, exhausted
  • makes me lose weight (my boyfriend constantly yells at me to eat when I have my depressive episodes)
  • makes me stay inside and not even go grocery shopping let alone to events or parties
  • makes me ignore my friends' messages and decline event invites automatically on Facebook
  • makes me long for things that are right i...
jun 20 2013 ∞
jun 20 2013 +

7-8 AM

  • Independence Day - July 4
  • Labor day - first Monday in September
  • Thanksgiving - fourth thursday in November
  • Christmas - December 25th
jun 12 2013 ∞
jun 12 2013 +

6.26.2013

  • Time alone
  • Quiet
  • Space

6.12.2013

  • Getting stuff done
  • My boyfriend's mom, for making me a healthy smoothie for breakfast and making me get up and eat it, making us all a nice rice and vegetable dish so I snacked on that all day instead of junk, for buying me a new phone so I could cut my phone bill more than 50%, and just guiding us at this weird stage in our life
  • Shade

6.11.2013

  • Sleeping in
  • Cuddling
  • Love
jun 8 2013 ∞
jun 26 2013 +
  • 6.5.2013 - around 4pm at Winco | Lasted about 6 minutes. Cried softly. Asked boyfriend for help (walked up to him fighting back tears, "I'm having a panic attack, I need your help.") and he rubbed my neck and stood really close to me so I could feel his body against mine. | No trigger, but severely agitated and shy around people during and after. Refused to go down to look at product I went to aisle for because there was someone standing nearby.
  • 6.7.2013 - during sex with my boyfriend, who I love dearly and feel 100% comfortable around him in all sexual and intimate contexts.
  • 6.14.2013 - multiple panic attacks on the freeway
  • 6.15.2013 - before bed for no reason
  • 6.16.2013 - before bed for no reason
  • 6.19.2013 - around 8 pm while doing my homework and studying. Nothing too hard or ...
jun 6 2013 ∞
jun 27 2013 +

School

  • Personal trainer certification - $200

Car

  • Brakes - $50
  • Oil pan gasket
    • Labor - $60
    • Gasket -
    • Sealant -
jun 5 2013 ∞
jun 28 2013 +
  • Get ahold of Shane
  • get sewing box from parents house
  • get financial aid officer's info from site
jun 20 2013 ∞
jun 26 2013 +

Faad

  • Appt @ 3pm with Malveaux
jun 12 2013 ∞
jun 12 2013 +

Requirements for Major

  • CHDV 100 - A
  • CHDV 102 - A
  • CHDV 104 - A
  • CHDV 106 - A
  • CHDV 111
  • CHDV 121 - A
  • CHDV 125 - A
  • CHDV 200
  • CHDV 203
  • CHDV 149 - A

GE Requirements

  • ENGL 101 - A
  • MATH 040
  • MATH 050
  • MATH 055
  • ANTH 121
  • POLS 101 - A
  • HIST 131 - A
  • FREN 101
apr 19 2012 ∞
jun 8 2013 +
  • I'm 22 years old
  • I live in a hotel with my boyfriend
  • I have gallstones [they interfere with my whole life because they're extremely painful]
    • I'm waiting for a referral to a surgeon
  • I have been diagnosed with
    • major depression
    • panic disorder
  • I am a full-time student
jun 6 2013 ∞
jun 26 2013 +