• honestly, i feel like i'm pretending i'm fine and having flashback to that day bryan sat down next to me and told me to stop pretending things are fine when it's not.
• i feel like i need therapy because my mind isn't a healthy/nice place to be in
• i feel bloated because i ate too much...
• and i die die wanted to satisfy my cravings (olive fried rice) even though i wasn't that hungry lol
• in the end it just tasted like chinese egg fried rice. ok
• thai iced milk tea was nice
• my skin is so fucking bad now
• my face and my scars on my legs hah
• all these are consequences because i give up on myself
• i dk why every morning i wake up feeling empty and traumatised for losing the relationship, for knowing how love can turn into hate
• and i keep blaming myself that this relationship didn't work out hah
• kelsodisco

No matter what, they eventually turn into nothing. You don't see them, talk to them, and it's like nothing ever happened. You eventually realize there's nothing to hate because, well, they basically just don't exist anymore.

• idrankallthewater

You are right. All we have is to learn from what we experienced. Everything else besides that like the drama after a break up is noise and does not matter. We should focus on ourselves to continue to move forward.

• now my expectations for myself is so low that the only thing i aim for is to survive and not die hah
• honestly feeling really crushed and want to die in my sleep