random and inexplicable thoughts

• 200905 | These days, I'm definitely loving BTS. Watching them teaches me a lot of lessons. I'm slowly learning how to be more hardworking, how to be humble despite achievements, how to not take everything for granted. I love BTS the most for that. They always say: "If I'm not gonna do it now, then when can we ever do it?" It made me realize a lot of things. And I love seeing the boys getting the recognition they deserve. I love them so much and I'm so glad I've got to know them more during this pandemic. Seriously, kdrama and kpop are the only ones keeping me together during this pandemic. If not for them, I might have completely lose my mind.
• 200902 | I am more than grateful for my job right now, however, due to this pandemic I am feeling so tired every single day and no matter how much sleep I get it's still exhausting. Also, fangirling to BTS and kdrama is what keeps me alive these days. Sometimes I feel like my heart is going to explode since I'm so overwhelmed especially with BTS' Dynamite. I think I need to slow down. I watched almost 20 episodes of Run! BTS in a day and I'm feeling that something's not right. I need to take break but I don't know how to. I can't go outside due to pandemic and I don't know what other things I can do to avoid boredom without being on my gadgets.
• 210107 | Renovated our house and it's almost done. Been so stressed out about it during these past few weeks. I though saving money and funding the renovation would be enough but that's not the case. It brought me a lot of stress and there were a lot of times that I just want to run away from everything.